From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #162 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Friday, June 4 1999 Volume 02 : Number 162 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Mi vida loca II(remember part I last summer?) [Seth Fulmer ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 3 Jun 1999 17:34:15 -0400 (EDT) From: Seth Fulmer Subject: ET: Mi vida loca II(remember part I last summer?) Ok, like you got my last email when Sam decided to point out that nobody was talking much. Ok...I got the guts and gave Holly a call. She wasn't there and I felt like such a nimrod. Anyhow, I "have" been writing poetry. I just haven't had the time to put it on the web. However, give me an assignment to do and a time limit half of what is necessary to complete the assignment and I'll waste time and send off email :) hehe Anyhow, like I "was" going to go up to Rochester June 14th through the 18th..but it looks like I won't be anymore because I'm only going during the week and Holly wouldn't be able to come visit me until the weekend(and I need to be back in Philadelphia the next weekend). I might go visit peoples then but I dunno. I was going to be going to the Great EDAdventure this weekend but I have no idea about a ride from Philly...However I do have a backup plan. Friday night the service sorority is having their ceremony to make the pledges sisters and chances are there will be alcohol there. I REALLY like one of the girls that will be initiated named Amy..and she has been replying and the one day she asked me what I would be doing this summer. I think I'm just hoping too much. Anyhow, like I'm looking forward to that, and then Saturday there's another party but for my service fraternity. I sorta want to do Great Adventure(I really want moreso) but I also sorta want to party too. I dunno if I mentioned this but I am going up to Buffalo June 25th for Holly's birthday. Her bday is actually June 25th and she actually lives in Oswego, NY but I'm going to Buffalo for a picnic and she's supposed to be there as well. I am getting her a gift for her bday because I am almost certain her (*cough*idiot*cough*) boyfriend won't give her anything but grief and a nasty tone of voice. I ordered her a sweatshirt with my(and her) fraternity letters on it. The letters are made out of a fabric with little mice and footprints all over it(cuz her nickname is "chez"). Plus, I got her nickname(chez) embroidered in script on the back. It costs like $40 total but there's no way that price is leaving my mouth around her. I also would like to get a cake and 23 candles and throw her a celebration at the picnic too hehe :) A lot of times in class I write poetry and here is one that I wrote the other day. I haven't really named it yet but I'm thinking of calling it "Pathetic's nightmare" The shrink in the group session suggested I forget her and to call a psychic hotline once to see if she still loves me I ran straight home into my bedroom and cried myself to a deep sleep I dreamt all night and all through the next about my angel dear I woke up then, and sucked my thumb until I knew where I was You my dear are that angel with fluttering wings of gold you dissappear into God knows where and come out to drive me crazy Later the next night, I ran to the market to buy myself some food I kissed my life good bye, farewell when shots rang through the air. When I awoke, I woke up to find bright lights, your face, and pain But with only a kiss, you send it away and leave me with pure longing Ok, like It was at the time about Holly(ok..it still is)...but sorta, I don't have to worry or fear about calling her anymore like I did. Earlier I wrote another poem in sorta the beginning of May. I didn't name this yet either(but I'm sure I will soon), but I wrote this about nobody in particular. I sent it to my friend Amanda when she asked me how I felt but I don't think I sent it to this list yet. You told me you would love me until the very end of time and told me I was special, that you held my name divine Now I'm on my deathbed lying in torturous agony The sun has failed to reach my eyes My faith has left me too and now you walk away from me into the arms of husband 2. My prayers left unanswered my hopes true to the dime I sorta knew life would betray me since the day I was conceived My life is so disordered I feel like I have failed But something tells me God will save me the very second I am dead. With everything in chaos and pain all I can see I surrender my soul to the angel of death In Heaven I will be. Turn out all the lights please Put on Toccata in Fugue Give me something good to think about as my life is taken away. Ok...Now I guess I'm done...I do have quite a few more but I won't clog up your email inboxes with them all :) Take cares and Have a Great Day! :o) Seth D. Fulmer mailto:kaosking@voicenet.com ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 3 Jun 1999 17:47:24 EDT From: JewelAng@aol.com Subject: ET: Swedish Song Hello All, I was sondering if anyone has the lyrics for Swedish Song in Swedish not English......if anyone does please email me privately.......thanks all ~Rebecca The Earth Angel ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 3 Jun 1999 18:07:37 EDT From: BRONCOBAND@aol.com Subject: ET: spontaneous rambling Another night at therapy Why do i have to tell so much? i break open my soul and tell my thoughts in front of a stranger and my mom, no less no more either no more of this bla bla bla I'm sad bla bla so I'm not a virgin and ok - I call my friends at three o clock in the morning we talk about what is and what used to be sort of like this damn therapy what with it anyway? what relevance does it have? doesn't someone care why I have these cuts on my arm? it was a call for help I'm telling you now -- i need help going to the therapy tell me why i can't be happy why can't the kids at school like me why don't i like myself nevermind Nobody really has those answers but me and i don't know where to find them. I go to the room with the little couch to make me comfortable and just bla bla bla about how my day went and I express my feelings. It's time for me to find my own answers. Coming back home I get out of the car and I find a peace in the night beautiful how the light glimmers the streets and hits the dripping trees sweet smell of the just passed rain sadness washed away for now Maybe this is a new beginning. Maybe this is helping. Maybe the answers can be found within myself. I just had the inspiration for this one. It's not very good; sort of rambling, and not anything recent, but hey, whatever. Hope you enjoyed. Comments and criticism welcome. Help me clean this one up :o) Have a good day! Laura spontaneous rambling ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 03 Jun 1999 20:22:30 -0400 From: Robby VanSciver Subject: ET: Chain Letters I really really really enjoy all these chain letters, let me tell ya. (Note sarcastic tone) I think they really need to stop. They're annoying as hell. Don't get upset that they make me mad; I know you didn't start them. They're just a bigarse waste of time, and I would appreciate you NOT sending them to the mailing lists (I don't moderate or own any lists, but I'm sure that there are SEVERAL other people who feel this way, too). Anyway, PLEASE stop sending them to the mailing list (you don't have to if you don't want to, though). (I think there should be rules against chain letters on these mailing lists). ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #162 **********************************