From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V4 #115 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, November 24 2001 Volume 04 : Number 115 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: my mind is blank and heart wide open ["another stupid kid" Subject: ET: my mind is blank and heart wide open i wanna see what i can get from myself what i can get from nothing waiting in the smallest corners to learn the lessons in life that are supposed to get me somewhere but im watching all of the other little boys and girls who grew up the right way with a childhood that they dont regret looking back upon i wonder what life was like it it was easy and something i looked forward to i wonder what life would be like it someone loved me and didnt look down at all the small things i do wrong i wonder what life would be like if i had a little peace at mind i hold my pen tight in my hand and close in my p ocket its all i have let to the world where i can say something without always being wrong and not having to hide under the covers because im attacked for everything i stand for im not sorry that you despise me for being what i am im not perfect i cant pray befor ei go to sleep anymore without wishing for bad things that little girls shouldnt want and dream for gotta learn to take myself around the world aint no one holding me up watching my soul want to write itself down word for word by thelight of the moon that shines in through the blinds that i failed to shut just so i could catch a glimpse of a lonely star and know that im not completely alone its a big big world and youre a big big girl can you handle it? what if the world was what you wanted it to be? even buildings made of stone crumble down under the right circumstances im not as strong as i used to be i cant be who i used to be water falls drip drip drop waiting to fall down the drain my lips waiting for a taste of salt to make them drown have to wait for my body to catch up to my brain gotta see what i can get from myself what i can get from nothing - ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V4 #115 **********************************