From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #380 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Friday, November 17 2000 Volume 03 : Number 380 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: The Best of Both Worlds(poem) ["Seth D. Fulmer" ] ET:Run away and hide... [GuMmIbEaRs ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 16 Nov 2000 07:01:36 -0500 From: "Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: The Best of Both Worlds(poem) Hey all, I know I haven't written poetry in a while. Not too much to write about. I just wanted to send this one out though before it got too late. Again, comments and all that are welcome and if you don't want my poems, let me know too and you won't receive them. Take care and Have a Great Day!! :o) - -Seth ====================================================== The Best of Both Worlds By Seth D. Fulmer 11/16/00 I'm not good enough for her now But I was good enough for her then She used to call and talk and play But now I do it way too much for good I decide to go alone for a day or two When I come back I find out I was missed Well damn it all to hell you fine angels Why couldn't you help me prevent that? At one time she wanted the best of both worlds I was one world but I went to the other one Now all I want is both of those worlds again But she seems to only treat me like the new world I never wanted all this shit before dear God I just wanted someone with which to share in life A friend or companion or even a personable enemy Not someone who puts expectations on me Whenever I try to have fun with her now It's like I'm rationalizing it with other people Lord this is what I'd be like with the girl of my dreams Why can't she just see it in my intentions? I'd care for her and listen to her all the time I'd do whatever she asked me to do I'd go out and have fun and hang with her daily And if she couldn't afford it I'd buy things for her I'd spell out the stars to say, "I think you're the greatest" I'd kiss her all over and make chills on her body Why can't I just have fun like I did a while ago? And not have to explain myself each time? ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 16 Nov 2000 13:49:00 EST From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: here we go... - --Sitting-- Im sitting here watching you with the perfect face I always needed then I looked in the mirror and knew why mine was never wanted And Im sitting here not crying but Im sitting here not breathing Im sitting here with no emotion following dreams without you Now Im sitting here trying to move on and you told me something the other I remember though Im not aloud to get my hopes up like I told you, I dont need those bad ones back you never know what will happen And Im sitting here not crying but Im sitting here not breathing Im sitting here with no emotion not following dreams without you Im sitting here with only myself that isnt good enough, with no one else around my brain wanders to places it didnt want to be here I go thinking again... And Im sitting here crying crying so hard that I can barely breathe with all the emotion I thought I threw away here I am with no dreams here I am just sitting.... ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 16 Nov 2000 14:03:55 -0500 From: "Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: Angel for Hire(poem) Hey all, Just a poem I wrote. And it's about nobody at all...yeah Juliana :-P Anyhow, any questions and all that can be referred to me. If you don't want my poems, request to be taken off the list politely please :) Take care and Have a Good Day! :o) -Seth ======================================================== Angel for Hire by Seth D. Fulmer 11-16-00 An angel for hire A human in disguise He takes in the tortures He drinks with his enemies Gets them all drunk and stuff but gets more trashed himself They stab him in the back after taking his wife and wallet Replacement for his wife is a girl who looks like a mortal but not She's got all of the qualities of angels, mortals, and even demons Everyone is for hire my son but not everyone is out to help you Some will take and stick it in you eating your heart for thanksgiving He's now alive because no true angels die his heart is held together by glue and tape His wings across the room laying on the fire The devil sits by the hearth ready with a match Just then he gets the power to fly and flies away from the whole scenario He flies and flies and goes on away and finds another human to help out Perfectly healthy, and Ready for action running and flying and leaping and soaring kissing those mortals and running from demons Taking chances and landing in lava pits The angel that falls is the angel that's stronger The angel for hire is the one that gets the crown I want to be like an angel yet I fail to that goal How do angels do it or can they never truly suffer? ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 16 Nov 2000 19:53:33 -0800 (PST) From: GuMmIbEaRs Subject: ET:Run away and hide... I can feel my heart slamming against my ribs i am in a locked chamber and the key it too far to reach and too hard to pick.. then you came alone and made all my problems go away you unlocked the door to my cage you set me free and let me feel true happyneiss now you have shoved me back into my cage back into the room with steel cold bars that hug me every night I am alone again and i wish i hadnt ever meet you or your heart... ===== "-Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart." -Rose Walker __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Calendar - Get organized for the holidays! http://calendar.yahoo.com/ ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #380 **********************************