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Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Poems and such =0) ["*~ phishie ~*" ] ET: Keep voting for Jewel :-)) ["Roel Cobben" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Sun, 01 Aug 1999 22:17:47 MDT From: "*~ phishie ~*" Subject: ET: Poems and such =0) Hey Angels =0) How is everthing going for the likes of you? Everything is pretty ok here in my little corner of the universe...I got back with my boyfriend a few nights ago...and well I will just say I am a lot happier. Hey, I was watchin MTV tonight and saw that thing about what happened at the end of woodstock and just kind of got a lil' upset. You'd think people would have a bit more respect than they do...goes to show you that not everything can always run smoothly...I wonder what Jewel thought about that? *hmmm* I know I know I am babbeling on and im not really doing it in an organized sort of way. Looking for someone to talk to I guess and finding my keyboard to be my only companion. Sitting here running over the lyrics to unsung by jewel in my head over and over...countless brain farts *tee hee* anywho... I just wanted to leave two poems I wrote...the first one is the one I sent into the Jewel contest deal at alloy and the second is one I wrote last night for my baby =0) Thanx for the space...comments and conversation ALWAYS welcome =0) Faith, hope, and love ~*kerry*jo*~ The angel with quilted wings ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ The Demon Inside of You Steal blue eyes and soft red lips twisting to speak the words I long to hear and sing the song that plays in my head like a broken record you know you can complete my life with just a touch a little mind game you play twisting my hair around your fingers that have touched other worlds bodies entangled in the passion of an unknown dance open your heart so I may jump in and swim for miles in the sea of broken thoughts let me kow something about the man I can't decide if I love because I forget what love is when you come around and shatter my dreams with just a look Kerry*jo ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Soft Touch Tender Kiss Take Me In Your Arms And Hold Me Until Time Stands Still I Just Want This Litte Piece Of Bliss To Last Forever Kerr*jo* _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 2 Aug 1999 13:12:42 +0200 From: "Roel Cobben" Subject: ET: Keep voting for Jewel :-)) Hey EDAs, You can still vote for Jewel on this site: Current standings: 2806 Jewel Kilcher 2595 Ilse DeLange Come on :-))) Thanx ... By the way, you can also vote for your favourite Jewelsong on my NEW site .... Roel, The Other Everyday Angel. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ICQ# 16784628 "Where are my angels? Where's my golden one? Where's my hope now that my heros have gone?" Amen by Jewel Kilcher ~~ Jewel, The Everyday Angel @ http://www.r-cobben.demon.nl http://EveryDayAngels.net/RoelJewel ------------------------------ Date: 2 Aug 99 14:10:39 CDT From: Naomi Vaughn Subject: ET: poems Hi there angels ~ lots of shorts, and some poems. stranger than usual, I know...I was playing around w/ different things, just having some fun. hope this finds you all well. enjoy.. Love, Naomi Michael ~ you're getting these too, just cause. - --- fished around your insides searching for that light dimly shining behind your eyes I looked & looked... found sparkles & shimmers but all were hollow then you stopped me, produced your infinite glow... & I cried, I walked away. - -- You tell me you're my shadow, you always got my back -- I tell you you're my shadow, you vanish in the black. - -- crimp my smile, straighten my sigh disect every part of me, that could ever say goodbye. - -- we only fly in stormy skies --- but, baby, I want a little blue, I wanna little sunshine when I find my way to you. - -- my pen is arrogant & controlling, clipping and changing words whenever it so pleases. thoughts flow more pure & rich when entrusted to my keyboard, electronic ink drying deeper into the pages. - -- I curse the wicked fairy that denies sleep till w/ a slow smile she at last gives me rest leaving me to find myself haunted, tormented once again by sweet images of him. - -- confusion turns red behind my eyes burning my senses warding off sleep or the comfort of words simply keeping me here stalemate wondering, whywhywhy as these things bitter my tongue and anger my fingertips ---- ! *Why?* - -- I swim idle circles around thsese "truths"--? patiently waiting for them to rise and speak, in their own tongue, the answers to the thoughts that plague me so. - -- shadow frock sunny occasion she paints grey your deepest secrets behind your back for the world to see. - -- eyes close, unanswered lips rest, unseen finding solace loose between lace sheets & nights pale embrace. - -- starsmile he cuts me again & again silver points digging bloody in my skin. moon's glare promising, no means of escape. - -- unconcious frown replacing that smile you once said was so careless. - -- the blank stare chills depths reviving haunting knowings you swore to yourself didn't really exist. - -- weeks pass skin pales eyes dim, then harden & tears flow till lashes dry out forever. - -- flirting w/ desire vowing never again to be caught and ruled by the cursed beast, love. - -- hello stars... how are you? I know you do not know my name, though many times on thou boundless light I have wished in vain and I know your secret, as everyone truly does, but most refuse to admit -- you are deaf & blind & indifferent, to the woes of us pointless mortals. maybe you once heard, once cared but it faded, against the constant buzz of dreams radiating from this massive bluw. but, stars...despite all this, I want to thank you for your existence, and even your silent apathy... for it is only through you that I ever truly hear myself. - -- yesterday my name was buzzing confushia tomorrow it will be twilight escaping by the sun to ride my purple fairy off into... my dreamlover thinks my name is beautiful he wears soft red sweaters, full of smiles, and he sings... my real name is unknown for I do not yet exist I am still a work-in-progress but my assemblers whisper behind coffee cups... in dreams my name is happy so lovely a word never once uttered by my tongue in upright reality. - -- in my dream, you were warm & familiar. conversation buzzed around my head but my ears were full w/ your hearts whipers. you wore the softest crimson sweater, that begged my arms to close the distance between out still forms. we devoured moonlight & sweet silence, drinking the darkness like wine. I wanted your kiss, you wanted my smile. your shadow stood at your shoulder filling moments of insecurity with bold & blazing professions. you were going down... finally to meet the rosy temptress... till a single voice, a single sound stole from me, stole from you, these depths, so anxious to be explored. - -- I went to the movies lastnight. between sipping my icee & crunching popcorn you filled my sen ses. suddenly I could feel you and smell you though you we re mile s and mi les a way. - -- I breathed deeply your silence filling my lungs w/ your glowing pauses so as to not fill too many sp a ces with my own humming. - -- she took her paisleybrush and swept across the sky dying clouds the deepest emerald and the sky of a new discovered silke --- a blend of honeyjasmine & passionpromise that pours yellow neon rain in sunflakes from it's ashen CLOUDS. - -- I can assemble letters to make a stream of pretty words just to "say" what you want to hear, and you'd be happy. but you see, after all's said and done... dismantel your prized lines and you're left with nothing more than a puddle of sound ---- and w/ that you must attempt to beg your mind assistance --- forgiveness. so, yes... I v-o-w always to l-o-v-e y-o-u. - -- it has the softest greenest grass and endless clouds that sink down to hold me in their white expanse and a field - beautiful & amazing when wind runs her silky fingers through the tall stalks. And night comes : fireflies glow millions all around everywhere. - -- silver sensation inexperienced fingertips feeling his coarse palm sending electricity flowing to the tips of toes and edges of smiles and I wind and unwind your fingers tips within my own closing my eyes now and again at the pulsing pleasure pressing against my insides as I melt into your soul become one w/ you seeping to your core through this single touch -- "holy palmers kiss." - -- 24 I smile and flow and melt into your cracks filling every unknown void with my molten love. - -- my shadow's a most happy thing w/ fiery eyes and bold hands her dark hair curls around her smooths face ruby lipstick crimson satin dress that flows like wine she smiles in darkness, and holds me breathing fire into my lips with the softest tough she starts a flame in my mind my shadow make me bold makes me raise my voice dance & sing in the streets & I in turn take my shadow for a stroll in the rain show her the freedom and renewal in being filled with drops from heavens smile. "There preachers who kill, there are killers who preach There are teachers who lie, there are liars who teach Take your pick, dear...cause it's all a facade" ~Jekll & Hyde ____________________________________________________________________ Get your own FREE, personal Netscape WebMail account today at http://webmail.netscape.com. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #223 **********************************