From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #278 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Thursday, July 27 2000 Volume 03 : Number 278 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: ~more unnatural art~ [shivergirl ] ET: Emotional Acidity(poem) ["Seth D. Fulmer" ] ET: rebecca: :) [shivergirl ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Wed, 26 Jul 2000 22:10:28 -0400 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~more unnatural art~ + i have a new love and the feeling's not getting old yet, but i need a new notebook, to go along with my whole-for-once heart, with pink streamers of scars protruding and fading, and all my bitterness slowly oozing out + the word feelings has got to be the worst arrangement of old hurt and ongoing confusion ever concocted, making up a vague fusion of emotional manipulation for the cowardly to rest upon, letters and sounds spewed out around dishonesty, by a boy, repeatedly, who has decided to let go, officially, but not mentally, not wanting to sever all ties and lies, completely + based on my former feelings and your adulterous dealings i might either snuggle you or murder you in the back seat for never knowing how you come across, when you body-slam women and kick their heads open, simply by telling them you love them that this time it will last you are finally free of your past that it won't end like your life when they left you + if you were in a muddle then i must have been trapped underwater in a dirty, ever-shrinking, dried-up, stinking puddle just splashing for no reason causing friction where there was none jumping in head-first like your heart a deep end i could drown in and resurface again in + i never thought of myself as a vacuum but i guess it's not so far off after all in that i tend to hang out around dirt and you have to plug me in to turn me on no matter where you want me no matter the room but i could never clean all your inequities, no matter how far and how long i reached out, trying to suck up all your insecurities slithering across the carpet like a domesticated, good-for-one-thing household puppet, when you were thinking of getting up off of the hardwood floor saying you liked the way i made my noises + ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 26 Jul 2000 22:03:23 -0400 From: "Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: Emotional Acidity(poem) Hi there! I wrote this this morning but after a rather revitalizing spiritual time in my bible study I feel better sorta...Life has new energy..Ask me about it you wish. If you don't want to receive my poems, let me know. I hope you all are having a good day. Take cares and Have a Great Day everyone!! :o) -Seth ================================================ Emotional Acidity by Seth D. Fulmer 7/26/00 The emotions; they come so strong and so fast It's a little bit of this and a ton and a half of that I love my baby doll and the emotions are so strong It's like filling a cup container with a gallon full of love I feel like I'm a bad person I'm just sensitive these days I should be like other guys lacking emotions, full of guts I adore the emotion though and for my baby I'd give my life I wish I could give away some of it to people who lack and need them She loves me so very much and I love her so much more It shouldn't be this way there should be perfect equilibrium How do I deal with this and what the hell do I do? I don't know what is wrong with me Why won't the chemicals just stand still? ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 26 Jul 2000 23:13:32 -0400 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: rebecca: :) your words are not simple, as in simple-minded! i meant simply put they're beautifully succinct. sorry! tee (well as any newbies) ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #278 **********************************