From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #254 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Tuesday, July 4 2000 Volume 03 : Number 254 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: the stars have all gone out [RJonthego@aol.com] Re: ET: "Dark Side Of Oz" to play on TCM Monday 7/3 [DPS8315@aol.com] ET: Self-deception ["Sara" ] ET: oops ["Sara" ] Re: [Re: ET: "Dark Side Of Oz" to play on TCM Monday 7/3] [genben@usa.net] ET: Great quote! ["* armisia *" ] ET: your dream is my dream. [Naomi ] ET: I got carrots! ["* armisia *" ] Re: ET: I got carrots! ["Dr. RomeAntic" ] ET: ~words returned~ [shivergirl ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Mon, 3 Jul 2000 01:56:36 EDT From: RJonthego@aol.com Subject: ET: the stars have all gone out you've been watching trying not to blink and the stars went out you say you're a lost boy, far away and wandering and that dependable star that was supposed to guide you took a bow and dissapeared behind a nightsky curtain and you're a little boy suddenly old sucking comfort from the exhaust of an airplane you watch it and wonder if she's really gone if she's flying high now without you i don't think it's the stars that are falling but your eyelids and that plane is crashing. sorry, the stars have all gone out here, said the boy, lost now without even the flashing lights of the airplane to follow. ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 3 Jul 2000 01:57:58 EDT From: DPS8315@aol.com Subject: Re: ET: "Dark Side Of Oz" to play on TCM Monday 7/3 Mike et al I didnt quite catch everything this post was getting to, maybe you could fill me in? ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 03 Jul 2000 09:31:06 -0700 From: "Sara" Subject: ET: Self-deception I haven't writen much poetry lately, but I wanted to post something some I decided to write this while I was sitting here at work. Because it is so new, let me know what you think, please. Sara Self-deception I am drawn to you by an invisible force. It confines me in the misery of the spider web of my own making. An imaginary Matrix of my own making. In my mind there is no existence of ration reality. Every desire is possible and merely a thought away. The Actual Reality of my situation is bound by my nieve nature, blinded by my optimism, and clouded by my relentless hope, Thus my web is construted of the very things which are my prized processions, The things I pride myself on and have no desire to lose, ever. I know I will constantly hope for you until you bluntly and brutally deny me. - ---- I tried to forget you but you tied bells to your name. ~Jewel "Love Me Just Leave Me Alone http://homepages.go.com/~mysteriousraven/door.html *********************************** chickclick.com http://www.chickclick.com girl sites that don't fake it. http://www.chickmail.com sign up for your free email. http://www.chickshops.com boutique shopping from chickclick.com *********************************** ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 03 Jul 2000 09:41:32 -0700 From: "Sara" Subject: ET: oops ration = rational sorry. Sara - --- I tried to forget you but you tied bells to your name ~Jewel "Love Me Just Leave Me Alone" http://homepages.go.com/~mysteriousraven/door.html *********************************** chickclick.com http://www.chickclick.com girl sites that don't fake it. http://www.chickmail.com sign up for your free email. http://www.chickshops.com boutique shopping from chickclick.com *********************************** ------------------------------ Date: 3 Jul 00 16:39:17 EDT From: genben@usa.net Subject: Re: [Re: ET: "Dark Side Of Oz" to play on TCM Monday 7/3] Okay, here's the story. A while back, a rumor started going around that if you played Pink Floyd's "Dark Side of the Moon" album over the Wizard of Oz (subtracting the Oz's normal sound), there would be some really wacky synchronicity between the two. I did this once, with marginally cool results. There are some really neat and freaky things that happen. Anyone with a chance should check it out. ben DPS8315@aol.com wrote: > Mike et al > > I didnt quite catch everything this post was getting to, maybe you could fill > me in? ____________________________________________________________________ Get free email and a permanent address at http://www.netaddress.com/?N=1 ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 3 Jul 2000 16:42:49 -0400 (EDT) From: "* armisia *" Subject: ET: Great quote! You're only dancing on this earth for a short time... Cat Stevens ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 3 Jul 2000 15:21:43 -0700 (PDT) From: Naomi Subject: ET: your dream is my dream. my wonderful bf. it's official. i love him. *sigh* he told me he loves me today. i've never felt this before. feels very real. very right. complete. it's so strange. we've only been together 2 weeks as of tomororw... tho i have known him 2 months now. i dunno, it just feels good. really good. mmm... i get to spend the day w/ him tomorrow. *sigh* :) so, here's your poem, james. hope it meets "criteria" or whatnot. comments are lovely. hope you all are happy and good. :) much, nai - --- he tells me i've taught him, how to love; what love is, & it is only through him that i am finally able to see what love is meant to be. smile and laugh. say, we've come a long way. awkward, fumbling phone calls; sweaty palms; "let's just be friends." silences have grown, from nervous pauses, to thoughts unspoken- unspoken for lack of need; all is heard, understood. when there is no need for words, it's then the most is shared. the ability to say good bye, has vanished w/ your trepedation; neither of us knowing how to hang up the phone; i hope we never learn. ===== "What is Desire? Desire is... complicated. One person always wants the other person more." -VS __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Kick off your party with Yahoo! Invites. http://invites.yahoo.com/ ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 03 Jul 2000 17:26:35 MDT From: "* armisia *" Subject: ET: I got carrots! Hey all So I dunno...Life is. I suppose there is many happy moments right now...I got engaged! AH! Scarey is but Im excited, I know what love is and I feel it with all of me when I am near him. He propsed by a waterfall yesterday, I swear I melted into the rocks below me, It was great *sigh* Ive been listening to beth hart a lot latley, she seems to inspire sometihng within me I love, any other fans of her music on this list> You guys should be, I think you would like her Court, I read your message earlier, Hang in there and live for yourself grrlie, dont let anyone tell you how to feel we all must feel pain to find happiness I think Im lying on the brink of tears today, ruff day at work, I want to hide under my desk and cry *sniff* I dunno, Im a sad grrl. I think thats all, I dont think many people read this stiff, but its out there, feels better to get it out i suppose. Take it as it lies Kerry*bear the huggable angel ~**~*~**~*~ I will be yours till the stars fall down from heaven ~*ME*~ ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ ~you're only dancing on this earth for a short time...~ *Cat Stevens* ________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 04 Jul 2000 02:21:35 +0200 From: "Dr. RomeAntic" Subject: Re: ET: I got carrots! * armisia * wrote: > Hey all > > So I dunno...Life is. I suppose there is many happy moments right now...I > got engaged! AH! Scarey is but Im excited, I know what love is and I feel it > with all of me when I am near him. He propsed by a waterfall yesterday, I > swear I melted into the rocks below me, It was great *sigh* Awwwww! Congratulations!!!! :)) > Ive been listening to beth hart a lot latley, she seems to inspire sometihng > within me I love, any other fans of her music on this list> You guys should > be, I think you would like her Well this is part of what I shared about a month ago on Folk-Rock list during a new artist thread : "1. I'm still amazed why Beth Orton's album Screamin' For My Supper isn't selling millions. It is one of the best things I have ever heard. The voice - the melodies - lyrics - music... wow. I'm sure most of you heard L.A. Song (Out Of This Town) and while that is an amazing song, album offers even more beautiful pieces and much more vocally challenging pieces and faster tunes. If you love modern blues-rock and don't mind the folky elements thrown in GO GET THIS..... AND GO GET IT NOOOOOW! :)))) (If you haven't got it already, of course.) Well at least give it a chance and take a pre-listen. (For you fellow Jewel fans - IMO this sweeps everything Jewel released) "I guess it's all for the takin I guess it's all yours and mine My sister says I got to see & believe it & I believe it I believe it" > I think Im lying on the brink of tears today, ruff day at work, I want to > hide under my desk and cry *sniff* I dunno, Im a sad grrl. Well that's not proper for an engaged girl in love! I'm sure it can't be that bad compared to the good stuff! > I think thats all, I dont think many people read this stiff, but its out > there, feels better to get it out i suppose. I agree, I don't think many stiff read this... but pretty much everybody else! *LOL* > Take it as it lies or just let it be! :)) - -- Have fun and stay beautiful Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with the worst stroke of luck and a flash of revelation "And in your sad machines You'll forever stay Desperate and displeased - with whoever you are And you're a star" SP ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 03 Jul 2000 23:55:10 -0400 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~words returned~ + i wake up and the faucet feels a lot like morning-time, too hot and sudden for my feeble understanding of life, and i'm wondering when i became my thighs how my anklet represents my vanity and how it seems to be too tight + i read you say you do not know how to be mad at me and i don't know what that's supposed to mean how i'm meant to deal with that twisted fact because he stayed above the water floating on anger and i'm used to being pinching orange swimming wings that cut off male circulation + you come to visit me at work like i didn't spend all of yesterday curled inside a black cocoon in my room, wishing for purple lightning and really loud thunder you ask me what i had for lunch and we both know you're thinking of my childish hunger strike when i don't get what i want means getting back at you for withholding your blessing and i come home at the usual time converse at the table as if everything is normal, eating your chicken while shoving away all my miserable thoughts and faulty synapses because you are somewhat sorry for what you have said, for the privacy invasion, again and i'll take the chagrin even though it never lasts even though it's not the end + i'm having weight issues again: there were these two dutch girls with slim limbs and smiling heads towering over everybody eating chocolate sandwiches + dead air with no words traded at least on my end except to further the quest of poetic transcendence staying silent to figure out where my life will begin and it seems my whole world can be contained dwindled down into an awkward rhyme half the time but it doesn't sound as good off the screen and no words come in real life so i have to mime + re-failing my driving test being picked for baseball last it's the end of school the final day of grade six there's a party in the gym and it's a slow dance but i'm blushing scarlet in the dark and my elation's fading fast i'm standing here alone up against a cement wall everybody's up on the floor and i'm never gonna be asked + it's worse than off the hook it's way too late i have no one here to talk to and you are always sleeping so of course you can't relate when my mini-breakdowns prevent me from springing out of bed, fresh-faced and thankful, like you and i cannot wait but i can relate to isolated asylum where everyone is entertaining downstairs or outside in the sunshine with obscenely-happy friends, and you are by your very demeanour part of the group i am up against + cellulite instead of a night-light in the dark i am substance-free clear-headed, cogent healthy but still muddled looking a fright afraid of being the defintion of disappointment you haven't met yet, shadowing your heart never letting in the light frustrated and cranky when i'm able to put on my shoes, but stumped and confused when i have to tie up my own laces tight tight tight + ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #254 **********************************