From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V4 #30 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, February 21 2001 Volume 04 : Number 030 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: My once strong words... [Jennifer Miller ] ET: beauty and the beast [DrkShadws85@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 20 Feb 2001 15:44:23 -0800 (PST) From: Jennifer Miller Subject: ET: My once strong words... but....i thought this guy was different. I was wrong. Once again i fell for a flirt who just flirts or considers me "one of the guys" I am never considered as a girl. Just because i dont wear skirts or look girly. Wear make up, get fake nails, or even try to make myself look perfect for them....I give up...Taylor smith is not worth my time anymore... But just wait, tomorrow I will see him and this will mean nothing, my strong words wont be strong they will only be week words that I said in a moment of rage. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Once again I have fallen to be the victim. I have fallen for the wrong guy I let the fact that he was nice to me take my heart I was told by others that he might like me, and i actually believed them he silly me, just a girl who wanted to be liked by another I know this time i wont be hurt so badly because i am not letting myself fall completely because i know that the moment i do i will fall flat on my face and he will be laughing there with all his friend.... SO fuck love and all its promises, of hopes and dreams and happyniess, who needs it? Huh? . . . I do..I need it. Holly ===== "Tell me love isnt true, its just something that we do." - -Madonna ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 20 Feb 2001 19:05:50 EST From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: beauty and the beast i love to look at the way i hate myself while you tell me im beautiful if i could believe you for more than a moment my life could almost be complete if i was caught up in the fantasy where i believe i could be anything that i wanted to ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V4 #30 *********************************