From: owner-joni-digest@smoe.org (JMDL Digest) To: joni-digest@smoe.org Subject: JMDL Digest V2012 #532 Reply-To: joni@smoe.org Sender: owner-joni-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-joni-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk Unsubscribe:mailto:joni-digest-request@smoe.org?body=unsubscribe Website:http://jonimitchell.com JMDL Digest Saturday, April 21 2012 Volume 2012 : Number 532 ========== TOPICS and authors in this Digest: -------- speaking out of turn ["ingrid lochrenberg" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sat, 21 Apr 2012 13:37:45 +0200 From: "ingrid lochrenberg" Subject: speaking out of turn A suggestion about Morgellon's : before succumbing to general ill-heath last year on my admittance to Valkenberg Hospital and having endured sharp bites in my bed for a year or more which my dogs who sleep with me obviously weren't prey to, I visualised black spots on my feet, spot seemingly starting to grow out of my feet like wire and hair. For some cultures/religions, the individual is dispensable....I think that possibly Morgellon's is a form of chemical warfare practised by those who know that a certain level/escape velocity of individualism presents a threat to mass-delusion or self-glorification....even my insect repellant seemed poisonous to me and in fact when i plugged it out of it's socket i did immediately feel better. Individuality is so much more the powerful threat to mass-hysteria and general evilness and mass-delusion. Luckily people who sell their souls for power and glory can only be destructive: it is a choice to consciously inflict damage on other people, ....attacking the people who might mar your plans is so much more effective when they are isolated thereby....people who part with goodness consciously make themselves subordinate not to the creative, but to the destructive...blaming the devil for ones evilness is so cowardly and misinformed....every individual has to take responsibility....it is misguided to think that the devil ever was evil...what exactly it is that the devil did wrong i can only imagine....more likely it was 'man' being just as jealous as their god which was created in their image wanting all the glory...males, especially when they are beautiful which they soften are, sometimes seem deliriouss wiht their own beauty... boys are beautiful..if you experience jealousy it's a good idea to strive for it is you think you lack, instead of wanting to damage the person you're jealouss of...every thing is possible given enough time and sincere application. Chemical warfare on an individual basis exonerates cultures and religions...every religion has their criminals and the criminals should be publicly confronted, the utterings of the republicans in america seem to me positively evil at times. Deception is a distortion of reality and the mark of those that have chosen to be evil....identifying them is sometimes difficult and if you don't reach that insight in your mind, matter the material body will bring it to your awareness in a painful way. God made in the image of man was jealous....possibly of the god that people cry out to, women particularly when they are having a good time....in fact man, made in god's image are possibly more jealouss...i have in my life experienced by far the worse bitchiness from men.....in fact almost exclusively it has come toward me from men- women also leave me cold, they can be the worst of the lot and the worst psycopaths...endless feeding off other's libidos...at least men were left with a bigger spark,to be used for good or evil.....but the vanity of men far surpasses that of women.....glory is what they are after...(and please do not hold me to all of this-it is my truth for the moment- know i'm condemining left right and center- just want to get something of my chest)_...men are jealouss of the god that gets cried to during pleasure and at the threat of losing your life...i think god is the universe,a farther expance, a seafarer, a further wave a further expanse and that the goddess which is more than god has far more wisdom, any millions of them...isolating someone and then trying to destroy them is an excellent strategy for the criminal minded....people only are worthy of forgiveness if they put their evil intentions behind them...there should be no pressure on mortals to forgive one another.....if they do they do...maybe just better not to judge....but you have to have judgement and boot those with horribleness inside out of your life- it is their decision to be evil and the devil has tricked them and they's at the mercy of libido the life force.....Christ rejected the devil...the devil always gets the blame and maybe god was jealous of this entity but perhaps god and the devil are the same just that the devil has a space outside this universe having been banned there...lucifer or lillith is a bringer of the life principle...we're all at the mercy of the intent of the life 'force' libido is a better word, not the force for destruction which never creates but only destroys....thanatos is a redemmer cos you get reincarnated perhaps as a snail or a spider or a fish....boot those jealouss people out of your life joni...if they knew what was good for them they'd pursue their dreams with conviction that they can also create their destiny: if you deliberately choose to hurt someone for pleasure you are controlling or sadistic...if you're angry then go for it....anger is women best ally..i laugh a lot to myself....people's perversion will catch up with them: and if you want to live forever be at peace that all your lies and deceits will catch up with you.....if the bedbugs and chemical dust proliferates the whole world will be on anti-psychotics! God said dias dess...there are millions of goddesses but only 1 god, the pantheistic universe which has already come. God exits in deperation and in extreme pleasure- that is how i know that the word god has a place.....but i pray to the goddess, yoowah....I do also believe that jesus was imacculately conceivedbut it's virtually immaterial as as was the universe...it is emminently possible as the universe is a free lunch.....cretaing one semen (ite) is no problem for the creator...maybe i'll apply to be a rabbi but first i'd have to shake off my afrikanerdom (never considered myself anything but afrikaans-speaking, since i was raised afrikaans-speaking...but being an individual is the best of all. ------------------------------ End of JMDL Digest V2012 #532 ***************************** ------- To post messages to the list, send tojoni@smoe.org. Unsubscribe by clicking here: mailto:joni-digest-request@smoe.org?body=unsubscribe -------