From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #351 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Thursday, December 9 1999 Volume 02 : Number 351 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Poem (Under the Pink) [Chris ] ET: ~* springtime&it's ewe *~ ["maRty" ] ET: ~ lingerinyou ~ ["maRty" ] ET: ~ the gift that u r ~ (poem) ["maRty" ] ET: ~ w&w ~ ;) ["maRty" ] ET: ~ grasp the sun&follow the arrows ~ (poem) ["maRty" ] ET: ~ poesie de votre l'amour ~ ["maRty" ] ET: ~sensual arrangements~ [shivergirl ] ET: ~waiting a day~ [shivergirl ] ET: A reminder: EDA Music Awards 2000! ["Dr. RomeAntic" ] ET: My poems of colds hands and queers ["Karen Miller" Subject: ET: Poem (Under the Pink) Well, I can't seem to think of my own titles anymore, I borrowed this on from one of my favorite musical artists's CD titles... Any comments welcome! Under the Pink Loving oneself might seem vain; But hating yourself in just insane. If something about you is not as you wish it to be, Then change it yourself, it is your responsibility. Remember, a body without a soul is an empty shell; It won't leave earth-be it for heaven of hell. What one should try to fix, I think Is what is "under the pink". ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 8 Dec 1999 09:44:45 +0100 From: "maRty" Subject: ET: ~* springtime&it's ewe *~ dunno if i sent this..hmm ;) be prepared fer "luv-pooh-emm-showers" cause le garçon kinda feel like it... poesie l'amour pour vous fille la tres..mmm* :) j'aime pour tout.. tacka danka! ;) mart-ì ¤ 25 nov 99 ¤ tussilago is a pretty flower.. coltsfoot. you know, this little wondrous yellow? it's not tall, although it stands out from all the others.. everytime you see this flower.. for it's not quite often.. you just get this emotion of.. oh.. so beautiful and springtime.. it is.. always.. with you.. my tussiflicka* ¤ ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 8 Dec 1999 09:47:48 +0100 From: "maRty" Subject: ET: ~ lingerinyou ~ 26 nov 99 &those ~never ending embraces~ lingers on.. :) grateful fer any responses.. love, marty ¤. there are so many reasons to love you to remain in you to linger in your embrace and never to leave because there are so many reasons to love you honey there will always be one reason.. or a hundred or thousand ways to feel you close or far no matter as long as we know what love is and cherish our hope and passion until that day when there's no need to imagine anymore just feel and hold . on to our dream my love forever . i am here for you . until our last day on earth and beyond . ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 8 Dec 1999 09:58:24 +0100 From: "maRty" Subject: ET: ~ the gift that u r ~ (poem) 2 dec 99 ¤ oh how can i ever thank you for being what you are all the beautiful.. never end please snälla du ¤ well.. the most wunderful way i can show my gratitude and the least i can do fer you is always to follow in your dreams your footsteps carry you through harder times nurse your ömma tassar soothe your heart&soul with tender affection and laugh along with you during the good times jump between the boats splash water with you oh salty ol dear kattegatt and the scent of your skin after a summery dipping ¤ lie down beside you have fun sit and talk share memories dreams of future rejoices&smiles :) ¤ am i strong enough to carry us both over obstacles in our way i do not know but i do pray ¤ for us for unity joy goodness excitement bliss forgiveness consolation holidays werk life support nourishment family friends peace patience for love for everlasting ¤ &thanksgiving for all the above* ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 8 Dec 1999 10:04:07 +0100 From: "maRty" Subject: ET: ~ w&w ~ ;) (whacky&weird) 3 dec 99 * * * * SCORPIO (Oct. 23-Nov. 21): Relatives may be demanding. Don't allow them to infringe on the time you require to follow through with your own plans. Consider taking a trip, or at least get out of the house for the day. 3 stars * * * PISCES (Feb. 19-March 20): Travel will bring adventure and satisfaction along with cultural knowledge that will open doors to interesting new friendships. Sudden changes involving potential partners will surprise you. 2 stars * * how bout taking a trip together..? ;) to our forest, honey? :) ¤ ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 8 Dec 1999 10:07:34 +0100 From: "maRty" Subject: ET: ~ grasp the sun&follow the arrows ~ (poem) (greatly grateful fer response on *this* one.. ;) 4 dec 99 ¤ there will always be sunshine after rain magnificent rainbow for the eye to see after storms there comes this silent lull after thunder a fresh scent of chlorophyll after winter comes spring and summer after fall comes the wondrous christmas with new year begins a new millenium with you* ¤ don't give in when times are raw and you don't feel like feeling anymore at all there's always one¤ who feels for you* ¤ when the blindfold falls away a new life begins for all sprouting flowers in fields oceans you cried we swim gracefully just like before sweet smile relive in you* ¤ o-this-day comes real hold on to me never let go t*ilovewe ¤ see the shape how it tells you to look far ahead ¤ ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 8 Dec 1999 10:12:33 +0100 From: "maRty" Subject: ET: ~ poesie de votre l'amour ~ (or call it.. 'mixture' or why not.. 'hybrid combined'..? ;) ¤ je have a clear image de vous it comes when je close my eyes you rest your face on mon chest vous nez nuzzle against my neck et mon voice whispering quietly in your ear as i stroke your doux cheek release pour tout le strain in your muscles sugar relax and let your limbs fall deep into mon embrace et curl in turns and close your lovely blue listen to my heart it beats pour vous* ¤ where is time when you're in my arms like this.. can't we just let it stop and linger like this forever let the elevator slack and never come down feed me with love without water and bread and i'd still survive.. ¤ ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 08 Dec 1999 17:34:06 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~sensual arrangements~ > ~ > can i spin&twirl > while kelly keys > i promise to dance > non-discreetly > pseudo-sedately > tres sexy > "but ~juarez~ is such a fucking wicked song" > "you're just to weird for me, and nice cleavage" > "danka. i think so too, and it's been so long > since i felt like living" > > ~ > take off > that constraining > strip of cloth > swing your wavy locks > through the sparkling head-rush air > hear her > body wants > desperately > to ease into the > rhythmic trance > sensual dance > of the drumbeat > > can you feel > her literary heat > seep > dripping on your pristine sheets > yet > boy > > first one black strap > then the next > can you feel it yet > read her luscious pulsing intent > in all the moaning subtext > blatant wet > no > > not yet > i said > > w a i t ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 08 Dec 1999 17:52:46 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~waiting a day~ * yes/it makes sense/that there is only this/twinge/left/remembrance and regret/but my psyche/is legal now/whereas before/it would've/constituted/statutory rape/of the innocent/deficient/with the all-too-eager/recipient/appetite/for instruction/consumption/spitting out/all the seeds/during the commercials * ~found~ another lover/under the covers/tough to lose/all her blues/when all the keys/you used/just didn't fit/the upside-down six/david/he lets me wear/glasses/when i pick/chocolate cheesecake/and ben makes friends/with all my stuffies/measles and dipsy/are his favourites/yet she desires more than/just children's toys/leftovers from a borrowed/good childhood/momma's boys/she needs a volvo/and a star/no more/harelequin mannequins/tall dark and delicious/to drink/standing naked/in front of the/kitchen sink/buying out the whole supply/on the shelf/simply substituting for another/addiction/i remember my first/pet-name/my hair would never/stay in place/funny how/the circle includes/a pompous eagle/funny how/happiness means/switching partners/revolving door servers/offering life-altering/hors d'ouevres/she can recognize filler/easily now/how kernels just aren't enough/somehow/when live aid/is available/to me/to her/slippers tripping/up the stairs/into an unknown/boat/empty of prior shoes/her blues dissipate/like reactionary hate/witnessing pathetic attempts/at one-upmanship/sinking in/the perfect punctuation/she feels this/creeping elation/not the incredulty/and hilarity/of experiencing it all/the identical/before her/her predecessor/no second-thoughts/from the second choice girl/anymore/thankfully * prophet of my heart releaser of my debt songwriter of my miseries presenter of my selfishness framer of my friends viewer of my mental health receipts loser of my sanity isolator of my family lover of the carefully-constructed pseudo-reality i am the smoother of her rocky cognitions the perfomer of her worst nightmares the joiner of your nature treks the collector of all your heart-messages you are the perfector of my hopeless humanity the bouncer who scares away my insanity the tracker of my psychic radar star the protector of my flawed silent inner girl * ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 09 Dec 1999 00:15:23 +0100 From: "Dr. RomeAntic" Subject: ET: A reminder: EDA Music Awards 2000! Hey Angels, Although the nominations still keep coming in every now and then I still would like to remind those who put it off and forgot or simply have no idea about it... cause quite frankly judging by last year's success I was hoping for an even better turn out, even though this is just part 1 and not quite as exciting/important or what you will... many of those who did send in their contribution thought it was a great idea... so hopefully all of you who have not yet sent in your nominations don't think this sucks :((... ah well even if you do that doesn't mean you haven't got a right to vote! :)))) Blah blah... ok... so to my point: I'm still accepting nominations for the EDA Music Awards 2000... for the rules, submition form and other info check the last post in jewel-digest #717... OR... email me and I'll be happy to inform you with the details and answer any other questions you might have! - -- Have fun and stay beautiful Dr. RomeAntic, an angel with the worst stroke of luck and a flash of silver lining Kids say the darnedest things: "Beethoven wrote music even though he was deaf. He was so deaf he wrote loud music. He took long walks in the forest even when everyone was calling him. I guess he could not hear so good. Beethoven expired in 1827 and later died from this." Catch Dr. RomeAntic's outdated cyber image @ http://www.geocities.com/Paris/Metro/2009 ------------------------------ Date: 8 Dec 99 20:32:26 CST From: Naomi Vaughn Subject: ET: fairytale queen you beat me down till I was nothing if not with you you blinded my sight till I saw nothing if not through your eyes felt nothing if not through your fingertips heard nothing if not from your lips and then you left me this puddle of you void of identity or form 12-8-99 - -- there's an allure baked into your awkward charm your goofy disposition innocence feigned, I now see but there's still light in there burning strong you lack the stench of loveless affairs and nameless sex with the young and eager between taquila bottles 12-8-99 - -- something big something huge and it's not the grin I receive when I call you on staring at me that way or your favorite teacher who scares children into submission when pushed past frustration no, it's lurking 'neath that stoney surface just teasing and taunting and waiting to grow 12-8-99 - -- a confident nod and suddenly my ignorance is transformed as you praise my insight and amazing sense - -just smile and nod, smile and nod- - -- you say she rocks your snapcracklepop orbits your desire to tango you say she tempts you beyond control but you still leaves kisses in your wake 12-8-99 - -- tootsie roll feels neglected as a spicier candy is tasted and adored 12-8-99 - -- this dark being red and wild shocked you into suspicision and quickly thereafter submission 12.8.99 - -- it's a love triangle times 2 or maybe 3 with me up against the middle bodies piling around and beside fighting for the best spot grabbing and clutching finding flirting partners within eachother while waiting for their center to arrive 12-8-99 "Major boredom and General apathy singing, whatever and ever... amen" ~Ben Folds Five ____________________________________________________________________ Get your own FREE, personal Netscape WebMail account today at http://webmail.netscape.com. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 8 Dec 1999 19:11:58 -0800 From: "Karen Miller" Subject: ET: My poems of colds hands and queers I am in a mood where I am could do anything and feel no remorse so I am posting some poems to be sane Cold hands/on a face that just bleeds/while I pick at my zits/ the boy I like is at home being himself/while I cant even talk to him/ I think of him with my cold hands and I wonder if he would warm mine/ With my lover arms then maybe we could be fuck friends/ I Want You To Be In my bed tomorrow How about we say 1030? I have never felt so cold I have no realized what love is How it feels Looks And how wonderful it is And now I see that the way I felt for Phil was nothing It was not love we Were never together It was just nothing The tears I cried Were fake The joy I had Was nothing No words can describe how I am feeling Every dream of mine was just crushed I feel empty and shallow I just want to cry and scream Saying that I know the truth That there is no love left in the world I am crying if you must know For I have just lost something So dear to me that I am thinking I am going to cry So please if you will let me be I am going to die tonight Of a lonely heart and of a lonely soul Because my soul was taken from me by the one Who I am in love with I am all alone Crying on my own corner Ina little ball Wanting to die because I am all alone Being your #1 crush I am going to see him again That one that I have "loved" Most of my life He made a promise to my brother too That he would do nothing to me and yet I want to do something To him Because I have cared for him for sooo very long My heart had a piece of him inside of it It is just who I am On my wedding day I will be thinking of Steve instead of my husband Wondering if I could ever get him into my life My heart is all alone and I am empty I am Afraid that I might have to see him And I don't want to You see the one you have liked for sooo long? Never I just wan to be able to say that yeah he is cool and that is all Not that I like him and that I want to be his lover I am just hopeless So when I go back in time I can say that I do not regret anything except one thing Not being able to wake up in the same bed as him for one time in my life Then to turn on my side and say I love you Holly ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #351 **********************************