From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #159 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, June 2 1999 Volume 02 : Number 159 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Fw: San diego Gathering of Angels ["Rizioule" ] ET: finally! poetry! ["" ] ET: ... ["Rachel Musser" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 1 Jun 1999 18:21:06 -0700 From: "Rizioule" Subject: ET: Fw: San diego Gathering of Angels > Hello EDA's > I have Great news to announce for the > San Diego Concert/Gathering at > Newbreak on the Beach Saturday June 26th > We are having a very special guest performer. > Elizabeth Hummel > Many of you are familiar with her music from > the Lilleth Fair and from the First EDA Livingroom Tour. > She has also performed and recorded with Jewel . > > Elizabeth will be one of the Artists performing at the > Ocean Beach San Diego EDA Concert Gathering > Now officially called > The "Gathering of Angels" Concert Tour > > Also performing will be > The Artist Rizioule > http://www.homestead.com/rizioule/ > > > One more Feature Artist is being planned. I wont say who > it is until things are final . But here's a clue , > he will also be playing at Jewels concert later that day ! > > I had a lot of EDA's write in that wanted to play at the Gathering > So I think it would be nice if we start early and let a few > EDA's get some songs in . > If you can definitly be there then e-mail me at Rizioule@hotmail.com > I will do just like Wendy at Java Joe's open mike and select > the names from a hat > There are a very limited amount of slots so if you dont get > picked dont feel bad. Everyone who plays guitar should bring > it because you never know when you might need it in Ocean Beach ! > > Also in Ocean Beach on the same day is the annual > Ocean Beach Street Fair and Chili Cook Off > > On Friday June 25th Gregory page is having a CD release > party at Java Joe's.There will be many EDA's at this event as well. > For those of you that are not familiar with Gregory's work > let me just tell you that he is GREAT.I met Gregory at a show he > did at Java Joe's on Saturday Night and realised that I have known > him for quite a while but I just didnt know his name . > He told me he has heard me play a few times and that he really likes my > music ! > NOW I'll remember his name ! > > Well as you can see this is developing into an event you just cant miss. > For all the EDA's who cant make it , we are filming the Entire event ! > So you can still be a part of it . > (You just have to wait a little longer for the tape to come out) > I sincerely hope that all of you can come > I'll be looking forward to seeing you there ! > > Rizioule > San Diego Ca. > > The Music Writings and Art of Rizioule > http://www.homestead.com/rizioule/ > > We'll bathe in the purity of love > and all our sins > Will be forgiven > > > > > > > ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 01 Jun 1999 18:23:14 PDT From: "" Subject: ET: finally! poetry! Welp, I've been going through a rough writers' block lately, and this is the best I've done for awhile. Oh yeah, if you're depressed, this will make it much worse, probably. "CONTEMPLATING" i sit there on the bed it really isn't fair i wish i were dead i want to wreck all my 'fun' i wish i could just pick up the gun i wonder if i really would? would i affect anyone else is this a defect maybe it's all false it is fake no one cares would there be presence at my wake? ......maybe they'd notice the scars ==== This^ is a representation of my depression... === ~~untitled~~ (BTW, any ideas?) if what you feel is what you are then al I am is horrible I'm shallow...worthless I care about the one thing I always hoped I wouldn't I feel pathetic sold-out saddened Why? "Looks don't matter" I always told myself why did I lie to myself? Am I really as shallow as to care about appearances? === | now, this one (V) is about a person going through a period of self-mutilation and self-hate === yet again, ~~untitiled~~ I hurt myself again and again and again I want to stop I can't I won't until i can talk to someone anyone I'm scared I don't want to hurt like this anymore scissors cutting my arm over and over and over again and again and again red blood little pools of me pain and then relief then the darkness and cold comes back I cut and cut so the darkness will stay away but it always comes back I wish it would go away and stay away forever. === ok, I'm done! Maggie Psycho ~LUNA~ Squid the third Horny Purple Midget~ http://www.gurlpages.com/zines/lunatic55 - --------------------------------------- "People that judge other people suck, I think." ~Noodles, of The Offspring _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 1 Jun 1999 21:49:13 -0300 From: "Rachel Musser" Subject: ET: ... @~ Angels ~@, Hi! I haven't written in soooo long. Finally I have something to show you. Self Esteem Are we mistaking talent for showing off? Are we mixing up pride with ego? A girl walks off stage happy with what she has done People mistake this happiness for being too proud And people wonder why teens Have no self esteem When some one is on top we must knock them down When a person is having a good day We must make every cloud look like rain When a person is at peace we claim they are concieted Still people wonder why teens Have no self esteem Some people can not relate with being overweight So they must tell others that "this is not human" But when a person is slimmer than in the past We consider them self absorbed with too much self image Yet people wonder why teens Have no self esteem A father blames depression of looks on magazines "Where every model is stick thing" he says But then tells his daughter she is a slob and should lose weight When he doesn't know that we are most effected by our loved ones not magazine editors Somehow people wonder why teens Have no self esteem Be careful with what you say For we could all be up there We don't have to knock any one down By confusing talent and pride with showing off and too much ego I am not lying by saying that teens Could have self esteem Have you ever thought that there is no such thing as too much pride? But there is such a thing as too much talk and blame? 'Cause the more you try to change some one the less real they get And we could be living in reality if we stop the blame and start the reality That is the key To self esteem Thanx, @~ Rachel ~@ Be sure to visit http://www.Garfield.com ! Get your free customized E-mail from http://gmail.garfield.com ! ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #159 **********************************