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jewel-digest          Wednesday, May 14 1997          Volume 02 : Number 358



                               Today's Subjects:
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  NJC: poems                                             [EFraser311@aol.com]

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Date: Wed, 14 May 1997 00:10:13 -0400 (EDT)
From: EFraser311@aol.com
Subject: NJC: poems

Hi Angels!--

     I wrote some stuff that I'd like to share, it's not anything that's
incredibly amazing, just some thoughts racing through my head!  Here they
are:

(Untitled)
In the cold night
you can see all the stars
They twinkle 
they shine
they flicker in and out
They remind me of myself

A Lovely Shade of Brown
Crawling around on the ground
Looking for a morsel of life
I can't stand how much dirt there is
It makes everything look so ugly
It makes all the beautiful colors
Drown out into shades of brown
And soon everything becomes
Part of the dirt
I try to escape it
But soon the rain comes along
And makes puddles that I
can drown in
And soon I, too, become
Part of the dirt
As my colorful life from within
Dies.

Wishful Thinking
Sometimes I wish for happiness
But it's something I can't have
It comes near me once in a while
It teases me, giving me a taste
And then leaves my soul.

Sometimes I wish for anger
And it never shows itself
It comes to my mind
But it stays there, hidden
Never opening it's door to the outside.

Sometimes I wish for love
But instead I get grief
Because I know it's not possible
For intense feelings like that
To be directed towards me.

Sometimes I wish for hate
And it comes out at all the wrong times
Misdirected and misguided
Showing it's ugly face to the wrong people
Who wonder who I am that day.

Ever notice you never get what you want
they way you want it?

Hopes of an Angry Girl
Hey you fucking bastard
Remember me?
You walked all over my heart
And ripped me to shreds
You are such a piece of shit
Why don't you just go away
And live somewhere else
So that I don't have to see
Your sorry ass
I hope you get your heart ripped out
I hope someone treats you like the shit you are
I hope that when you die
Dogs piss all over your grave.

     That last one is my personal favorite :-P  Hope you enjoyed them!

Angel DONE with finals,
Ali :-)

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