From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #374 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Tuesday, November 7 2000 Volume 03 : Number 374 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Old Poem ["FOSTER, ROBERT" ] ET: summfin... [DrkShadws85@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Mon, 6 Nov 2000 15:10:21 -0000 From: "FOSTER, ROBERT" Subject: ET: Old Poem Hi, This is something I wrote a while ago. I put it in a drawer and forgot about it until last night. Any comments, or whatever, are welcome. LONELY MIDNIGHTS Lonely midnights Sitting with broken heart Knowing the sorrow in happiness Despair in the very heart of joy Losing myself in the Silence Better to hear Old secrets whispered in gentle voices Better to discover and awaken The small bud of joy In the very heart of despair. Best wishes, Robert ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 6 Nov 2000 17:48:53 EST From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: summfin... Okay, well I guess that I kind of wrote this in thoughts of someone that I have been talking to lately. (hopefully u know who u are) And yah I dont know, just things come out that need to be said, and those are the things that I would/do usually hesitate to say because..well ER..they are the hardest. But to this person: You know whats going on will come and go and well yah err *sighs* this isnt easy for me to get uh "personal" (even though that isnt the word that I want to use) but yah okay..you are a good, wonderful person and though I dont know you as well as a lot of people do..I just want to say thank you. You have opened up these lil blue eyes up to things and gave me a bit of the reality check that Ive needed, its like yah ya know. Okay well to that person, you are cared about and everything will get better with time. Sorry for all that to the people that arent this person Im talking to. But I also didnt want a name. He/She knows who they are...heres the thingy I wrote that goes out to this person kinda :) - --Silent Hand-- So somehow the window got opened all the cold air seeps in slowly changing what I thought I knew brings seperations to the colors that I used to see though things arent like this always stop it all at once with a little moderation maybe I could handle myself a little better now Im not saying youre doing this wrong at all just saying if you need that helping hand in the past Ive always been a silent hand waiting to help out while I would rather be spoken which I now am sometimes I myself am more in the dark I dont know what to do, Im a little to human for my tastes but since I talk to you know, I open my eyes a little wider trying to notice some of the things Ive heard you talk about telling me things about myself, teaching me things about myself and all in the meantime I always act ungrateful weve had this conversation, I dont know any other way thats changing While your head is hanging down a lil further than it should this wont be forever, I think you know things will change with time, and youll be good and ready to go again Ill still be a friend, around somewhere just may become a silent hand again Ill stay smiling for you just I let myself reveal things to you and that scares me, I dont think I was mistaken this time but things have happened before which have left voids in my mind I dont need anymore Im spaced out enough maybe I need myself to be a more spoken hand always or maybe I should just sit back and think of what I want to happen because when I see my reflection its not a lot but at least when Im a silent hand somewhere it it worth something ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #374 **********************************