From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V10 #20 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, May 26 2008 Volume 10 : Number 020 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: I don't want this to end...EVER!!! [Holly Miller Subject: ET: I don't want this to end...EVER!!! I have to get this out... I know I have told so many people, OBVISOULY Not you. Nope, couldnt do that. Then I would loose all the late nights of great sex, and the smile I get when my legs hurts for awhile afterwards... You broke every rule, I EVER made. I had been with younger guys and swore off that They were stupid, and immature, and just sucked in bed... NO guys who smoked weed, too many stupid ex boyfriends who smoked weed and were just useless Had to have a car, I am not going to drive you everywhere, I am NOT your personal driver! But??? You are younger then me, by 3 years. You just turned 21 and in a few months I will be 25. You dont suck in bed(Thank god) Your not immature, your a dork/nerd but hell so am I!!! You smoke weed, and not just a little here and there you smoke weed so you can sleep better at night with your insomnia Fuck, you have even gotten me stoned...twice!!!! I didnt care either... You dont have a car Meh, but we have the bus and you offer to pay for my bus rides home *sigh* I can drive to your place if I really need to, which I have. And its really not that bad... With Tamarah? I told her how you were a bad kisser, and you bite too lightly. She then told me how you cant fuck ( SO WRONG) And even when I thinking that I was done with you?... I still made sure that you and I were good, because I wanted her to be SO done with you!! So I could have you and I wouldnt have to worry about her... I fought for you? Before I even knew who, or what you were about... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I am mad atyou right now and all I want to do is to have you text msg me ask me what is wrong? I REALLY want to tell you that: "I am not going to break you heart!!! All those other girls, who did? Were evil whores! They didnt see just how damn good of a guy you are and that they missed out in the best boyfriend they could ever have!! I SEE THAT!!! I can see that you care about people... I also just dont give a damn about who you are!! I knowyou have bad days and that there are days where you really do want to kill people. Who doesnt?? You could serisously make girls fall inlove with you!!! Friends with benefits to me? Meant, a wam bam thank you mam! Not a drinking, sex, cuddle all night?? Talk to each other on a regular basis, not just about when and where thanks. You opened up to me, melting my YEARS of not wanting to do anything with a guy. You broke down all my walls, with out even know ing it!! You just did, and when I realized it I felt naked around you. I hate you because you made me feel again, and I dont want this to end." I should be your girlfriend, cause then you? Would know what it is like to be treated right... ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V10 #20 **********************************