From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #296 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Sunday, August 13 2000 Volume 03 : Number 296 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: love it [shell ] ET: hee hee hee [shell ] ET: :) i love everyone [shell ] ET: ~david copperfield crap~ [shivergirl ] ET: new poem, finally [shell ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 11 Aug 2000 22:11:18 -0700 (PDT) From: shell Subject: ET: love it Dear Y'all, Gosh, i haven't posted in a while... Well, sometime early this month marked my 2 years being an eda. :) I am so happy. Things right now are going so amazingly well. I am on cloud nine. I'm so happy with everything right now, that even the forces of stoned chipmunk-type animals couldn't bring me down I have a new really good friend, Stephen, that I have yet to meet. I'm meeting him next week though. This is like the first time in my life that I've been totally okay with everything. And, to make everything even better, I'M SEEING CREED AGAIN! :) As some of you may remember, I saw them last April in Saginaw, and I'm going next week to see them at Pine Knob. :) I'm trying to con my mother into letting me go to both concerts next week, because my birthday is next month. That'll make it 3 times, which makes me feel a bit bad because my best friend likes them a tad bit more than i do, and hasn't seen them once. but I'll buy him something if i got the money. Everything is going so well right now. I'm grinning like an 11 year old teeny bopper on speed, and I'm giggling about everything. I love my life. I just thought I would share my happiness with everyone that noticed that I was in a depression. Courtney _______________________________________________________ Say Bye to Slow Internet! http://www.home.com/xinbox/signup.html ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 11 Aug 2000 22:42:22 -0700 (PDT) From: shell Subject: ET: hee hee hee Dear Y'all. :) Hee hee hee! I love everyone and everything. I'm just writing to say that I'm finally being very able to talk about my flashbacks. :) I'm starting to get over my screwed up childhood, and I'm finding myself more able to talk about what happened to me. :) I finally got out of my depression. :) I'm on this euphoric high right now. My mother thought I was on a speed-prozac mix earlier today, but that's alright. But, thanks to everyone here that sent me their notes of support a while back when I needed help with my depression and other things like that. I appreciate it quite a bit, y'all are a great group of people. :) Court Buhg Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. _______________________________________________________ Say Bye to Slow Internet! http://www.home.com/xinbox/signup.html ------------------------------ Date: Sat, 12 Aug 2000 09:19:23 -0700 (PDT) From: shell Subject: ET: :) i love everyone Dear Y'all, Well, I got off line at like 2 a.m. last night/this morning, and Stephen and I talked on the phone from like 2:15 to about 3:35 this morning. :) He's such a sweetheart. We're going out to...probably Borders this Tuesday. :) Like we were on the phone and I was giggling my head off. I never giggle. I was so happy though, and I was grinning like nobody's business. I love my life. I told him that and he paused for a bit and then just said "I love your life too". So cute! :) He is like one of the sweetest things on two legs! I was talking a lot about him to Serina and she just about smacked me. She spent the night here a couple nights ago, and we were up until around 5:30 a.m. running our mouths about people. Most of my end of it was about Stephen though, he's such a sweetheart. I'm soooo looking forward to Tuesday. This will give me a reason to wear these like 3 1/2 inch clunky heels I have. He's literally, get this, 6'10", I've seen pics. And I'm only 5'8 1/2". So this should be interesting. :) I love my life. I'm feeling extremely hyper right now, I'm about ready to just go run around the house a few dozen times. He's a kick ass person. I'm sure y'all are way tired of hearing me babble, so I'll stop now. :) Love and hugs Court Buhg The really happy angel that seems to be producing her own prozac. _______________________________________________________ Say Bye to Slow Internet! http://www.home.com/xinbox/signup.html ------------------------------ Date: Sat, 12 Aug 2000 22:52:52 -0400 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~david copperfield crap~ (for moochie) + the movie was not worthy of the mere mention of j.d. salinger and yet you come away from it from picking it at blockbuster to revisit brat pack memories splashed in pink wanting to read 9 stories you have never heard of as you shuffle into sleep a little more aware than before with holden near like i am still holding onto you seeing the green grapes you ate staying home for once on a saturday night like we are sharing the same space again before we grew hands to push and feet to walk away some place inside our genetic psychic heads sleeping between three year intervals tucked up in eternal emotional bunk beds for sisters + ------------------------------ Date: Sat, 12 Aug 2000 20:40:21 -0700 (PDT) From: shell Subject: ET: new poem, finally Embodiment of Love Lightning flashes, disguised as words escaping from your mouth. I need you. You complete me. And I know that you need me. Above the world and underneath the stars two bodies entwining. Steam rolls off the dark streets sirens sound in the distance glow in your eyes I glance over your body lying next to mine you never looked as beautiful as you do now. The sound and the fury is oftentimes synonomous with the love and passion the predecesses it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Please comment! Court _______________________________________________________ Say Bye to Slow Internet! http://www.home.com/xinbox/signup.html ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #296 **********************************