From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #272 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Friday, July 21 2000 Volume 03 : Number 272 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: i don't think i'm in kansas anymore... [RJonthego@aol.com] ET: ~Perfection ["Sara" ] ET: Corrosive (again) [Nondescript ] ET: FREE Concert tickets, EDA Only ["Rizioule" ] ET: sam can't write anymore [Mango Ara ] ET: I'd take you over Heaven(poem) ["Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: ~Perfection Here's another new one. let me know what you think. Perfection Why can't you realize that I'm perfect for you and that you're perfect for me and that we, together would be perfect! My emotional side is the perfect compliment to your technical side. and your overwellming perfectionism gives my overwellming emotions structure. We are the perfect pair. why can't you realize this? how is it that your perfection falls short in this area when mine only exists within the confines of this fantasy? It seems that your perfect mind and my perfect heart can not make up for our human imperfection. thus, perfection can never be attained. - --- "Wouldn't know what to do with another chance if you gave it to me, I couldn't take the embrace of a real romance it'd race right through me, I'm much better off the way things are, much much better off and better by far." ~Fiona Apple http://homepages.go.com/~mysteriousraven/door.html *********************************** chickclick.com http://www.chickclick.com girl sites that don't fake it. http://www.chickmail.com sign up for your free email. http://www.chickshops.com boutique shopping from chickclick.com *********************************** ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 20 Jul 2000 14:42:51 -0400 From: Nondescript Subject: ET: Corrosive (again) First, I'd like to thank James for critiquing my insane gibberish. How he can decipher any sense of it is anyone's guess, but I love him for it. Secondly, I'd like to apologize for being so formal and not really saying much on this list recently. I know everyone loves a response to their writings, and I've made a vow to get on that and perhaps be a little more active. I wrote this without really thinking, and I'm not even sure what it's about. When I write, I usually dump out my emotions and my subconscious, rather than any direct thought. Reading over it, I can understand it better. I'm kind of neurotic, constantly changing my mind about everything. In fact, sometimes I grow tired with people for no good reason. This is exploring my fickle tendencies and its origin, perhaps based firmly in a growing insanity. But don't quote me on that. I've jazzed it up a little and changed a few things, so I hope you like it better. - -+-+-+- Neurotic, neurotic, I tick like a clock. And back and forth I lash, as though a rabid dog's tail, diseased. Such an illbred nature, fitted with cadavers. All the beauty of tearing flesh apart, all the splendor of blossoming wounds. There is no escaping myself. So I send the scarlet out as a plague upon humanity. If I flail and struggle, and am still trapped in my self gauze, then the rest of the world shall be engrossed. There will not be the luxury of watching the gardenia fall to the dust. Dried, preserved for the ages. Just the way the carnival crowd wants it to be. I will live on past my time, for I am the fever that burns in their brains. I exist, waiting for the blooming desire of chaos, which I use to claw out and fang into being. The rapture of it turns them on to the notion. I'm so glad they're going to die. They will all end up as dust. The women with the full and vulnerable lips are shams, factitious. All the prose and sonnets mean nothing to labaratory men in white coats with scalpels charged, wielded like bayonets. Love is a petty emotion to temporarily distract from the worthlessness of existing. The gestapo of a new annihilation are enamored by what they cannot fathom. Showing their love with barb wire and tear gas, they want what they can never have. I pray that I may come off the conqueror. I stare at my clock at night. I see the days stretching ahead of me like a lethal, yawning predator. The claws, the fangs, serrated and created to kill, and snapping down at the end of a sigh with an arrogant laugh. So smug, yet with reason--for once it has clutched my feeble spine, I am through. Pressed between pages like a dead flower, preserved for posterity's poking fingers. The death bell, the death bell--falling on deaf ears. ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 20 Jul 2000 13:52:12 -0700 From: "Rizioule" Subject: ET: FREE Concert tickets, EDA Only Hi Everyone, It Riz. Due to a problem with some links on the http://SanDiegoNightlifeandEntertainmentNEws.homepage.com website, some of our free tickets were not claimed. I also noticed many of you signed up to recieve notification of the tickets we have, but then didnt sign up for any ticket. Hmmm All you have to do is click the link on the e-mail, and then click ENTER TO WIN on the page it takes you to, fill in your E-mail and hit submit. It is very easy and fast. So anyway, here is what I'm going to do; The first 2 people to enter here will win a pair of tickets to Rob Bowers Blue Dog Productions, Blues Bash 2000 July 22nd http://sdentertainment.homepage.com/bluesbash2000.htm This is an all day show in at Winstons AND Blind Melons. A shuttle will transport concert goers from venue to venue as you wish! 21/Over Only The First 5 to respond will win a pair of tickets to Gabble Ratchet A Tribute to Genesis > Friday July 28th..........................Jasons Nightclub http://sdentertainment.homepage.com/Jasons_Nightclub_events.htm 21 and over only You may also enter, through July 21st to Win tickets to the World Famous Lipizzaner Stallion show at the San Diego Sports Arena http://sdentertainment.homepage.com/LipizzanerStallions.htm All Ages ART Garfunkle Tickets are gone already. If there are any more link problems please let me know ASAP. I should have more tickets by Monday. I am trying to get Jewel tickets for Aug 4th to but no one I've spoken to at Atlantic seems to know anything about it or the Venue. Have any info concerning this? Please let me know. P.S. If you dont live in SoCal or if you can't make the concert date, Please do not enter to win.Also please do not enter multiple E-Mail Addresses. All winners will be required to show valid ID . Thanks Rizioule http://RiziouleSoundProductions.homepage.com "so I have sailed the raging sea's, and I've been through cities like lovers...trying to find her again" From "Dream of Love" ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 20 Jul 2000 15:57:42 -0700 From: Mango Ara Subject: ET: sam can't write anymore a song. every other sound i hear is the closing of a car door and it was just the mailman so don't be fooled anymore the air blows so hot and dry from somewhere far from me the sun relentlessly calling beating down hot screaming i only wanted someone to close their eyes with me and open them to the same window view but i hate falling asleep alone so i stare at the dark empty hopeless i am one too many in this state of blue i am folding these clothes i am mowing this lawn pushing around some heavy something that i wish was gone when i've got everything then why am i so unsatisfied i keep waiting for a week to go by when i don't cry love is over when you've marked all the books with notes asking why he hasn't given you those looks love is over when the blinds are drawn against his profile that in turn's against the dawn i only wanted someone to close their eyes with me and open them to the same window view but i hate falling asleep alone so i stare at the dark empty hopeless i am one too many in this state of blue there's a permanent press of my insides against my skin my stomach makes me sick my fingers crawling in my whole body is a mess of running makeup and hair dye huddled in a ball waiting for the day to pass me by she said you could be a model honey if you try i said thanks but i'm only pretty when i see my eyes there are clothes lines phone lines i try to separate it all but the minutes run together each time they never called i only wanted someone to close their eyes with me and open them to the same window view but i hate falling asleep alone so i stare at the dark empty hopeless i am one too many in this state of blue i am one too many in this state of blue ~~~ fuck all of everything if this is what a life is for it's not worth living i can't outrun a thing i can't outcrawl this air my skin burns and i can just imagine being that much worse for wear i can barely eat sleep breathe much less enjoy i can't let a day go by that i'm not somewhere dreaming i can't let a day go by that i'm not sick worrying outpounding my chest trying so hard to let it out deeper and deeper deeper but it never comes each day i spend lying here thinking it'll be better tomorrow my worries are nothing when compared to another's sorrow and i think my lungs will burst i can only cry i can't do a thing i can't change a thing i just want some peace and happiness for them i can't tell a soul i can't breathe a word i can't breathe at all but will she come home tomorrow will she finally walk away will he leave tomorrow but i can't let go i can't change a thing i can't breathe a word i can hardly breathe i can only choke and laugh i was never worth much after all i can't do a thing so just let me bleed ~~~~~ samara ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 20 Jul 2000 19:44:53 -0400 From: "Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: I'd take you over Heaven(poem) Hey peoples, I'm sending this out now..I don't really have time..but I thought I'd send this out quick...I wrote this in my Discrete Math class(because I was about to fall asleep and I thought of the first thing(er..person) that came to mind)...*sigh* I love you Stephany! :) Anyhow, like...I'm sorry to all you people that are sick of this junk..but if you don't like my poems, let me know. Also, any comments, etc. are welcome people. Take care of yourselves and I hope you have a very Excellent weekend! ;-) hehe -Seth :o) ============================================ I'd take you over Heaven by Seth D. Fulmer 7/20/00 I love you; I'm sorry if I seem shy at first I want to just hold you forever to kiss you and hug you and show you your specialness You're precious to me and I mean it I feel like I'm falling so fast, it's hard to steer So close to the day that I'll meet you Those things I want to do and yet everyone tells me to go slow but yet there's a part of me that dares When will I meet you and How will I know? Will the signs be so large I can't miss them? Will everything blur? Will Heaven come to Earth? and will you make my every dream come true? I hope I don't scare you when you do come see me My appearance can petrify medusae If you can stand me baby then you're an angel simply but then holding myself back will be torture Forever and Ever and then ever some more I will always think and dream of your beauty Please tell me if I ever say something to offend you or scare you in any way or form I care for you so much you really are a life saver You have made me so happy and then some Heaven has its beauty and then there is you I'd take your arms over Heaven in a heartbeat ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 20 Jul 2000 20:09:01 EDT From: Tudegirl08@aol.com Subject: ET: Re: Jewel in San Juan Cap for Concert I was down in san diego for a few days and on my way back today I went to the equestrian center to try and buy my tickets for the event (that way I didn't have a ticketmaster fee) and I met the owner of the place and she sold me some tickets. We were kinda trespassing on her farm and she stopped us and was like," What are you doing? can I help you guys??" I think she just had some tix handy for family and friends cuz she said they are only being sold through ticketmaster (lucky me) and I was pleading to get the chance to meet Jewel on the 4th but the lady said she hopes she even gets to meet her and she owns the farm. Anyway the doors open at 6, it's lawn seating directly in front of the stage, Juice Newton is opening for her and Jewel comes out at 730-9pm. The lady said it was quite a challenge to get Jewel to come here considering she's not touring and all but that she agreed :) ..should be exciting I can't wait! :) Shelley ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #272 **********************************