From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #379 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, November 13 2000 Volume 03 : Number 379 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: The Hills and The Street ["John" ] ET: Around [DrkShadws85@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sun, 12 Nov 2000 15:05:53 -0800 From: "John" Subject: ET: The Hills and The Street The Hills and The Street Cruising through the boulevards with hope and attitude having come so far and being so near star's shine in the evening sky as star's glisten on the sidewalk a bag lady treading on glamour without respect of the beautifully people from the Hollywood Hills whose name's she walks over Looking towards this panorama of concrete from afar a city romanticized through twilight hiding the grime within tranquility within the American dream ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 12 Nov 2000 14:11:23 EST From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: Around - --Crossings-- And Im sitting here wide eyes open walking down the grocery store aisles knowing that I love you was supposed to fade away I promised you it would, but somehow it just cant Because when I look in the mirror all I want to see is you standing behind me and when I look to myself to keep up the strength I get all teary eyed remember when you said you loved me too? Just because I could never touch your skin didnt mean I couldnt feel your warmness and you know I was never more in love because I told you that you broke this girl, because I wasnt as real as any other wanting to always change that, it always being impossible Here we are months after we had this discussion, Im still feeling like shit not just because of that, but because I havent been able to come unattached like I said I would And I wish I could erase every good word you said to me away while I still sit here and talk to you now, Im writing on kleenex of how I wish dreams come true, in the end I dont really care about mine though I guess that I just want whats best for you What I want doesnt really matter a hell of a whole lot, Im slipping in and out of what I was but in time I suppose I will find something new to be and it wont matter no one would notice anyways, who cares? because Im starting not to more and more everyday my sappy little heartfelt words are shit Im closing my eyes and tucking myself back under the bridge dont cross over me again Im dieing and want to be left alone ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #379 **********************************