From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V5 #30 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, July 6 2002 Volume 05 : Number 030 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: These Lonely Nights... [Holly Miller ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 4 Jul 2002 23:48:56 -0700 (PDT) From: Holly Miller Subject: ET: These Lonely Nights... I hate these feelings all you girls know them the ones that make you doubt yourself how half of me wants to be a mom right now at the age of 18 and how the other half of me want to be different go to school leave this town go to a different country and meet someone fall in love with him only to have him leave and i have an affair with a married man then i come back to the idea of wanting a baby i feel like i shouldnt want a baby though i should want... freedom wildness casual sex sexy trucks and i do want some of those but...i also want a baby to feel someone growing inside you? it makes me depressed and question myself and those lonely nights such as these are the ones that make me feel the worst how i will always be alone and die alone ===== "Well you may be king for the moment/But I am a queen understand/And I've got your pawns and your bishopsAnd castles All inside the palm of my hand/While you were looking the other way/While you had your eyes closed/While you were licking your lips 'Cause I was miserable/While you were selling your soul/While you were tearing a hole in me." -Poe "Control" Sign up for SBC Yahoo! Dial - First Month Free http://sbc.yahoo.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V5 #30 *********************************