From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V8 #5 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Thursday, May 5 2005 Volume 08 : Number 005 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Tuesday was hell [Holly Miller ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 3 May 2005 23:13:19 -0700 (PDT) From: Holly Miller Subject: ET: Tuesday was hell Nights like this I dontthinkI can stand anymore when I am all alone and no one to talk to but my cup of coffee when nothing seems right and my life is a mess when I want to do is just destress maybe find a good man or get with an old one who I messed up on get a good job that I love or just one thats pay good get myself a car that I can have forever or even one that will work till I buy a new one find some happyniess in my life or just get out of the depression so bad I am 21 and I feel like I am goingback to where I was at 14 sad alone upset with my body upset with my life where nothing seems right and I feel like I have barely any friends... So when I have a day this bad Fiona Apple sings in my head all day "Days like this I dont know what to do with myself, all day and all night. I wonder the halls along the walls and under my breathe I say to myself I need fuel to take flight. But theres too much going on for it calmunder the wave in the blue of my oblivion." ===================================================== Well now I can sucessfully say that I am fucked up why? Because they found something who found what? My drs office found something on my cervix that isnt suppose to be there i'm sorry Just proves how fucked up I am and how good my life is going right now that doesnt make you fucked up Well it does in my mind, no man likes me? I weight too damn much, No one has ever loved me in return the way I loved them, I messed up my life life for a boy?? it is called mistakes we alllearn from them Yeah well I am tired or trying...when can I hit the reset button for the last 8 years? you cant, you have to keep going and keep trying Fine I will, but I will do it with tearsin my eyes..... Tired of spam? Yahoo! Mail has the best spam protection around http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V8 #5 ********************************