From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #219 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, July 28 1999 Volume 02 : Number 219 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: You Will Never Know (poem) [ShadieBlu@aol.com] ET: Another poem [ShadieBlu@aol.com] ET: Jupiter TRL technique [Robby VanSciver ] ET: see ya! [Mandabear Four ] ET: ~ Add your Jewel link NOW! :-) ["Roel Cobben" ] ET: Take me away(poem) [KTLUVSJOE@aol.com] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 27 Jul 1999 00:05:18 EDT From: ShadieBlu@aol.com Subject: ET: You Will Never Know (poem) You Will Never Know You will never know how it feels. You will never understand the emptiness, The longing, The self hatred, Constantly wanting to disappear or end it all. You will never know the loneliness. You will never know the pain, The anger, The hopelessness. So go ahead and say what you will. I know that you will never understand, Never care, Never stop to listen to what you truly say. For fools are blind to everything but ignorance. Shelia The blue angel ** Comments are always welcome, but please remember I'm sensitive :) ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 27 Jul 1999 00:50:44 EDT From: ShadieBlu@aol.com Subject: ET: Another poem Hearts reaching out for something more Across the distance voices echo Through the lonely night hopes are whispered & carried on the wind. No seductive smile can be seen, No touch can be felt, No glances exchanged. Yet through it all A door begins to open. And perhaps in time it will reveal all that lies within my soul, For only time can truly attest to what may be. Shelia The blue angel I never said I was good. As always comments are welcomed, but please remember I'm sensitive. :) ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 27 Jul 1999 02:20:32 -0400 From: Robby VanSciver Subject: ET: Jupiter TRL technique Here's a really good technique to vote for Jupiter, quick and easy! First, you need Internet Explorer (I use 5.0, but I don't know if it works with older versions or not). Then, copy and paste this address into the location: http://www.mtv.com/mtv/tubescan/trl99_new/pickaday.tin Now, fill out the form, but don't submit it yet! Select "Jupiter" make a comment (if you want), give yourself a name, and you need to have an e-mail address too. (Don't submit yet!) Now, hold down the control key (lower right corner of the keyboard) and then while holding it, press the "n" key. This brings a new window up of the same page you're on, plus the form is filled out. After this page loads completely, do the same thing until you have maybe ten windows open (don't do so many that it crashes--we all know how reliable Internet Explorer, among other web browsers, is. I can manage about 20 windows open). Now, submit it, and close the window after the "thanks" page has loaded. Lather. Rinse. Repeat. ^_^ I've voted about 100 times this way...Someone join the fun. ;-) I hope I'm not doing this for nothing! Hope this helps you who want to vote a million times like me. :-D ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 27 Jul 1999 04:51:09 -0400 From: Mandabear Four Subject: ET: see ya! Just to let you all know that I'm going away for a week and a half. Expect oodles of poetry when I get back =)~ and lots of letters once I get around to it. Write me! Talk to you all later. ~Mandabear~ The Forever Seeking Teen Angel ___________________________________________________________________ Get the Internet just the way you want it. Free software, free e-mail, and free Internet access for a month! Try Juno Web: http://dl.www.juno.com/dynoget/tagj. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 28 Jul 1999 00:02:02 +0200 From: "Roel Cobben" Subject: ET: ~ Add your Jewel link NOW! :-) Hey EDAs, A couple of days ago I posted a message about my completey redesigned Jewel site ... There were some problems with the messageboard and add your own link page, but they seem to be solved now :-))) So come to and add a link to YOUR Jewel site! And don't forget to vote for your favourite Jewelsite and to leave a message on the messageboard :-))) Any comments (positive AND negative) on my sites would be appreciated! Thanx a lot ... Roel, The Other Everyday Angel. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ICQ# 16784628 "Where are my angels? Where's my golden one? Where's my hope now that my heros have gone?" Amen by Jewel Kilcher ~~ Jewel, The Everyday Angel @ http://www.r-cobben.demon.nl http://EveryDayAngels.net/RoelJewel ------------------------------ Date: 27 Jul 99 10:12:04 CDT From: Naomi Vaughn Subject: ET: poems some poems.. love, naomi p.s. welcome back kat!! - --- I cut you from my soul I think perhaps you took my love w/ you my heart fumbling at the absence of your whispers my eyes sad & unsure knowing only the sweetness of this freedom & the sorrow of it's cost. - -- her fists clench, frustrated at the slowness of the words needed, in their travel to her tongue rosy lips gasping, searching, wanting for these things to come into view...extinguishing these balls of flesh. - -- bloody soul, raw & tempted sits here before my unknowing hands begging pure attention, disregard of all else love has exposed itself to me & though I find sweetness in it's charm I cannot accept it...having no place left for such mad passion to reside. - -- petal pusher you buy & sell "he loves me's" by the dime & nickel bag. - -- if you dream a dream again & again does it get worn & thin... losing it's power, communion w/ the stars- does it start to fade after being held tight w/ hope one too many times? - -- grey i'm not here i'm not there i'm not up i'm not down i'm exact grey i'm somewhere inbetween lost fumbling in this slit between my fantasy and nightmare staring down my every happiness and my greatest fear here, in this swirling mass of confusion where emotion cannot live, and yet, it seems, i must. - -- weary i create in you a form to hold while sleeping and in tears i mold you into my lover of dreams a force to see and touch and taste in the beginning these things warmed me comforted me, filled me but now as they persist only growing stronger, longer... they now bring only lonliness and grief so i deny these fantasies and therein, deny sleep reading books, writing numbly melting candle after candle down to nothing but blue puddles but still, i do not sleep. - -- viva 2% milk he smiles and talks i nod and move on he smiles and talks and follows i nod and move on he follows still, charming me with chit-chat, or so he'd have himself believe i sigh and stop him there- he's not witty he's not charming he's not getting anywhere and i'm not listening- i wait, then he nods and moves on. - -- tom tom brockaw tells jokes inside his head, silly little riddles, that wrinkle his nose with laughter, but no one else understands. the ceiling talks, "christina to produce, christina to produce," he giggles, and whispers to himself. i watch him as he talks into space then crooks his head to the side, "paper or plastic?" he nods at my reply, then walks away, telling tom, that just ain't right. - -- standstill seperated and divided this world as i know it now severed for good a jagged slash showing bloody down my chest good and evil light and dark too common of titles and unfitting at that it's simply here or there decide and move on or forget about it and move on it's possible to remain here in this middle-ground you'll exist...not live, but survive and every last part of you will forever be cut in two so it's simple : it's either here, or there. "There preachers who kill, there are killers who preach There are teachers who lie, there are liars who teach Take your pick, dear...cause it's all a facade" ~Jekll & Hyde ____________________________________________________________________ Get your own FREE, personal Netscape WebMail account today at http://webmail.netscape.com. ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 27 Jul 1999 23:13:38 EDT From: KTLUVSJOE@aol.com Subject: ET: Take me away(poem) Take me away be my angel, take me from this pain. be my angel, fly me above the rain with your wings made of diamonds and your halo made of gold Take me away from this world to someplace where we can grow old. Where there is no pain and there is no sorrow and all I have to do is close my eyes and have you by my side. Take me to your heaven where my spirit may reside. I never want to let you go I will never hide Just fly me away to that silver moon and never let me go. _______________________________________ Open for comments write to me at KTLUVSJOE@aol.com -Katherine The angel with the silver-lined wings ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #219 **********************************