From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V10 #17 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Sunday, April 20 2008 Volume 10 : Number 017 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Mend myself before it gets me.../Letting go [Holly Miller Subject: ET: Mend myself before it gets me.../Letting go WOW! We talked, and you seemed cool I guess I should have done my homework before we made out in my room on my bed... You would always text me be funny hit on me PERFECT! And then? I researched one night, when I was bored Um...Yeah? You be dating someone even if you think your not? Nope she thinks you are YOU are on her myspace page, with the quote saying how she thinks she is falling for you!!! WTF?!?!?!?! I know the real season now why you turned your phone off didnt want the other women to call You had to do the spit game shit! FUCK YOU!! But? it is amazing how you being an asskhole? Reminded me that Yes I am pretty That yes I am willing to take risks it also reminds me that I can still have boys wanna play with me... The part is that is also remind me of my past... That I need to let go of GoodBye Brad, You were good, and it was funny to see you at the bar about 4 years later. Your still hot, but still an asshole. Goodbye Brandon, That was mean of me to be the other girl, but I wanted you and your car. I ended up wtih both for awhile. I hope you and your fiancee are blesed with a healthy happy baby. Good bye Drew, I REALLY think that something could have been, if I didnt let my friends and my stupididty get in the way. But I love the eclipse still, I will own one one day. And I am sorry about Leslie, it wasnt suppose to be a long term thing. And your heart was never suppose to be broken...... Yes, I do know how to have fun and be crazy but that life got me, kicked out of my parents house, blue hair, and possibly pregnant. Not good! But I am never going to take back that summer!! I lived with Amy! Danita and then up to Seattle. I was forced to see how stupid I was and I am thankful for that. I also need to forgive myself for being young, being depressed is a normal thing for young teenagers. Dont you remember you did try to kill yourself? Now you are happy living and being Miss independent! Paying my own bills, racking up my own debt and loving it!! That is what being young is about!!! I have come so far since then... I have lived in Seattle for just about 3 years now, granted I havent dated? But I also dont have time right now. I am trying to graduate from college and get a new job, while learning a new job. All at the same time. I am friends with people who like to talk to me and who do appricate me helping them with...What an idea!!! Working till 1030pm getting home around 11pm go to bed wake up, go to school, pay bills then work again till 800. Less sleep the better! All while doing it on my own! No one waking me up ,or taking me to work! When I want a new job? I go and and find a new job, I dont wait for other people to do it for me! I may not have the worldly connections? But I know how to sell myself, and I know how people who I can contact at the first Starbucks. Now I am going to for Levi's so I can go to the world or denim. And learn more!! I need to let go of all of this!!!! The resent ments in my life, cause I have come SO far! My grandma was proud of me My parents are pround that I am graduating college, and going to move on with my life. I CANT do it all in 5 mins. Which is JUST fine, because I have done a lot for someone my age! LET GO! I cant fix what happened when I was 19.. So stop trying to put your whole life around that year. Live and let live!!! *few* That was a lot, and a kinda tough. But I think I will begin to let it go, cause I really cant fix it. - ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I would REALLY like some comments on this ladies and gentlemen! Thanks! ____________________________________________________________________________________ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Yahoo! Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile.yahoo.com/;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V10 #17 **********************************