From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #312 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Tuesday, September 5 2000 Volume 03 : Number 312 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Poems i wrote on the beach ["Claudia" ] ET: another couple ["Claudia" ] ET: (no subject) [DrkShadws85@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Mon, 4 Sep 2000 19:03:39 +0200 From: "Claudia" Subject: ET: Poems i wrote on the beach Heavy clouds were hanging in the gray sky today. Cold raindrops fell from heaven back in the arms of the sea like little orphans finally finding a mother. Air and water were fighting and the wind was showing all its strength but i was safe in my shell. My feet buried in the sand, my eyes lost in a sweet daydream. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* A little island is where i am. A little island is how i feel alone in this stranger sea far away from you. Every day here is like a new book i only read to kill time. Every night here is a sweet world of dreams, future memories and blissfull visions where i can touch you, where my eyes dance with yours and our souls melt into each other like an endless waterfall of love. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction.~ - - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 4 Sep 2000 19:12:31 +0200 From: "Claudia" Subject: ET: another couple Wind and rain keep dancing in my soul like tired demons of darkness but my heart is finding a little rest watching the horizon sleeping peacefully on the water. Just a few moments, a few short moments, to forget all the pain, to leave this prison my own hands keep building every day, every hour, every minute, every breath to set me free. I keep sinking in the same hole, it's a labyrinth i'm forced to visit every day, it's a nightmare i can only live alone, alone. No one can know, no one needs to know how bad this storm is tearing me apart. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Here i am, again with my everyday blue. They say i will never be happy, they are amazed at how quickly my mood can change, they always tell me my sadness always ruins everything but they never wonder why. But why should they wonder. That's what i am. Angel of loneliness, eternally sad, constantly looking for love, trying to suck happiness from every word i hear from every pair of eyes i meet. But my soul can never change, a smile can't stay on my lips for too long. Cold tears are waiting. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction.~ - - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 4 Sep 2000 14:20:56 EDT From: DrkShadws85@aol.com Subject: ET: (no subject) - --In An Old Pants Pocket-- stars twinkle over the clouds in my face heavens above scream down that Im not good enough Im getting more and more used to hearing it they aren't the only ones that think this Lukewarm salt running down my cheeks familiar faces faded into my pictures memories all worn out from thinking too much You have a good perceptions of what you think I should be that's all that matters to you I cant be the person I want to be and I refuse to be the one you want me to be its all to wrong and nothing like what I had pictured Cook a cake of shimmering gems but it wont account for the happiness I am missing the thing that I never knew the thing that never existed ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #312 **********************************