From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #337 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Friday, September 29 2000 Volume 03 : Number 337 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Poem ["Claudia" ] ET: Life is Insane(poem) ["Seth D. Fulmer" ] ET: random kat noise [Katherine Alexandra ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 28 Sep 2000 13:23:58 +0200 From: "Claudia" Subject: ET: Poem For so long i waited for you and i didn't know you were already here in my heart. Since my very first breath your angelwings have protected me, your love was growing inside of me. Now i know you've always been a part of me. Before i met you you were a twinkle in my eyes, the light in my smile. You were the teddy bear that kept all the monsters away from my bed, you were the cool breeze that caressed my skin on my lonely summer days, you were the magic in the music the sky and water play when it rains. You were my laughter when i was happy and the fairy-tales my mom used to tell me, you were the stars that granted my wishes and the sunset that kissed golden beaches. You were the moonlight that wiped away my tears, you were the guardian angel that protected my dreams. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction.~ - - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Sep 2000 08:14:12 -0400 From: "Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: Life is Insane(poem) Hey(Don't worry there's a poem below)...I am feeling stress MAJORLY! It's the first week of classes. I LOVE 2 of my classes("Drugs and Human Behavior" and "Psychology of Sexual Behavior") and Economics isn't too bad but I have a class tonight that I'm frankly scared about. In my fraternity I'm holding 2 positions. In my bible study I'm president. In my pagan group I'm treasurer. Plus, I just signed up for yet another organization. I'm thinking about asking Lisa, this other really active student in my bible study group if she would be willing(we sorta voted but at the same time I was chosen president because few others wanted it and Lisa wasn't around at the time). I sorta need money(not yet but I will shortly...I'm very conservative about money though), so I'm applying for jobs too so things are like "AHHHHH!!!!" Then there's the girl issue, but the funny thing I find is...That is the least of my concerns, yet it would reduce my stress a lot(or maybe add stress but it would be pleasurable stress). There's other stuff too but that's in the poem. hehe last night I took blood pressure medication before bed because I kept throwing things around in my mind. Here's a poem I wrote last night before bed about this all. If you don't like to receive my poetry, let me know and things will be fixed okey? :) Take care and Have a fantastic Day!! :o) -Seth ==================================================== Life is Insane by Seth D. Fulmer 9-27-00 I feel like I'm insane I'm going nuts and still I want to continue trying to get myself fulfilled I have quite a few classes Two that I really like this term One about how drugs work on the mind and another about sex and psychology There's someone within the sex class named Melody, who's so cute I want to ask her out some time But I want her to not think I'm sick I have money and yet I don't have a thing and so I need a job, which pays very well But I doubt very much I'll get one of those because luck for me has never been great I'm VP and Secretary for my fraternity I'm President for my Bible study group I'm Treasurer for my pagan student group and I just joined another one today I want to visit 2 other girls too A friend of mine says that I'm insane I was going to make a weekend bus trip or a weekend flight down overseas one day The clouds in my sky are storm clouds overhead The ice cream on my table has melted overnight The chocolate in my mouth just lost its taste Girl please kiss me and give me some sensation I'm emotionally numb, and totally confused after a friend and I fought this afternoon just because she's an obstinate fool and thinks it's her way or the highway I don't really care that much dear You're the one with the major problem I was content to walk away without a fuss But you have to blame and torment me But despite my efforts to forget it I ended up thinking long and deep Life was sweet, life was great Now life is lately too insane for me ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 28 Sep 2000 10:11:28 -0700 (PDT) From: Katherine Alexandra Subject: ET: random kat noise an angel (such an overused generic word) an angel waltzed into my life, put his hand on my head, layed me down, pressed his body against mine, took away the pain inside. whispered to me words of god, colorado, the open fields, childhood. kissed my forehead and told me that she is doing fine. he left in a hurry, leaving me alone again wondering what happened to the aches inside. so that boy from the past decided to come back to play he thought perhaps he can get one more chance at this sent an email, not even hand written letter, to say how he misses all those little things about me and oh! have i grown! he says that distance wont matter, that he will call after we make those little promises that we did once upon a time ago, before i knew what it was like to fall into pieces of an older man waiting by the phone, waiting waiting waiting now mr i'm so sorry is wanting another go never thought it would end up with me saying no never thought it would end with me being the strong one we wake up still exhausted. beer bottles and wine on the floor. so far from home. so far. we decided to do some laundry, with the broken machine that you have to kick at in the basement. you told me all about her, family and how the town is doing. we pretend not to care about them, out here in the West we have bigger problems to worry about. we pretend that those dirty streets, rednecks, and small town lies aren't in us. trying so hard to belong in a city too big for the both of us. "i want to start over," thats what i told momma over coffee when she visited for that terrible week. everythin went wrong, my boyfriend acted weird, my car got stolen, no one was nice. mom wants me back South where boys treat the mothers like queens and cars dont get stolen. i told her that i need this clean slate, please accept that. she told me a story of her 20th year, how she met a boy that blew her away, she got pregnant and he left for 'nam. she told me how my brother came to be, how her life changed. i told her there is no war going on, that have found that art of protection. mom doesn't care, she just wants me home. (i wont go back). __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Photos - 35mm Quality Prints, Now Get 15 Free! http://photos.yahoo.com/ ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #337 **********************************