From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #268 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, July 17 2000 Volume 03 : Number 268 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: just a word. [Naomi ] ET: Falling(poem) ["Seth D. Fulmer" ] ET: a couple of poems ["Claudia" ] ET: poem [zerocool@sunlink.net (Niki)] ET: ~james~ [shivergirl ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sat, 15 Jul 2000 21:11:09 -0700 (PDT) From: Naomi Subject: ET: just a word. i need a thousand seconds with you, or maybe just one, single, infinite moment. that's how long it would take to explore your bordering lines, every wonder that is your mouth, your lips. how long till i hear that last whisper, the one that stops my breath. i'm always waiting. always wanting for one more word. just one more. is there enough time in this world at all? for me to know, every way you make me smile, every curve of your embrace, every way you touch my heart... enough time to discover every way there is to say, I love you. ===== "What is Desire? Desire is... complicated. One person always wants the other person more." -VS __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Get Yahoo! Mail – Free email you can access from anywhere! http://mail.yahoo.com/ ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 16 Jul 2000 13:56:52 -0400 From: "Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: Falling(poem) Hello there :) This morning, I was in a boring national fraternity meeting and my baby Steph called me :) But it didn't feel right to have a voice conversation over the phone while they were talking in their meeting as I already felt in the way(despite how they told me I could attend...not like I wanted to). And when she called I felt later like I was mean and rude to tell her I'd talk to her later. I felt horrible(and still do but my poem makes me feel good now reading it hehe :)) and wrote her an email apologizing but I put "I love you!" in the subject which as many of you know is a virus signature and I was afraid afterwards perhaps she wouldn't read it. I was thinking about her ang this the past 2-2.5 hours and I wrote this poem in my head on the way back to my apartment. If you don't like my poems, lemme know..and comments and all that are welcome. Take care and Have a most excellent end of weekend :) -Seth P.s..a quote for the time being :) "Certain as the sun...Rising in the East.. Tale as old as time..Song as old as rhyme.. Beauty and the Beast" ======================================================== Falling by Seth D. Fulmer 7/16/00 I feel like I'm falling so fast but like a dream I know I'm half asleep and I can barely feel my pain You rock my dreams baby You are an anestetic all the way You put Aspirin and Advil to shame when you take away my misery A blizzard of chaos and a mountain of desire I climb to the top to find only that I'm alone Then you appear sweetheart, and you pick me off my feet But then I need to go away and I fall so fast it hurts your words are like avalanches I'm falling again my dear faster yet and into love Please, don't let me leave Please make the grief leave instead I find myself landing in feathers soft and sweet as you are I walk away without a scratch into your arms just like a dream I kiss you and I turn to gel right in front of your feet I want to just hold you and make you and me one I feel like we were like that once the same person broken into 2 bodies You deserve so much more even though all I have to give is love I'd go around the world I'd go to the ends of the earth I'd lasso for you the stars and write for you a love note I love you Stephany Darling The whole wide world should know I'll write it in many languages I'd write it all over the heavens God and all the angels would know it The demons wouldn't even dispute how much I feel the agony when I have to be apart from you But the dream is but a nightmare because you're still intangible Your image floats in front of me the wings and halo as well But I can't see or feel you I can hear your words on the phone your voice makes honey sour I wish I could feel your touch ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 16 Jul 2000 22:50:33 +0200 From: "Claudia" Subject: ET: a couple of poems As usual any comment is more than welcome! I wish everybody a great weekend! Hugs *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I crave you arms like sweet oceans of peace to keep me afloat, to keep me from sinking in that dark labyrinth i regularly build in my mind anytime i am alone with my thoughts. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Dark days I used to run every day as fast as i could trying to cach something i thought impossible to find, letting me sink in deceptive moments of calm. My heart knew it was all a lie but hope is too strong even when it's wrong. I used to stare at happy people with glassy eyes full of tears that knew every curve of my cheeks way too well. Every single cell of my body hoped one day things would change but my lonely bed and my cold skin were a too clear answer to my illusions. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking together in the same direction.~ - - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 16 Jul 2000 21:25:09 -0500 From: zerocool@sunlink.net (Niki) Subject: ET: poem I found him Have you ever felt lonely? so lonely that even if you're surrounded by people you're more alone than ever? have you ever thought that you couldn't go on? and that a thousand deaths would be easier to face than the pain of being alone? have you ever been so low that you'd just like to sleep forever? maybe someday wakeup in a world where there was someone just for you? someone almost exactly like you someone to find safety and comfort in someone to take care of you in sickeness and in health until death do you part and beyond someone who treats you like a human someone who cares what you think and not only hears what you say but listens too someone who you could give your heart to without the fear of it getting broken And have you ever awaken to find that person? the one that gives you a reason to live the one who will never know how much you needed him and still do the one to whom you are forever in-debted to with love? ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 16 Jul 2000 22:33:39 -0400 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~james~ + this is a poh-emm but it's not a good one it's kinda like all the rest it's really one big mess but here is a newsflash: JAMES BROGDON kicks ass! :) + (hope that was spelt right, if not, too bad, it's still about you :) (thank you!) ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #268 **********************************