From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V6 #28 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, August 6 2003 Volume 06 : Number 028 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: All of these years...all of me [Holly Miller ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 5 Aug 2003 17:14:32 -0700 (PDT) From: Holly Miller Subject: ET: All of these years...all of me As I listen to the song I think of him Dusty Dustin Frostad Vtech whatever you want to call him... I think of him so clearly and how it was when were together when were actually together how how he would be sweet to me even though I didn't know he was cheating on me and for some reason I just CANT get over him I took care of him so much I mean I accused him of giving me the STD and he got all pissed like he owns the places of 15th I didnt care I was just angry and I was so upset that he didnt like me anymore I wanted to cry... my first love was a sham but I dont know there is something about him that I just dont get how I know him so well and how he is just going to be a prick for the rest of his life until karma gets him I've tried so hard to tell myself that your gone... but though your still with me I've been alone all alone.. Those lyrics always make me think of him the whole song does I dont know why but I think I wish we were still together as fucked up as it was... I really do wish that I could say yeah he is my boyfriend as fucked up as he is... *sigh* I dont think I wil ever love like him again with now naive I was about life love and the world... Good bye Dusty... ===== Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear/Sealed with lies through so many tears/Lost from within, pursuing the end/I fight for the chance to be lied to again/You will never be strong enough/You will never be good enough/You were never conceived in love/You will not rise above --Evanescence "Lies" ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V6 #28 *********************************