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eda-thoughts-digest     Saturday, October 7 2000     Volume 03 : Number 344




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  ET: not worth it...                                   [DrkShadws85@aol.com]

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Date: Fri, 6 Oct 2000 20:30:20 EDT
From: DrkShadws85@aol.com
Subject: ET: not worth it...

its great
how i thought i saw me
in you
but you stopped caring
i stopped reaching out
i look at the metal in my eyes
and cant believe
i let myself go this far
when i look in the mirror
and i cant feel my own emotion
and stand drowning in the numbness
not facing whats ahead of me
cant stand my own reality
cant stand my cold hand
that i grasp life with
i just keep dropping it
over and over
i try to talk it out
but with no one here
it just doesnt work anymore

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