From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V4 #109 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, September 29 2001 Volume 04 : Number 109 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: How Sad... [Jennifer Miller ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 27 Sep 2001 23:27:59 -0700 (PDT) From: Jennifer Miller Subject: ET: How Sad... I figured somethign out tonight something i wish i hadnt tonight i realized my greatest fear and sadly it is of being alone for the rest of my life feeling like all my life all the questions about my depression wondering if my "chemical imbalance" will ever go away were just answered why i wanted to die in the 8th grade the true core reason i could never find only the bullshit i made up as i went i dont want to be alone sinead o'connor sings of a lover and how nothing compares to him the only "him" i have is of a crush he doesnt even live in this town anymore either he moved to seattle to live with him dad {how sad} *************************** all i have ever wanted was to be loved have a boyfriend when i was younger was the main thing cause boyfriend=happyneiss 8th grade still no boyfriend must be something wrong with me must not look pretty enough go to the extreme i wanna die and have new years eve never be the same again ****************************** my greatest fear is of being alone because of how unloved i have felt how sad... Holly ===== "I keep on Fallin In and out of love with you I never loved someone The way that I love you" Alicia Keys "Fallin" Listen to your Yahoo! Mail messages from any phone. http://phone.yahoo.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V4 #109 **********************************