From: owner-goths-digest@smoe.org (goths-digest) To: goths-digest@smoe.org Subject: goths-digest V6 #9 Reply-To: goths@smoe.org Sender: owner-goths-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-goths-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk goths-digest Sunday, April 7 2002 Volume 06 : Number 009 Today's Subjects: ----------------- [none] ["danielle lee" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sat, 06 Apr 2002 18:59:54 -0500 From: "danielle lee" Subject: [none] so i have some stuff i want you all to read. random stuff that sounds a lot like teenage angst.. but oh, the strife. it's so much deeper than that. ==Mom's starting to think she's pretty slick. She's starting to think she understands my cutting. She could never understand. She can't even come close. You're wrong about me. I'm not who you think I am. I am not your good little girl who somehow got on the wrong path in life. Ive never been a good little girl, nevermind YOUR good little girl. I've always been on this path. You said I could do anything if I put my mind to it. Well, I've tried, and this is all I've come up with. Broken dreams, scars, fears. You lied to me. You've always lied to me. You said I'd be something special... something great. You said you'd always be proud of me, that you'd always be there for me. You were never proud of me. You were never there for me. You still arent, and it shows. I hate that I am called trendy because I like dark colors. I hate that some people think I'm bisexual just to fit in with the crowd. I hate that people think my self-injury is a way to get attention - a "cry for help." I don't want your help. I don't need your help. Yes I do. Obviously, I do.== please don't criticize less it's constructive.. but be careful. i'm not very good at differentiating between that and the destructive kind. thanks much. - -elle _________________________________________________________________ Send and receive Hotmail on your mobile device: http://mobile.msn.com ------------------------------ End of goths-digest V6 #9 *************************