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eda-thoughts-digest    Saturday, February 19 2000    Volume 03 : Number 061




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                               Today's Subjects:
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  ET: these precious things  ["The Phoenix Princessa" <joyful-girl0@gurlmail]
  ET: Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #60                 [RedWoodenBeads@aol.com]
  ET:poem                                       [zerocool@sunlink.net (Niki)]

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Date: Fri, 18 Feb 2000 16:06:46 -0800
From: "The Phoenix Princessa" <joyful-girl0@gurlmail.com>
Subject: ET: these precious things

and then you're dark now
you finally know you're real
but that doesn't matter cause
pain is what you feel
he said you're pretty
and i like that spark i see
making you fire so tonight
you'll sleep with me

and you know you want it
but they wanted it more
so you give up saying
that's what i'm here for
cause you know later on
all alone in your room
you'll do it again you know
this is your doom

but he said there is no light
at the end of this tunnel
but the tunnel does go on
and i'll be here for you baby
i have been all along
someone said you have to see
the lights along the way
or else all you see is darkness
in the absence of day

and you know not what to do
or what caused that spark
because all you taste is blood
and all you see is the dark

i wanted to be lovely
but i threw that all away
i get tired of pretending
that everything is okay
and now the only solace
is in what i do at night
tears and pain flow easily
and i don't have to fight

he said you're a pretty girl
but i knew it was a lie
since now i'm so unpretty
and i'm not afraid to cry
no one showed me a map
when i came in here
or told me the real rules
or where to go in fear

and i don't know where to go
or what caused this spark
because all i taste is blood
and all i see is the dark

- ---
"But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, 
I see from greater heights
I realize what I am 
now too smart to mention - to you"
- -fiona apple


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Date: Fri, 18 Feb 2000 19:13:51 EST
From: RedWoodenBeads@aol.com
Subject: ET: Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #60

big love, big big love

 ~*Joe
I took your urgent whisper
Stole the arc of a white wing
<A HREF="http://www.chickpages.com/musicmania/joepages">http://www.chickpages.
com/musicmania/joepages</A>

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Date: Fri, 18 Feb 2000 19:23:56 -0500
From: zerocool@sunlink.net (Niki)
Subject: ET:poem

she sings along to songhe past
not feeling
not remembering
not wanting to know
what the words really mean

maybe once when she was young
she knew and felt what the songs
really meant
but now she sings along
betraying her past in the tone of her voice

she makes fun of the songs
i can relate to
says they're
dumb and awful sounding
i wonder if her parents told her the sme thing
i wonder if that is why she only remembers
the words to these songs
will this curse be passed to me?

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