From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V4 #88 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Tuesday, July 17 2001 Volume 04 : Number 088 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: I'm no herione [Jennifer Miller ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sun, 15 Jul 2001 21:54:09 -0700 (PDT) From: Jennifer Miller Subject: ET: I'm no herione Seeing Penny Lane seeing her how she lived her life that whole movie realize why i could never live a normal life go to college and become what my parents want i could never do that Singing or acting or writting as i do now but not being some house wife or some girl who lifes in longview my life wont be like that it feels off the mark and just out of place that if i were to live a normal at home life ************************* Last night i realized a sad thing i have no true close friends no friends i could always call up and hang out with and it saddens me deeply that i do not have friends like that i have online friends but they cant come to me in the middle of the night wheni am crying over some boy i cant go see a movie or see a kewl band with them they are just there on the computer no wonder though it fits me and my life I listen to ani dicranco pj harvey liz phair and a lot of unknown bands to inspire me to be the person I am now i go through my life liking the wrong guys having crushes never telling the guy my life isnt a normal life i slowly get to figure out who i am while the rest of the world decides who they are while they grow up and become mature while balancing there social status my social status is being a bitch because i am independent, smart, blunt, not able to be pushed around and from what i have been told the clothes i wear and how i act So i come home and listen to ani difranco i'm no herione and believe that was how my day went people believing that only dish out word that i dont get them back at me...little do they know ***************** that poem may have made no sence but it is how i am feeling Holly ===== "If I had to give you more its only been a year now i got my foot in the door, and I aint going no wear it took awhile to get me here and I'm gonna take my time. Dont fight that good shit in your ear, now let me blow your mind." -Gwen Stefani "Blow your mind" Get personalized email addresses from Yahoo! Mail http://personal.mail.yahoo.com/ ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V4 #88 *********************************