From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #331 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, September 23 2000 Volume 03 : Number 331 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: ~snow has fallen, in early november~ :) ["marty" ] ET: - a few things - [DrkShadws85@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 22 Sep 2000 23:13:00 +0200 From: "marty" Subject: ET: ~snow has fallen, in early november~ :) + in other words what i really yearn for, with you, right in this very moment; a night in midst of the winter, november all the lights are out, except for a candle. this a feeble stream of light - all i need to see the beauty in the subtle outlines of the skin my hand touches, caresses. i don't know what it is with this scene, that of which makes me burrn and glow so of desire.. is it the howling snowstorm, the blizzard outside our windows, or is it the slow snow that falls, silent like you and me hearing every snowflake as it touches the pane. or is it the contrast of the bitter cold outside, and the heat in our souls which consumes every fear of darkness. maybe it is the colours in your eyes, of which the outer seasons has no might. the sparkles that could nightfall into dayrise, in a blink of the dolphin sea that makes up your crystal blue eyes. but not quite yet my love, night is now only the child, there's more yet to come before we open our eyes, to let the sun rise ¤ * . ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 22 Sep 2000 20:05:14 EDT From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: - a few things - sit and tell me im wrong again my stupidity is taking over you dont care that i have feelings youre making me lose them im starting to feel comfortably numb annoyance with everything around me the tress gossiping behind my back the movies and novels i have yet to read having story time without me this breeze is sending a chill up my spine like the one i had since i woke up im scared to be alive im scared to be dead i lie somewhere in the middle by the little yellow lines on the road but it isnt easy to be brave any more i lost everything and everyone forgets that dont accuse me of things because i dont know what they are dont kick me again because i wont know what to say i can only give you that blank look of disbelief people kicking each other in a joke but im kicked down so far there dirt over my head +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ why is the glumness of reality taking itself and myself over i cant reach to the clouds anymore my desires are drifting away my hopes are floating yonder farther farther farther away from home i cant taste the sweet smell of the rose anymore all i feel are the thorns ripping my flesh into undividable pieces more things that can not be fixed no more awareness of being around you just gonna let it flow let it be how its supposed to be dont worry i wont embarass you stars arent here anymore they abandoned me when i came here i shouldnt complain the world would be better off without me why cant i forget these complications and make myself go through with the sick ideas that are going through my head ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #331 **********************************