From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V7 #4 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Thursday, February 26 2004 Volume 07 : Number 004 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: True thoughts... [Holly Miller ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2004 21:51:35 -0800 (PST) From: Holly Miller Subject: ET: True thoughts... Nothing is the same anymore I come home from a away and I switch into the mode planning parties making sure I have the money to drink flirting with guys who have possible girlfriends fucking an ex boyfriend who still wants me as I use him for a booty call constantly thinking about my nails and how I need to paint them along with redoing my toenails remembering how I flashes a sexy guy who alsi said we would take me up to his room seeing his sexy body wearing his hat and drinking not knowing or even caring now if he has a girlfriend I was offered a good time I didnt know he had a girlfriend sorry honey hope you didnt love him the rules dont apply ot my now as they did a coupel of years ago sneaking out? ok thats fine mom and dad wont know love? I was in love with a meth using SOB who stole my heart and made me change my life style I am still in that life style and I still sort if want to see him the meth using guy and I still stay up late to write storys in fantasty and always getting them and fucking them as we drink our life away I feel like a drug person who knows the rules and breaks them and bends them making them go to how they want them to making and leading my life the way my parents never would have thought would ever happen to me =========================================== Questions or comments always welcome ===== This is my letter/Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me/thinking all night. About the places I'd be/If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've/Let me, become a man for sure/And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn/What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn Flaw "My letter" __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Mail SpamGuard - Read only the mail you want. http://antispam.yahoo.com/tools ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V7 #4 ********************************