From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V4 #28 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Sunday, February 18 2001 Volume 04 : Number 028 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: RIP [DrkShadws85@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sat, 17 Feb 2001 22:23:33 EST From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: RIP rest in peace my dear loved ones..i love you and will never forget you..you are already greatly missed..may your life above be wonderful and any suffering you were going through also be laid down with your body and let your soul live on.. these poems are dedicated to my friend noah and my great aunt janet..both of you are missed.. (its strange how people that mean something to you seem to all die at the same time..ex. noah & janet..my grandma, grandpa, and dad..friends..im watching my life slip away in front of my eyes, and this time i cant stop it, its killing me. i wish it would just do the job quickly.) <><><><><><> im sitting here waiting to dream of something that will come true love something that will love me back without a sting leaving every time that i appear just wanted to watch you sleep youre so beautiful wanted to see you one last time before either of us left wanted to travel the distance just didnt have the means i already lost you you dont care and here i am confessing love that i have with your back turned to me its okay i guess i didnt need to talk about my feelings the people that left me the closure that i was never left with i wanna be a little girl on my dads knee again you couldnt possibly know what its like lets all die and not invite me to the party <><><><><><> i love what i couldnt have i wasnt beautiful enough to face the demons i can go and get bargains they just screw me over in the end im leaving now and coming back in through a different door maybe you could teach me something different how to love myself i already love you im just at a lack of words <><><><><><> im watching the end of the tunnel it comes closer closer closer with every breath every blink of en eye every heartbeat <><><><><><> (this one isnt really to them..just a thought about death..) i wouldnt be caught dead doing that if i was dead i wouldnt be caught doing anything id just watch over your shoulder and give you the chills breathing and whispering in your ears that im sorry for everything i never did for you all the times i ran from you the fights the teahrs i was afraid to share i whisper to you im sorry that i never saw your babies never saw the person you married never saw how much i love you but i still love you even though youll never know that ill send you kisses from heaven gifts from the small heart i have left ill whisper to you everyday that i miss you those goosebumps are me trying to talk to you ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V4 #28 *********************************