From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #381 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, November 18 2000 Volume 03 : Number 381 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: watching fishbowls... [DrkShadws85@aol.com] ET: people keep on moving... :< [Kara Garbe ] ET: My thanks ["* kerry *" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 17 Nov 2000 07:01:38 EST From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: watching fishbowls... Well hrmph hello peoples. Yesh, I like wrote this a few days ago..and well I know that I have shared it with a few of you, maybe on one person, but I cant exactly remember, Im not exactly having what I would call a 'good morning' But then again, whatever, I dunno. Yesh well, hrm I was gonna say summfin else but I dont remember what now. Take care all..have a goody good day... - -samantha ++++++++++++++++++++ - -Im Watching While Thinking- And I watch the corner of your eyes how could I come from a creature like you I wish I werent when you treat me like Im nothing its a shame I was almost ready to face the fact that I may be something but you crush me just like that can under your foot you made me, you can take that away well thats what you think just because Im "a part of you" doesnt mean that I want to be because right now I hate you with every second and Im wishing that I would vanish Im taking away my voice so I cant fight back anymore Im weary and tired of everyday life let me have something worth everything I hand you my grey smile and all you can do is stick it in your pocket I know I wont need it anymore I prefer itll stay someone where no one else will know no one but you then again, I havent even told you yet See Im going on this trip I just cant tell you where Im going its in the place where ya know where well maybe this place is a real nowhere but my own seclusion because Im tired of my shadow Im tired of her and Im tired of me Now my bags are all packed I didnt bring any pictures of the family faces Id rather forget Im leaving behind Now Im a lost soul here and the temptation to care has faded to black and white but I cant expect what I say to make sense anymore you know I cant expect myself to hold my head up anymore Im coming to find its not worth it Ive found out all the bad times made me forget all the good I remember when daddy away and supposedly got his wings well once he got them he forgot to come back and visit me I cry I weep I bawl until I sleep because hes gone gone gone with gramma and grandpa But now Im getting a little sleepy.. thoughts a little foggy I'll pray for you but not for me... ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 17 Nov 2000 13:29:23 -0500 (Eastern Standard Time) From: Kara Garbe Subject: ET: people keep on moving... :< hey! has anyone heard from tara since she moved about a week ago? i miss her and her prolific poh-etry. also, where's kat w. at? everybody moves away and disappears from the list... *sigh* kara ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 17 Nov 2000 14:24:13 MST From: "* kerry *" Subject: ET: My thanks Hello everyone... Thank you so much for you cares about my well being. It is nice to know that no matter how much the person knows you they can still find it in their hearts to wish you the best. Thigs are somewhat picking up and my drug use has gone down. I was so stupid to start doing them in the first place, I knew they were nothing but trouble (Im not talkig weed, I got way into heavy stuff) I felt so down about myself, after losing my baby and my grandmother, whowas a mother to me. I went so far down hill. I have met someone who is slowley picking me up from the floor and its great. ANyway thank you for your prayers... You all are truly angels! Love Kerry _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. Share information about yourself, create your own public profile at http://profiles.msn.com. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #381 **********************************