From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #102 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Sunday, March 26 2000 Volume 03 : Number 102 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: one more random thought ["BigBlueJr  " ] ET: shards [Naomi Vaughn ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sat, 25 Mar 2000 17:19:36 CST From: "BigBlueJr  " Subject: ET: one more random thought I neglected to add one poem to what I sent last night, and I kinda like it, so here it is. I fear change for with it comes pain I fear joy for with it comes change - - yup, pretty negative. :) I wrote it for a character that I'm writting a series of stories for. From his point of view. [me] //brian.lost-souls\\ http://envy.nu/brian ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: 25 Mar 00 18:04:34 CST From: Naomi Vaughn Subject: ET: shards i can love you, and hate you, at the same time -- because i *do* love you. - -- there's something in the passion behind our strange relationship, in all its awkward, dysfunctional glory, that leaves me wanting more. - -- I guess I shouldn't admit I'm only writing to see words on the paper -- no, we'll just call it inspiration. - -- When did the blinding light, cease to bathe you? Why am I suddenly seeing you for what you are, instead of what I thought you to be? - -- prowl the streets, he says, it's good for the soul -- funny, you once said the same about me. - -- Promises and certaintys scare me, why? Because there is no such thing. Everything I have ever let go enough to feel secure in, sure of, has dissolved to nothing. I thought we'd hit the point of smooth sailing, when really it was the point of no return -- How'd my perspective get so far off? When did I give in to the illusions? - -- please shut your mouth, before I catch myself w/ the shock of wishing, as I have in moments of weakness such as this, I'd never met you, never loved you, never held you. Just, stop, please. - -- I'm sorry I never was the shiny-happy-pretty, girl, you needed to keep your flame burning bright. - -- I want simple things, uncomplicated things -- but that doesn't make the search any easier. - -- when did it get so crowded in these shadows? no, that wasn't me you just kissed -- if only it mattered. - -- It's a sad thing, I think, to cry alone & unnoticed. "And when somebody knows you well / well there's no comfort like that / and when somebody needs you / well there's no drug like that" ~Heather Nova ____________________________________________________________________ Get your own FREE, personal Netscape WebMail account today at http://webmail.netscape.com. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #102 **********************************