From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #239 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Thursday, August 19 1999 Volume 02 : Number 239 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: whoo ha [Courtney M Gordon ] ET: more poems [Courtney M Gordon ] Re: ET: Useless information for the day [RowdiusEDA@aol.com] ET: Hello Everyone! ["Brian H" ] ET: Untitled [Mika911@aol.com] Re: ET: Useless information for the day ["~* cymbaline *~" ] ET: I WROTE A SONG ["Brian H" ] ET: Not too far from here [Mandabear Four ] ET: hey yall, me again [Courtney M Gordon ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 19 Aug 1999 00:04:19 -0500 From: Courtney M Gordon Subject: ET: whoo ha Dear Yall, Hey! (Hi Laura!) I'm still bored, as usual, my internet server isn't co operating with me at the moment. (Damn, if it's not one thing, it's the other) So i'm forced to stare at the wall. I was talking to it a minute ago, but then it started talking back, so I quit. :-) hee hee Today, i went over serina's as planned, at about 12. I came home at about 9, so we got our daily allowance of an hour minimum of trashing other people. :-) and of course we sang until are throats just about jumped from us, but that's okay. We sat out in the tent all day, singing, complaining, swatting that damn bug, trashing, talking about Rob, (*~*sigh*~*), Jewel, heather, jenny, kristina, (none of which worthy of a capital letter), serene's mom, vodka, Brandon, Billy, Rhody (Justin), Jason, and anyone else who came to mind. (Nothing held sacred!) Then we chowed on way too much junk food, scared the neighboorhood kids, scared her cat Snoopy, and scared the next door neighboor's dog, Ick. (All in a day's work) Tomorrow, she's asking her mom if I can stay the night over her house, and maybe we'll sleep in the tent. (So we can babble all we want to and not get yelled at, at 4 in the morning.) BTW yall, the newbie, Will, (silent angel), he's not silent, and he's not an angel. Don't let him fool you. :-) (Smile will, you know you love me) Agh! I haven't talked to Rob in over three days! That's more than 62 hours! (I'm going to go through mind rot in a few minutes!) i'm going to go before I hurt something, buh bye! hurray for the spicy chipmunk! - -Court ___________________________________________________________________ Get the Internet just the way you want it. Free software, free e-mail, and free Internet access for a month! Try Juno Web: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagj. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 18 Aug 1999 23:55:20 -0500 From: Courtney M Gordon Subject: ET: more poems Dear Everyone, here's some more poems. I figured I should start posting more often, the list is starting to look less like my diary than it did before. :-) (and of course they are not titled. Who's surprised?) ~~~~~~~~ I stare across the room, my charcoal grey hell, until my eyes meet yours. You look down, because you know what you've done. {I hope you're happy} I continue to look at you {Trying....} But your eyes stay glued to the floor. With an exasperated sigh I pull my knees towards me. {I wonder...} I put my head down, I can't let you see me cry. Loneliness comes to me, like moths to open flame. The rain is falling, but the storm hasn't yet begun. You reach for me, but I'm to far away. "You can't excape what makes you tragic, you know." A fire ignites inside your eyes, I'm sure if I had a conscience, I'd care. Good thing I don't. {What if....} The time between us grows boundless and you give up, I knew you would. {I'm taking no prisoners} You get up and walk out. I wish it were that easy. Because I want to lie, say I don't love you, nor do I need you, and I definitly don't care about you. But who am I fooling... {I long for you} I secretly want you to turn around before you shut the door. I want you to tell me that you love and think the world of me. But I simply tell you goodbye for the last time. Because this is my personal hell, and I'm getting everything I can from it. This is my home, and I'm taking no prisoners. I love you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well, "more poems" just turned into "poem" because I just decided not to post the other one. questions/comments/constructive criticism welcome with open arms! love and junk Court <3 10% angel, 90%....other... :-) hee hee... ___________________________________________________________________ Get the Internet just the way you want it. Free software, free e-mail, and free Internet access for a month! Try Juno Web: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagj. ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 19 Aug 1999 00:17:28 EDT From: RowdiusEDA@aol.com Subject: Re: ET: Useless information for the day Hey, My ex called me an EveryDay Pain inthe ass awhile back!!!!! Perhaps we should make EDPA shirts!!!! ehehehe take care rowdy ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 18 Aug 1999 23:31:21 CDT From: "Brian H" Subject: ET: Hello Everyone! I had the wierdest night, and am not really sure what to do right now. So I thought I would waste all of your time with a post. I wish I could post some poetry, but I haven't written for a while. I usually have one inspired night, and then the rest of the week I'm blank. And I always write late at night, which kind of confuses me, becuase I can never think straight. But I think it's because my mind is loose you know? I will be able to write tonight though because something very strange happened. I don't really want to go into, but someone I know got arrested tonight. Ok, new subject... Hmmm, I cant seem to think of a new subject... If anyone wants to talk to me, please do! I'm bored to death. on AIM: brianh5036 ICQ: 40694569 Thanks!!!!! I'll share this really cool song, since I like it, no real reason Fly, fly little wing Fly beyond imagining The softest cloud, the whitest dove Upon the wind of heaven's love Past the planets and the stars Leave this lonely world of ours Escape the sorrow and the pain And fly again Fly, fly precious one Your endless journey has begun Take your gentle happiness Far too beautiful for this Cross over to the other shore There is peace forevermore But hold this mem'ry bittersweet Until we meet Fly, fly do not fear Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear Your heart is pure, your soul is free Be on your way, don't wait for me Above the universe you'll climb On beyond the hands of time The moon will rise, the sun will set But I won't forget Fly, fly little wing Fly where only angels sing Fly away, the time is right Go now, find the light Can anyone name that tune? [c: ß®I@N "The Jelly Doughnut of an Angel" Personal:halaasb@hotmail.com Regarding Website:lifeuncommon@hotmail.com ICQ: 40694569 AIM: brianh5036 http://come.to/lifeuncommon _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 19 Aug 1999 00:30:39 EDT From: Mika911@aol.com Subject: ET: Untitled Here's my poem. Please note that this poem is my property and I am simply sharing my work. I AM NOT GIVING PERMISSION FOR ANYONE TO USE THIS OR ANY POEM I POST ON THIS LIST (FOR ANY REASON)! Thanks so much! :-) Untitled So many are So many are what? You know! You know what I'm getting at! So many poems are untitled! You may think this one is untitled, but actually its name is untitled! Stephen your everyday speedy angel http://www.angelfire.com/la/f1alltheway/ mika911@aol.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 19 Aug 1999 12:30:45 GMT From: "~* cymbaline *~" Subject: Re: ET: Useless information for the day >Hey, My ex called me an EveryDay Pain inthe ass awhile back!!!!! Perhaps >we >should make EDPA shirts!!!! ehehehe >take care >rowdy And the shirts can have a picture of an ass, w/ wings and a halo (a toilet seat). Let's start a new e-mailing list! hell, we've got alot, so what's one more. The EDPA list. And we can all be a pain in eachothers ass on it. LOL Kelly _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 19 Aug 1999 13:00:11 EDT From: JonBoy911@aol.com Subject: ET: Jewel in St. Louis, 8/18 One word, WOW!!! This was the first time I have seen Jewel in over 4 years. It was well worth the wait. :) Rusted Root played some songs, it was fun. They even played Jimi's "All Along the Watchtower" that got them way over with the crowd. Out came Steve. He went for the cheap heat early by showing off his St. Louis Lumber Co. shirt. Then he talked about how he went gambling down the street, and won 5 hands of blackjack. After that he and Jewel's keyboardist went to the Cardinal's game for a couple of innings before the show. He informed us that Mark McGwire hit a homerun. **(note to any musicians on the list...if you come to St.Louis, talk about the St.Louis Cardinals, the crowd will eat iy up.) Then came Steve's set.... Kiss Your Ass Gold's Gym Guy Just a Chair....where he added in the line "I remember when Whitey got mad and threw me at Dinkenger." Most of you don't get this I'm sure. But, if you have been a baseball fan since 1985, you should. After said line, the crowd went insane. I Love Everything About You ABC's Silver Lining Dog Doo Blues #48 Waterfalls, for Waterfalls he invited local music critic "Beatle Bob" up stage to dance with him. then he closed the show with, The Star Wars Song. Put his set in at just under 30 minutes. It was really awesome, wish Forbidden Fruit was present. Now, I can't give you the full setlist for Jewel, because my pen ran out. Near You Always out comes the band..... Deep Water What's Simple is True Hands, where she changed the lyrics at the beginning...."If I could tell the world just one thing it would be, that I really love hanburgers, I'm not a vegetarian, but for some reason a lot of people think I am. Ok, let's try this again.....If I could tell the world just one thing it would be that I'm not a hippie, but I have friend's that are.....ok, one more time." after this I don't remember the songs all that well. When she played WWSYS it was complete with the guitar/voice duel, and "Kitty" Closed the set with a few rocked out numbers, last 2 being LMJLMA, and Down. Set ended at about 11:20pm. Which kind of sucked, because Riverport Amphitheatre kicks out the performers right around 11:30. Out came Jewel and the keyboardist guy..... Absence of Fear !!!!!!!!!!! Yah, it was that awesome. :) Then to cap off the night, accapala, Chime Bells. :) It was such an awesome experience. WOW JonBoy911 The Luchador Angel ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 19 Aug 1999 12:06:02 -0700 (PDT) From: Jennifer Subject: ET: You're getting married?!?!?!?!?! Shelia, I haven't heard from you in a few weeks and the only way I can get a hold of you is through this list. Now I have to hear from crystal that your engaged to Brendan. You couldn't write or call to tell me yourself? I thought we were friends...shit man. Sincerely...Not! Jen __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Bid and sell for free at http://auctions.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 19 Aug 1999 14:35:05 CDT From: "Brian H" Subject: ET: I WROTE A SONG Ok, I'm really happy. I've tried and tried to write a song, and I just changed a poem I wrote into a song. It has a melody in my head, but that's it. I realize now how much it sucks, so I am begging you all for advice!!! The Ineivitable (how do you even spell that?) You call me I know what is coming I've sinced it for a while Things got slow I saw you less and less I thought about you the same I could tell by your voice The feelin' that I had They all told me something was coming down the road So I Brushed it away Things were going to well to smooth It must have been that I was too happy For something bad not to happen to me And it Did You said someone could make you happier You siad it was best to end things now You say this You say that Why doesn't anyone listen to me Now I'm alone I miss you so bad I just can't let anyone know You ask me to still be friends with you You hurt me so much I don't want to even be near you You say this You say that Why doesn't anyone listen to me Why doesn't anyone listen to me Please won't you listen to me Why don't you listen to me for once Why cant you listen to me this time Go away! Just leave me alone I'm to good for you anyway. Ok, it is supposed to be this like angry ballad type thing. It starts off soft and then grows, and then ends soft. Following me? Well, here is another poem I wrote last night. I can see through your smile I can tell that your heart is breaking I know you've gone through a lot Why can't you? Ok, that's it. Merry Christmas. [c: ß®I@N "The Jelly Doughnut of an Angel" Personal:halaasb@hotmail.com Regarding Website:lifeuncommon@hotmail.com ICQ: 40694569 AIM: brianh5036 http://come.to/lifeuncommon _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 18 Aug 1999 18:47:29 -0400 From: Mandabear Four Subject: ET: Not too far from here Hey all, I wanted to share this song with you that I learned at music camp this summer. I had a solo in the song...actually the whole song was done by 5 soloists. It's a beautiful song and it reminds me the state of the world now....tell me what you think. I sang the last part that starts with "Now I'm letting..." ~Not Too Far From Here~ Somebody's down to their last dime; Somebody's runnin' out of time Not too far from here. Somebody's got nowhere else to go; Somebody needs a little hope Not too far from here. And I may not know their name, But I'm prayin' just the same That you'll use me, Lord, to wipe away a tear, 'Cause somebody's cryin' Not too far from here. Somebody's troubled and confused; Somebody's got nothing left to lose Not too far from here. Somebody's forgotten how to trust And somebody's dying for love Not too far from here. It may be a strangers face, But I'm praying for your grace To move in me and take away the fear 'Cause somebody's hurting Not too far from here. (Chorus) Help me, Lord, not to turn away from pain, Help me not to rest while those around me weep. Give me your strength and compassion When somebody find the road of life too steep Somebody's troubled and confused; Somebody's got nothing left to loose Not too far from here. Somebody's forgotten how to trust And somebody's dying for love Not too far from here. Now I'm letting down my guard; And I'm opening my heart. Help me speak your love to every needful ear Jesus is waiting, Not too far from here. Oh, Jesus is waiting, Not too far from here. Words and Music by: Ty Lacy & Steve Siler ~Mandabear~ The Forever Seeking Teen Angel ___________________________________________________________________ Get the Internet just the way you want it. Free software, free e-mail, and free Internet access for a month! Try Juno Web: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagj. ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 19 Aug 1999 22:18:17 -0500 From: Courtney M Gordon Subject: ET: hey yall, me again Dear Everyone, Hi! Well, it has now been 96 hours since I last talked to Rob (*sigh*). That's four days, I'm going through withdrawl (that sounded wrong...) and I don't like it one bit. Dammit all, Sam. Naturally, my internet server is down (not co-operating with me), but by tomorrow we should be getting hooked up to the other one, so I won't have to be put through so much anymore. :-) (Yes I'm aware that I'm just about obsessive, and NO I am NOT falling for Rob!) I went shopping with Serina today, we went mall crawling. I had a grand total of six dollars (Whoo hoo, lots of money.), and managed to get a new shirt(sale!), paper and two pens. So that was pretty good. And now I'm back to broke. :-Þ Nofe air. But anyway, Serina's trying to see if I can spend the night tomorrow night, and I'm pretty sure I'll be able to. But her mom's going to have to come here and pick me up cuz I gotta stay home till 6 waiting for a call, and my mom goes to work at two. The other internet server people are supposed to call and help us hookup our thingy, so they better call before six. If they don't I'll just go to Serina's, screw them. After the mall, Serina and i retreated to the safety of her room (Will, don't even think it) and chowed on junk food, played too many video games, sang and talked about Donnesa. Not in a bad way, we were just commenting on some junk. Tomorrow will be awesome. Those people better call though, I can't go another day not talking to Rob. (*sigh*) This monday starts a week of band camp for me. I'm not in band really, but I'm in color gaurd and that's considered a part of it. So I have to go to that and see if I have to even be there. I hope not though. Hanging around Sarah Smith is not something I want to have to get up at 8 in the freaking morning for. I can stand Ricky, just not Sarah. (shudders) I'm off now, I'll stop wasting everyone's time. :-) love and luck always Courtney "Oh, shit, I think it's done. Yeah. When it's smoking, it's done." Rob (*sigh*.....) ___________________________________________________________________ Get the Internet just the way you want it. Free software, free e-mail, and free Internet access for a month! Try Juno Web: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagj. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #239 **********************************