From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V4 #67 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Tuesday, May 8 2001 Volume 04 : Number 067 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: what was i thinking? [DrkShadws85@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Mon, 7 May 2001 22:53:25 EDT From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: what was i thinking? Some of these words eat you up like they were inside of you; like that person was inside of you when they thought of those words to write on that paper. That stranger knows you better than anyone else that you've ever met. Actually they don't, they just seem to know exactly what you are going through. That was just what you needed. When you wanted to know why you feel so bad and are so alone they were right there with you. The rest of the crowd laughed in your face, they didn't understand what it was to cry inside. They didn't know what it was to cry without tears. But you forgive SOME of them because they at least try and make some sort of effort. You find a lot of people won't care, and that makes you want to not care too. At least it does me, but I was never a caring person. Maybe I just don't know myself like other people know me. Maybe I'm constantly telling myself lies because those are the situations that I'm used to being in. maybe that's what makes it easier and harder than it already is. And I don't expect you to understand. I just wanted to love myself as much as I love you. You turned your back away from me. I turned my back away from myself. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V4 #67 *********************************