From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V5 #50 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, September 7 2002 Volume 05 : Number 050 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: poem [Seth Fulmer ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 6 Sep 2002 10:40:39 -0700 (PDT) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: ET: poem Untitled Ramblings by Seth D. Fulmer 9-6-02 I sit here thinking through the fog that surrounds my head and makes me a log I feel so blind and almost insane the feelings I get are far too powerful Every little shiver feels like a tornado and every little whimper makes me cry like a tantrum I wish it would stop but what does it mean If God is upset at me what did I do to him? I want to relax I want to go sleep At 5 is a soup kitchen I figured I'd help but if I feel sick I really need a pillow Should I ask Rebecca out should I just not and maybe God will send me someone else who will love me I think she likes me I may be mistaken like every other cursed female in whom I ever was interested They're evil I tell you They play with your mind They'd ask you for sex then charge you with a crime They'd lock you up in jail with a horny jailmate your sex then come back the next day to find you both were married But Rebecca's not that way I know it! I know it! I'll ask her to an art gallery or to South Street or just somewhere My headache is gone now but I think just for a while Why don't I think of something else like how this weekend I'm going home I wish I were staying; I'd ask her out today I don't much like going out but it's her, who cares? How many memories can one really lose With 2 hands and a foot I count the neurons I'm losing The pain comes back I shriek but it feels good It's a wierd sort of pain Oh my there's a turtle I tell it to go places soon I see in my vision a little circle with an eye winking Where is my mommy? and why can't I die? I need to go to church for my sins will never deny Maybe I should go now There's got to be a church open Is it christian or new age where people are worshipping statues How do I know them? I am so blind A man comes up before me and tells me I can see So now I shall go and shall speak with you later Whenever you need to talk send the bat signal into the air Yahoo! Finance - Get real-time stock quotes http://finance.yahoo.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V5 #50 *********************************