From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #80 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Tuesday, March 7 2000 Volume 03 : Number 080 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET:poems [zerocool@sunlink.net (Niki)] ET: kinda long, but worthy of reading [courtney gordon ] ET: ~avant toi~ [shivergirl ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Mon, 6 Mar 2000 20:14:43 -0500 From: zerocool@sunlink.net (Niki) Subject: ET:poems Angel baby baby You make my world Glitter and shine Make me smile Make the sun shine Angel baby baby Don'tcha ever leave Cuz if you go I wouldn't be able To glitter and shine no more - ------------- Yes yes She's a good friend to have Better than me? What do ya say? Hey hey hey... don't just turn your head act like I didn't ask you something something you can't answer without making me mad Don't gimme some half assed answer about how i don't understand Believe me boy... I understand what you two have done Better believe me when I say that But that's all fine and dandy As long as you aren't friends with her anymore Seeing how you're supposed to be MY friend now But you do what you like boy... but if it's not what I like... well then... There's going to be hell to pay... - ------------- oh please stay Does it make you feel SPECIAL when i say that? oh don't go and leave me so - -------------- If I could have one wish It would be to sleep with you... For even just one night... To hold you close to me... So I can feel your heart beat... Hear you breathe... ****************************************************************************** Sign up for ClickDough and get paid to surf the web! > >https://secure.clickdough.com/servlets/cr/CRSignup.po?referral_id=legomoney ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 6 Mar 2000 21:30:20 -0500 (EST) From: courtney gordon Subject: ET: kinda long, but worthy of reading Seattle Radio And welcome back to the end, you've been here before. Many times. Breaking news: Another weird hallucination followed by two or more hours of hurting myself. I hate this place. So full of vultures ready to circle and kill if you're showing any signs of individuality. Come on, abuse me more, I like it. And at this point I'm starting to agree with you, and I don't even know why i'm trying. ("Cried for help before and nobody came") ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Storm of the Century (warning: semi-explicit wordings) Death is roaring on the seas tonight. I'm not there, but I can definitly see it, I can feel it. Iknow it's finally ripped through him, albeit sooner than I had thought it would. The wind rips around me, blowing my hair in all directions. My eyes hard, unblinking, as icy wind fails to deter me from my mission to bring you to your knees. But don't you die, bastard. not yet. I'm going to have fun first. Rage courses through my body and out my fingertips as I slowly choke the air, as if it were your wretched neck, and just asi knew it would, your body is drained of all life. I push my hand out, feeling your forehead. Before I let you die, I want to give you something you once gave me. I don't want it, it's yours. Take it. Five years of living in a personal pergatory. All yours. All my rage i kept hidden, five years of it, all at once, running out of me. I've quickly gone from speaking to a screaming, shrieking whirlwind of hatred in a matter of seconds. Damn you! Take it! It's yours! All yours! YOU GO TO HELL!!! And in a second the wind stops, clouds quit swirling. And I'm free. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ feel free to comment Courtney ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 06 Mar 2000 23:00:21 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~writing in the dark~ (fer david and polly) + so your older yet less-prettier version of me has imposed a strangely familiar autocratic decree (seemingly self-imposed) ban on intimacy, between you and me yippee! how it all seems to be so delightfully, ironically karmic witnessing, within the cycles of love inherent absurdity only relieved (somewhat) by the hilarious interchange of partners (and oh!) how.we.all love.to.heal those 'woe-is-me' pleas + love&hugz, ~sHiV ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 06 Mar 2000 23:05:45 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~avant toi~ + je n'avais pas une personne qui a aime les matins; avant toi j'ai adore rien mais maintenant tu as change tout tu as fait pour moi un nouvea monde un monde que je ne pas imaginer sans toi et tes mots oui; tes mots et sentiments sont ma coeur quand je suis morte tu es arrive et tu as dis que c'est un autre matin dans cette vie et ca ton nom est... marty-mattis. + (je vous aime, martin..bonne anniversaire une journee apres :) ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #80 *********************************