From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V5 #38 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, July 27 2002 Volume 05 : Number 038 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Cigarette Desesions [Holly Miller ] Re: ET: Cigarette Desesions [Seth Fulmer ] ET: Standing in the rain [Annette Jensen ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 26 Jul 2002 01:11:00 -0700 (PDT) From: Holly Miller Subject: ET: Cigarette Desesions I am sorry but I dont want you anymore I havent seen you kissed you held you NOTHING... I have too many fish toys eye candy here in town while you are hours away not with me I love you... dont get me wrong but I dont want you anymore I want someone who will be HERE I want someone who I can go out with I want a real boyfriend not someone I have to wait for I am fucking 18 years old!!!! I NEED TO LIVE!! I need to breathe take a few drinks smoke a few more cigarettes taste more lips feel more hands on my back I dont want this anymore I want someone REAL I know you love me dont get me wrong I knwo you adore me want me everything in your life I can complete in your eyes but I am sorry hun you dont do that for me it was fun sweet wonderful romantic while it lasted but now? I want something real I want something I cant taste I am sorry but I think I have to let go... =========================== Holly Question, comments welcome ===== i'm not in love/so don't forget it/it's just a silly phase i'm going through/and just because/i call you up/don't get me wrong/don't think you got it made/i'm not in love, no it's because.../i said i'd like to see you but then again that doesn't mean you mean that much to me/so if i call you don't make a fuss/don't tell your friends about the two of us/i'm not in love, no it's because... -Tori Amos Yahoo! Health - Feel better, live better http://health.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 26 Jul 2002 06:26:53 -0700 (PDT) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: Re: ET: Cigarette Desesions Holly, I have to say I enjoy your poetry. The vivid images about sex and pregnancy and pain really energize. I just hope you're really ok but if so, please continue to send the poems. :) Seth ================================================= - --- Holly Miller wrote: > I am sorry but I dont want you anymore > I havent seen you > kissed you > held you > NOTHING... > I have too many fish > toys > eye candy > here in town > while you are hours away > not with me > I love you... > dont get me wrong > but I dont want you anymore > I want someone who will be HERE > I want someone who I can go out with > I want a real boyfriend > not someone I have to wait for > I am fucking 18 years old!!!! > I NEED TO LIVE!! > I need to breathe > take a few drinks > smoke a few more cigarettes > taste more lips > feel more hands on my back > I dont want this anymore > I want someone REAL > I know you love me > dont get me wrong > I knwo you adore me > want me > everything in your life I can > complete in your eyes > but I am sorry hun > you dont do that for me > it was > fun > sweet > wonderful > romantic > while it lasted > but now? > I want something real > I want something I cant taste > > I am sorry but I think I have to let go... > =========================== > > Holly > Question, comments welcome > > > ===== > i'm not in love/so don't forget it/it's just a silly > phase i'm going through/and just because/i call you > up/don't get me wrong/don't think you got it > made/i'm not in love, no it's because.../i said i'd > like to see you but then again that doesn't mean you > mean that much to me/so if i call you don't make a > fuss/don't tell your friends about the two of us/i'm > not in love, no it's because... > -Tori Amos > Yahoo! Health - Feel better, live better > http://health.yahoo.com Yahoo! Health - Feel better, live better http://health.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 26 Jul 2002 12:23:41 -0700 (PDT) From: Annette Jensen Subject: ET: Standing in the rain Standing in the rain standing in the rain dripping from the sides thinking of what you do makes me so crazy to think of it all with dark eyes in the background and a paler light in the past bleeding before you in this day those times we shared killed me so tore me apart from deep wounded heart from the broken heart of many to come a brilliant mind awakened by dawn philosophies thought in ways unclear and those mentioned too often i never gave a damn about what you said those thoughtless words touched too deeply bleeding my soul too far beyond repair with what i thought was your love but it was all a dream and not simple with coat in hand, walk out the door in the rain again. questions and/or comments welcome ~Annette Yahoo! 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