From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #1 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, January 3 2000 Volume 03 : Number 001 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V3 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: The message it conveys [DPS8315@aol.com] ET: all that bug stuff [Naomi Vaughn ] ET: [outside the realm of acceptability/comprehendability] [shivergirl Subject: ET: all that bug stuff hey angels ~ hope you all are happy and good... enjoying the New Years weekend. anyways, here's some... i'm not sure what i think of them yet. i think it's maybe in part writing just to write. ah, the frustrations happiness brings, eh? well, more later, maybe, if i can get my fragments worked out. g'bye my lovlies... :) ever&always, Naomi and forgive me if they seem to drop off, i go through phases of not being able to finish my thoughts... but i can't always tell, exactly... :P - -- they say never trust a loving man his caring eyes warm embrace they say never believe offerings of stars they vanish by day, you know - -- drunk on the thought the image dream fantasy possibility that you could really know who it is you're talking to when you say all those nice things - -- he's sugar sweet but mythically unreal a silent lullaby radiates and soothes and disarms and he actually hears and he actually sees and he actually knows so i feel that i should, but i don't and i search his eyes, drifting away beneath his song, always just two words from understanding. - -- ((lol... don't even ask)) a perfectly good bottle of champagne and all you have to show for it are hiccups? "except all the radios agree with all the tv's / and the magazines agree with all the radios / and i keep hearing that same damn song / everywhere i go" ~Ani DiFranco, "Fuel" ____________________________________________________________________ Get your own FREE, personal Netscape WebMail account today at http://webmail.netscape.com. ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 02 Jan 2000 21:45:18 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: [outside the realm of acceptability/comprehendability] * * * congratulations on your new girlfriend i mean it despite our philosophical discussions we were never meant to be anything more than friends fascinated by the differences (similarities) between the irresponsible yet fun tragically hip-hop boy with a lil krazy-dancin weed-smokin limp bizkit mentality thrown in alongside feminist self- indulgence girl-centered alanis morissette and her seemingly "controlling" psychic transcendent sister tori amos & & & i can say bruschetta the right way even if i drop my millennium champagne (the slow-mo was truly trippy to see) and i can eat from the inside out even if the second course won't all fit in my mouth i feel like a '90s scarlett the last night on this italian earth terra-nova on both cheeks now oh the sweet relief i'll actually get to see my love's form outside of h e a v e n ~ ~ ~ uncle eamon came in he spotted me quite easily he said get your paws off my niece and let me have this dance please i think three worlds of you don't you know that by now pretty sweeting? + + + daddy i like it when you pick me up wherever i am you come whenever i ask you to it speaks of chauffeuring not due to a love of reading but of deep underlying respect for me as a person and i can hardly wait to dance with you at my wedding to be in your protective shield the template for my future husband \ \ \ just a thought of his i recognize as brilliant completely relevant to my course of stars ies dotting language like foreign circles you are so the exemplar of male kindness i just want to witness your progression higher destination to wear cardigans our favourite albums song lyrics we've decoded into dimoah-speak the rest of my earthly years near your little initials without the post-modern spaces distances periods of apart ness = = = don't say cellie uber-kutie mobile-dialogue is much more european-fun to hear wrong and if all else fails don't stop ceasing to amaze my mental grip on your linguistic skills it gives my heart shiver-thrills to listen to words like obviousity and patiency and chickabee or honey from my favourite swedie what's best for me is lil words from you spoken in unintentioned rhyme and if the world should go krazy like you said i wouldn't be your sotnos interrupted instead i would be your fastmo indefinitely before and after god split our soul-pieces into separate sensual physicalities we are karma-karlek frens unto e t e r n i t y until the end ` ` ` intimate details and all that entails like unclasping my bra at the end of the day do you know the way it feels to hang freely unbound by SOCIETY scratch my back won't you please with both hands i can't tell you the ecstasy of playing with my hair like back in grade three when all the girls sat on the carpet as if mesmerized by innocent sensuality ~ ~ ~ you're not a kickboxer (i don't even think you're overly fond of sports anyways) but you're my lloyd dobbler just the same always always you're not completely ambitionless (i know you knew your career aspirations at quite a young age nonetheless) but you're my lloyd dobbler all the time always always you're not particularly into peter gabriel (i wonder if you've even heard of him much on your side of the world) but you're my lloyd dobbler can't you see always always and you've never sweetly warned me to mind the broken glass lying on the ground before me (although i'm sure i'd never have to ask for your inherent caring to make itself known) but you're my lloyd dobbler anyways always always i felt it when you came into my movie from the background scene a small part extra ordinary guy friend from nowhere but here i never realized i was yearning to find someone who could fly fearless along the s k y with my hand clasped tightly going to england any dreamland just to be with me professionally & & & funny what the french word will do to you when heard silently read so far ahead so far above a league especially in bed just behead the past go ahead past one flag a d v a n t a g e s not having to fast anymore when the average isn't exactly thin just fat and mean i mean the best in the world i wish the best in the world for you superstar delusioned commoner so completely north of mere human morality why doesn't anyone see but you? * * * getting around to sifting out the old-new but perhaps that is too obtuse for you to handle standing at the starting line of your nouveau d e c l i n e i observe the stands are e m p t y \ \ \ be more diplomatic fakely emphatic not empathic oh i get it e x a c t e m e n t the same as you static autocratic on the inside thinking no one can recognize pretending to be general dechastelain without a sin i like having a stance thank you very much even if it's only two seats i make up a party i'm not just a closet arbi-traitor at the end of the day - -- -- -- can i introduce you to barenaked ladies television christmas a meal without sausages excess naughtiness with my l o v e ^ ^ ^ 2000 emblazoned on my mind like the life-line i burned into my hand when you followed me into my tired veins this time i find your jambala moist-voip quite refreshing a c t u a l l y on my scarred skin your soul-salve begins to heal ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V3 #1 ********************************