From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V8 #4 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, May 2 2005 Volume 08 : Number 004 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Sunday night ramblings... [Holly Miller ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sun, 1 May 2005 20:46:22 -0700 (PDT) From: Holly Miller Subject: ET: Sunday night ramblings... Then the computer fuck up.... Nights like this nothing seems right the bar tenders license you got seems like nothing your job you hate even more and the music just isn't helping you when it would normally make you smile heart break? no I am not feeling it angry? I am not upset enough to listen to angry fuck off music when Your ex boyfriends name get said you and I only want to cry inside because you think that you might still love him and you wish that you had been pregnant with his baby, just because a guy who I had a one time thing is on my mind... because I liked him, and how I fucked it up and how I let my friends fuck it up with me how memories of him aren't leaving me alone for some reason ever since I heard he had a girlfriend and then you remember how you like him...still the weekend that I did nothing where I wished I could have done something anything would have been nice being ditched happy couples being together can I go away yet? Even the girl who I used to called ho train is happy and engaged love does exists it just doesn't for me how I wish my life was like Gilmore girls being with a great guy sometimes yet it always turns out OK in the end especially with a hot guy like that!!! I am scared for Tuesday... I had an abnormal pap smear I almost cried out of fear and sadness and yet my parents keep forgetting about it I am on a diet god I hate diets cant eat the way I feel but that is good right? Cause then I can loose weight and be skinny which is something I have wanted since I was 13...I am now 21 think I have a weight issue? Or a consence eat disorder? I don't know either... Find another job is a big deal yet my parents wont let me use a car to fucking do it... Cause I need to get a real job with real pay and not working for the state ( I am a child care provider for the state...with basically no hours) So tell me, can I crawl under a rock and die yet? Or get a shit load of ice cream and die from that? Cause I really don't feel like getting up anymore... Tired of spam? Yahoo! Mail has the best spam protection around http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V8 #4 ********************************