From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V4 #101 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, September 5 2001 Volume 04 : Number 101 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Look who's posting ["Mr. Moon" ] ET: my part ["another stupid kid" ] ET: came out wrong ["another stupid kid" ] ET: i can do this?-SORRY ["another stupid kid" Subject: ET: Look who's posting Greetings all of you... tis me Doc... Here I am... straight out of Lurkville, TN... well basically I haven't written anything in over a year till about a month ago... when my creative juices slowly started flowing again... and first poems emerged... I'm still getting into the rhythm and form... but here are a couple that seem decent. Before the poems I would like to yell a big all HIIIIIIIIIII to all of you who have a remote idea who I am cause your ear-drums have worn out over the years from my yelling... and a little quieter to the new folks. This list seems to wake up once a month and maybe this will be one of those times... I mean it has to be something in the air if I came up with a post. So where are you wonderful artists... Sam? Naomi? Did you guys dump this place??? Or are you struggling as I was... Tara? Seth? Roya? Your pace has seriously degraded. Holly? you re-emerged and now quiet again? I bet Sara is out there lurking too... :)... I know why Kevin isn't posting... is cause there are no discussions going on here... and voice of reason is not required... and Kat I really hope you're doing... well I imagine it hasn't come to somersaults... but at least better.*hug* *hugs all around* And here are finally... works of "art"... 02/24 Can an ordinary day That just emerged Like a fish from The liquid captivity Of a certain Aquarius Bear a serious significance To an ordinary life Of whichever being Not once But twice Or even more Does that day actually Make a difference Each time it comes around Pushing us into decisions That forever change our lives Yet rarely we have a chance of knowing What that decision really was Usually it blends into the day Like an extra stop we rode on a bus Is there such a landmark A subtle fork in the road In a life of every being That has ever walked this earth And how is it defined (I refuse to believe in random selection) There must be something More than this Does it have anything to do with 135, 230 or just one single week (7) Or all of these together Plus much more complex laws Then again this could all be just a coincidence (if you believe in them) 9.8.2001 +++++++ Category of life - "caught between want and have to" brings decisions that go against your idea of living pleasing the "care for"s succumbing to the moral strength and eventually losing in the mortal game of one chance for the sake of a risk in the name of a greater good against yourself even though you were the sane one when labeling mistakes for what they are and accidents as fixable not what-if acceptable!!! 14.8.2001 15.00 - -- Have fun and stay beautiful Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with the worst stroke of luck and a flash of revelation "The city slips away too soon Tonight she's wide awake Making small talk with Mr. Moon He listens to everything she says And he doesn't try to understand Never expects to be let in He just hangs on every word That comes from the mouth Of this little Girl" 8stops7 ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 04 Sep 2001 20:32:58 -0400 From: "another stupid kid" Subject: ET: my part - -rays of truth- cause everyones always jealous of me and the way i see things cause they cant understand that the world is real. snd i aint gonna grow up to be another pretty face im just gonna wake up and be there. im gonna wake up and head out the door to another daythey arent understanding why i don't want to be what they want me to be. why I don't want to be another false thing walking around with a fake smile and false dreams. the one someone else made up for me since they didn't have any faith in the ones I made for myselfto the beautiful babies smelling the beautiful flowers follow your heart.don't let all those boys and girls push you down so far into the dirt so you cant pick yourself up again. disregard the mud on your face. just know who you are and baby don't let them push you around because youre too scared to stand up for what you believe in. >===*===< You can only remember so many things and while I turn my head ill forget everything that I ever chose to remember. But you can only forget so much before memories come back to haunt you. Can only look at someone so long and think only so many things about a certain person before all of the truth comes out about them. When people talk they have to realize that you can hear what they are saying. And youre younger than you are supposed to be. But you cant act old enough. I cant still understand all of the world around me. I still cant hear my own voice over the crowd. And I still wont speak up like people tell me to. Maybe im not getting anywhere, but tahts where im taking myself. So maybe im not going anywhere fast but I guess that's how my life is supposed to be. You cant control everything. But at least sometimes you can control something. If you want change then you cant be afraid to help make the change and make a difference somewhere. Pretend that you cant hear me because then I don't have to pretend that I like you. Because I don't. I cant stay in one place all of the time. You have to get away, you have to have a sense of who you are. Remember all of the ways that you were treated. Remember how you didn't forget the times that you were treated bad as easily as the times that you were treated good. Those times slip away more easily because you cant bring them up to throw them in someones face.they give up everything for you but you let yourself remain blind to it. But you forget to remember. You can only remember so many things and while I turn my head ill forget everything that I chose to remember. And I remembered that I chose to forget the fact that I don't like the reflection in the mirror. >===*===< the way you talk to yourself isnt exactly something that im thinking about. but its not on my mind anymore because I picked up the habit. and when I started to I know that I shouldn't follow any of your examples because you always led me to fall off the edge. >===*===< somewhere along the rainbow time faded and all the color was drained out of us and now all we are is little plastic pieces and faces are looking at us through magnifying glasses through a glass case to see if we are actually worth anything to see if any of us have any kind of value they'll be surprised to find that the ones on the 'inside' are priceless those looking through the glass case are looking for everything in the wrong place cause they cant put a price on me or Y O U just themselves. - ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 04 Sep 2001 21:38:14 -0400 From: "another stupid kid" Subject: ET: came out wrong gawd, that shit came out so fucked up, im sooooo sorry. yeah if anyone wants it, just email me - ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 04 Sep 2001 22:40:39 -0400 From: "another stupid kid" Subject: ET: i can do this?-SORRY - -rays of truth- cause everyones always jealous of me and the way I see things cause they cant understand that the world Is real. And I aint gonna grow up to be another pretty face Im just gonna wake up and be there. Im gonna wake up and Head out the door to another day They arent understanding why I dont want to be what they Want me to be. Why I dont want to be another false thing Walking around with a fake smile and false dreams. The one Someone else made up for me since they didnt have any Faith in the ones I made for myself To the beautiful babies smelling the beautiful flowers Follow your heart. Dont let all those boys and girls push you down so far Into the dirt so you cant pick yourself up again. Disregard The mud on your face. Just know who you are and baby Dont let them push you around because youre too scared To stand up for what you believe in. ~~ you can only remember so many things and while I turn my head ill forget everything that I ever chose to remember. But you can only forget so much before memories come back to haunt you. Can only look at someone so long and think only so many things about a certain person before all of the truth comes out about them. When people talk they have to realize that you can hear what they are saying. And youre younger than you are supposed to be. But you cant act old enough. I cant still understand all of the world around me. I still cant hear my own voice over the crowd. And I still wont speak up like people tell me to. Maybe im not getting anywhere, but tahts where im taking myself. So maybe im not going anywhere fast but I guess thats how my life is supposed to be. You cant control everything. But at least sometimes you can control something. If you want change then you cant be afraid to help make the change and make a difference somewhere. Pretend that you cant hear me because then I dont have to pretend that I like you. Because I dont. I cant stay in one place all of the time. You have to get away, you have to have a sense of who you are. Remember all of the ways that you were treated. Remember how you didnt forget the times that you were treated bad as easily as the times that you were treated good. Those times slip away more easily because you cant bring them up to throw them in someones face.they give up everything for you but you let yourself remain blind to it. But you forget to remember. You can only remember so many things and while I turn my head ill forget everything that I chose to remember. And I remembered that I chose to forget the fact that I dont like the reflection in the mirror. ~~ the way you talk to yourself isnt exactly something that im thinking about. But its not on my mind anymore because I picked up the habit. And when I started to I know that I shouldnt follow any of your examples because you always led me to fall off the edge. ~~ somewhere along the rainbow time faded and all the color was drained out of us and now all we are is little plastic pieces and faces are looking at us through magnifying glasses through a glass case to see if we are actually worth anything to see if any of us have any kind of value theyll be surprised to find that the ones on the inside are priceless those looking through the glass case are looking for everything in the wrong place cause they cant put a price on me or Y O U just themselves. - ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V4 #101 **********************************