From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #332 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Saturday, November 20 1999 Volume 02 : Number 332 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- [none] [Seth Fulmer ] ET: ~noThing to soRry foR~ [shivergirl ] ET: picking the right recipient :) [shivergirl ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 19 Nov 1999 11:22:59 -0500 (EST) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: [none] Here's a lil something I wrote this morning. I really don't know what's going through my head. But here's the poem hehe :) Take care and Have a Great Day! :o) -Seth - --------------------------------- Sex and modern American Heartbreak by Seth D. Fulmer 11/19/99 The lovers, and the cheaters The whores and the liars The murderers in the alleyways The theives and scoundrels too You love renaming me as such "Mr. Pitt" you called me once With a big black tux and a tophat but I was naked as the day I was born I go outside for a cigarette I stay out to finish the pack I walk down 6 blocks to catch a bite to eat and find myself a sweet snack. She said "I'll love you forever Until the day that we die." I told her I'd give her my savings, my house, my safe, my car The next day she almost ran me over with my own car too I might add I jumped out of the way into the puddle I was soaked but at least I was alive Now I'm alone in my apartment It's all that I ever could really want My savings, my car, my whole family have left me to die in the cold ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 19 Nov 1999 23:13:20 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: ~noThing to soRry foR~ can i be jenny again this time in a foreign film and i can't promise i won't die this time but i'll still drink hot chocolate on my way to the hospital * nordic blond/i don't want/picachu/i see you/a new association for yellow * entry: for you my red dove study in love failed number eight thousand and twenty-two who does she think she is writing like this every night anyway my poetic plight causing another fight why can't she just leave it white for once * don't you just love explanations that don't explain anything just make it more mysterious delirious condescension intriguing fascinating * the pictures i have back/they're in colour/but they're black&white/imperfect ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 19 Nov 1999 23:21:36 -0500 From: shivergirl Subject: ET: picking the right recipient :) ~shivers~ that's what reading you does to me what would touching mean? could it possibly be any better i wonder maybe but then again i crave your love letters like sugar in a moment of exhaustion needing the fix the hit the adrenaline rush like air underwater shivers again thinking poetry instead of werds how do you do this how do you make me love happiness when all along sad was my mental schema drawn to others who cursed the light just wanted to fight kill joy to make it more emotionally interesting how i could forgive anyone him now because of you how i could possibly recant curses how i could be civil to the very devil because it's what you expect of me because you can see it in me this goodness how i would give all the love i've already given tenfold to you if only i could every song i ever played every book i ever read i would want to share with you to fly across the ocean i'd learn how to swim to pick shells and build sandcastles with someone not afraid of the water this time sprouting fins for real ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #332 **********************************