From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #249 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Thursday, June 29 2000 Volume 03 : Number 249 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Please take me off the EDA thoughts list! [Luv2parT4@aol.com] ET: i'm here!! [RJonthego@aol.com] ET: a spur of the moment [RJonthego@aol.com] ET: tonight's poem...ya'll are great, BTW [BRONCOBAND@aol.com] ET: Letter to Alison(poem) [Seth Fulmer ] ET: Double Betrayal(poem) [Seth Fulmer ] ET: new poem ["Claudia" ] ET: What i really want (poem) ["Claudia" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 00:23:32 EDT From: Luv2parT4@aol.com Subject: ET: Please take me off the EDA thoughts list! please do just that. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 01:15:24 EDT From: RJonthego@aol.com Subject: ET: i'm here!! In a message dated 6/24/2000 9:02:21 PM Pacific Daylight Time, owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org writes: << roya? >> I'm here! it's just that i've been too lazy to type anything in, so my powems have built up and built up...and now it's a BIG job to send them. :P darn procrastinators...*grumble* royaboya btw does anyone know of a singer by the name/title of Baja? i know i should know her...hmm ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 01:49:06 EDT From: RJonthego@aol.com Subject: ET: a spur of the moment what is right in front of my face tends to blur my vision when i have a staring match with you and parellel lives really aren't that comfortable i should stop seeing only what i want to see and start paying attention to the others you are watching life is all distractions of one kind or another but you are my kind and i've never had another wrap me in a towel and kiss the chlorine from my eyes let me keep this blurred sight as long as what i see is you wanting to be seen by me. ~~~ roya ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 03:19:56 EDT From: BRONCOBAND@aol.com Subject: ET: tonight's poem...ya'll are great, BTW ~Sugar Coated World~ I'm a beauty without a mate. Should i believe rejection's silver lining? Desparate hunger lingers that I've not seen. Should I resolve still that it's not my problem? A lonely lad; people reach out: a reminder of how far acceptance is from understanding. Protected by parents; delayed cynicism. Will i never see true hate at it's highest? My poetry is bad, but sugar coated friends want me to feel good about their false compliments. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 10:27:14 -0400 (EDT) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: ET: Letter to Alison(poem) Hey all! I have an hour between classes so I'm going to type out some poems that I have written out. I wrote this poem Monday(or maybe Sunday sometime...I am putting Monday though as the date). Alison is this girl who at one time I had a crush on(for about 15 minutes until I got her personality). She's the president of Gamma Sigma Sigma service sorority at Drexel as well as in the student government in a major position. Nicole you may know her but I think that's just about all I'll say about her. If you want to know what's up, just ask. Also if you don't want my poems, let me know :) -Seth ===================================================== Letter to Alison by Seth D. Fulmer 6-26-00 Alison I know you hate me but I'd like to know the reason I used to have a crush on you but for months now I don't care yes I respect you and I admire all that you've done and acquired student leader, you serve and help others but others not like that you step over I have never done anything to you Why are you so mean to me? Sure you are nice when we're stuck in society but you go apeshit on my personality when you can Just get away from me girl Don't talk to me if you'll be mean Everytime I think I can trust you I end up getting kicked in the rear ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 10:42:18 -0400 (EDT) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: ET: Double Betrayal(poem) Hey again :) The 2nd of the poems :) I wrote this yesterday as I'm in this mood that people don't respect/like/want me around and was thinking of just picking up my life and moving elsewhere and forgetting whatever I had here. Any comments, questions, suggestions, even flames are welcome but not required. Also if you don't want my poems, let me know and you won't get them. Take care of yourself and Have a Great Day! :o) -Seth ==================================================== Double Betrayal by Seth D. Fulmer 6-27-00 You say you love me but I don't think you do The flowers you sent me are gorgeous on the windowsill The suitcases all packed up sitting by the front door with the passport say "Get the hell out of here. They're only going to hurt you." A phone call breaks the silence It was the hospital downtown My good friend for many years has just had a bad accident "Yeah right! It's a trap," I think but I go anyway to be nice I don't know why I care so much What has she ever done for me? Getting out of the taxicab I flinch when you hug me I'd like to like you but do you? I don't know what to feel Sitting in the waiting room I fall asleep dreaming a sweet fantasy I'm a rich head of a major corporation and the whole world visibly loves me I wake up as I'm shaken violently by a nurse who could make dead men rise with her beauty She's anxious as she tells me her news She says that my friend's about to die I walk over to her hospital bed room to see a note in place of her flesh "I hate you! I'm just nice to get flowers and the head surgeon's single and handsome." I don't know what ever came over her. I never even considered dating or marriage What ever happened to being just friends? But she thought she needed to hurt me I think from now on though I will only find enemies They respect me because they think I will hurt them People who I trust have only ever hurt me I should have left the country without seeing her. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 18:39:57 +0200 From: "Claudia" Subject: ET: new poem It's incredible how every little thing you say just gets straight to my heart. It's as if your lips purified every single word that comes out of your mouth and your voice took all the bad away from them just for me. In your words, in your thoughts, in your dreams i see a better world, a wonderful place you are creating for me, we are creating for each other. In my mind i have pictures of places we have never seen, in my heart i have memories of things we have never done. Flashbacks from our future, precious rubies set in my soul. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 28 Jun 2000 22:23:55 +0200 From: "Claudia" Subject: ET: What i really want (poem) - -What i really want- I want to look into your eyes and see the sky that will always protect me from thunders and rain. I want to melt in your arms and be born again your essence. I want to memorize every single inch of your face so that when i'm all alone in my bed i can fall asleep counting your freckles. I want your trust to be my only shelter and your love my only defense. I want to hold your hand and read in the lines of your skin how many grandchildren will kiss our cheeks and how many sunsets we'll watch in each other's arms. I want to run my fingers through your hair and hear Heaven's angels sing. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #249 **********************************