From: owner-jewel-digest@smoe.org (jewel-digest) To: jewel-digest@smoe.org Subject: jewel-digest V2 #158 Reply-To: jewel@smoe.org Sender: owner-jewel-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-jewel-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk X-To-Unsubscribe: Send mail to "jewel-digest-request@smoe.org" X-To-Unsubscribe: with "unsubscribe" as the body. jewel-digest Thursday, March 6 1997 Volume 02 : Number 158 Today's Subjects: ----------------- njc: getting lost, and more remedies [laura catherine taylor ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Wed, 5 Mar 1997 22:25:48 -0700 (MST) From: laura catherine taylor Subject: njc: getting lost, and more remedies i really love this idea! of course i don't have a car, but i do this just walking at night. or burning a candle and watching the shadows on the wall and singing some silly old and/or dirty irish pub songs (you europeans know what i mean!). another thing i like to do when i find myself depressed is to take all my clothes off and turn on some music and dance in my apartment and make loud noises and trying to play my guitar upside down and left handed. if anyone ever saw me, it sure would cure their depression! or you could log-on and see your two-hundred messages from jewel@smoe.org and know that you are loved, loved, loved. cheer up! lauralune ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 5 Mar 1997 22:27:42 -0700 From: ehicks@flash.net Subject: Charlie Rose/Emily Ok, I was gonna post this yesterday, but I didn't have time, so that's why I'm writing about the Charlie Rose show 2 days after it happened. Well, I have to say that this is the best I've ever seen Jewel in an interview. I too, thought she would actually make it through the whole show w/ out the "hands manifest thought" deal, but I guess I was wrong. And I finally, finally, FINALLY got to hear Emily!!!! Yet another Jewel song that made me cry. Well, I guess this song really got to me because my name is Emily so it felt like she was singing the song directly to me. So sad. Alright, well I don't want to write a really long letter so... *hugs* Emily P.S. HEY LAURA, MY NM BUD!!! WHEN ARE YA GONNA WRITE ME BACK GIRL???? :) ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 06 Mar 1997 00:04:55 -0800 From: Derrick Chhay Subject: NJC: don't take it the wrong way.... okay, i've already been flamed for my last post...so i have to clear it up before you people get the wrong idea. god, it's like every time i try and make a point, you people look past it and turn it into something else. the point i was making is that i SHARED MY PROBLEMS WITH THE LIST BECAUSE I WANTED TO GET ADVICE AND SUPPORT. that's why i did what i did. cuz i thought you guys would be like a second family and try to be supportive and help me out, but all you ever did is complain about my whining and complaining and only about 3 or 4 of you actually supported me. gee, some family. for all those who flamed me, i'm the only cricket on this list...so how can you sit there and pretend you know what i've been thru....you aren't me and you don't have a single clue as to the kind of sh*t and crap that i've suffered for the last couple weeks. unless you've been in my shoes, you should'nt be telling me to "take it like a man" and "get over it." cuz this is the single most depressing thing that's ever happened to me. how can you people just sit there and ridicule me and show no sympathy at all for what happened to me. the only reason i continued to put more dirty laundry out is because nobody at all was showing any care for what happened to me, and that was the only way i could get your attention. what kind of family puts down another family member for a mistake they made? i made a mistake, and i apologized for it over and over again, and some of you still haven't found it in your heart to forgive me. i admit, i was a jerk and i'm a total puke head. only a few of you know how sad i've been and how hurt i've been about this. if i still wasn't hurt about this, i wouldn't be bringing it back up again. just ask tessa, just ask emelia, just ask the other people who at least can sympathize with my feelings and understand what i've been going thru. those are the people that i can truly respect and come to for comfort. the rest of you practically have no heart and sense of emotion and that's why you can't understand what i've had to go thru for the last couple weeks. that's not the family i wanna be with. i want a second family that will help me get over this once and for all. i don't wanna hear "take it like a man and forget it" or "i'm so sick of you and your whining", becuz all that does is bring me down even more and it doesn't help at all. i KNOW i brought this upon myself, you don't have to keep telling me that!!! *crying* yeah, it's easy to tell me to take it like a man and get over it, and it's easy for you people to deal with this kind of stuff and move on, but i can't help it if i wasn't born that kind of person. i NEED YOUR HELP TO GET OVER THIS. i need you to act like a family and help me. i try and try to forget about it, and i finally did for about a week, but it's all coming back to me. if i could take every word i've ever said and typed about this, i would in a split second. i realize what i've done, and i'm sorry for making you all sick to your stomachs, now i need your help to get over it. thirza, ya know what i want more than anything right now? i want to call you on the phone and tell you that i'm sorry. saying it thru email just isn't working....i want to tell you with my own voice. if you could hear my voice, you would know how sorry i am for EVERYTHING. reading words on a screen doesn't do anything...when you hear the tone is someone's voice, it's like you can sense what they're feeling and if you could hear me telling you how sorry i am, you would forgive me in a second. i'm not asking for anything more than for you to forgive me. and if you do, i still need everyone's help to make me feel better so i can move on. look at it this way, the faster i get over this, the faster i'll stop my whining. sound good? somebody emailed me and told me how i brought my "soap opera world" onto the list. well, until this gets resolved, you might as well stay tuned to next weeks episode of "As the Cricket Turns" *dramatic music plays* cricket =*( ------------------------------ End of jewel-digest V2 #158 ***************************