From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #83 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, March 24 1999 Volume 02 : Number 083 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Re: Returned mail: User unknown [Angeljlr98@aol.com] ET: Angel thoughts... [Jason Vierling ] ET: what you want usually isnt what you need ["Christie Ambert" ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Tue, 23 Mar 1999 05:59:48 EST From: Angeljlr98@aol.com Subject: ET: Re: Returned mail: User unknown If you guys want em..., my new friend, Lane made some more of my songs accessible from the web...here's all the ones she put up so far =) She made them out of a bunch of waves I sent her =) There Is - http://www.fionahaswings.com/jamie/jamthris.zip Song For Us - http://www.fionahaswings.com/jamie/jamsfu.zip Surrender - http://www.fionahaswings.com/jamie/jamsurr.zip Surrender Outtake # 1 - http://www.fionahaswings.com/jamie/jamout01.mp3 Surrender Outtake # 2 - http://www.fionahaswings.com/jamie/jamout02.mp3 ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 23 Mar 1999 03:34:45 -0800 (PST) From: Jason Vierling Subject: ET: Angel thoughts... I was bored and wondered what I would think of mortals if I was an angel amongst men...how would an angel view us? What would an interior monolouge of an angel considering humanity briefly contain? This is what came of it....(I apologize for the religious connotations...I espouse no particular religious affiliation and do not mean to promote any such beliefs with this piece.....nuff said.) *** How brief their consciousness is....how their spirits race before me. I envy them their ironies and dichotomies. I am an enduring constant. I am what my function was set to be.They are bound by the whims of circumstance, but are most gifted in their indescision, doubt, and hesitation. It is in these moments that humanity most shows the reflection of the creators hand. To have the freedom to create moments or direct the courses their hearts and minds followand then to shift them again and again as they become more and less than they were once... I have my Path. They adapt/mold themselves/others/the world. If they could only see how destiny is played out in these crucial moments..just at the crux of choice....they could be closer yet to the creator.. Mine is a scripted destiny, a knowledge of men and dynasties, childrens fancies, earthly beasts, natures whims and majesty, and forces well beyond mortal scope that bind all. And yet,though I can percieve it....tho I cannily influence these mortals in their ways...I can never KNOW what it means to be (even if for a moment) so gloriously torn...or know what it is to battle within ones self..I am the path I work. It is an irrelevant thought to fear transgressions or doubt myself..such is not my abilities or destiny. What an experiance to be an individual creature....a solitary complete being. To yearn and seek completion in my brief time...to strive to be closer to an ideal or to progress and grow..whether closer or apart ...nearer or farther from a desire. My desire Is my existance,my self, my function. I am my gods will.My response scripted before even the quandry of man is presented. I am in my gods mind much the same sense that a musician values his hands or voice. While one might marvel at the skill and magic apparent in their crafting of music...there is no discussion of what said parts must feel about the piece selected or how they felt about performing it.. That is not within their..nor my..abilities. And so I walk amongst humanity, working my path,celebrating their essence, and knowing next to nothing.... anyhoo..thats it..thanks for reading :) === Take Care, Jason V Arunsun on IRC & ICQ Arnsun on AOL IM _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 23 Mar 1999 06:48:35 -0800 From: "Christie Ambert" Subject: ET: what you want usually isnt what you need Hey you guys! A few weeks ago I wrote about accomplishing all of my goals and almost turning twenty two and all of that. After I wrote that I thought about lots of other things that by me sacrificing to get where I am today , I am missing out. For example my relationship with my parents and my sisters. I love my parents and I absolutely adore my sisters. My friends back home, my grandparents who sacrificed a lot for me and my family when we didnt have enough they shared what they had with us. So I started thinking about all of this and I came to make another decision, so Again I find my self quitting another great job and saying goodbye to my new friends and in april 11 im coming home. How is that possible you might ask yourself? Well let`s just say if I did it to prove myself a point I think I probablly did, I know now why I felt so bad for a long time. No I dont regret what I did nor I deny the fact that I might come back to Fl. I am walking proof that anything is possible. You all take care... Christie ~@the Flowerchild Angel@~ Get your FREE Email at http://mailcity.lycos.com Get your PERSONALIZED START PAGE at http://personal.lycos.com ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 23 Mar 1999 12:10:24 PST From: "~Luna~ psycho f u c k u p" Subject: ET: An Xplanation...and some poetry!! Well guys, I'm back... kind of. 'Member my last post? Well, I HAD given up. And was quite close to just...umm, yeah. You know. Then I made a concious decision to make my life the best it could be. And I'm working on it...slowly but surely. I've had the trippiest weekend!! Saturday, I found out this guy I like wants to 'hook up' with me...(mission accomplished!) And there was a riot down in Seaside, about 20 mi. S of where I live. I was babysitting down there that night and I was one of the first to know the details...we're talking tear gas and the Nat Gaurd here... And on Sunday I met the dude who was described as a 'male Maggie.' His name is Jeremy and he's 22ish. (damn the man. Too old) Because he is a male me. An older, wiser, really cool male me. In our lifetime, we meet a few select people that can change our life and shape us for the better, and I do believe I've found two. now for the poetry: the light a choice light or dark? eternal light or forever dark? not bad or good, not God or the devil no, just light or dark black or white all pain gone all hurt nonexistant all is good in both but dark is to think to ponder to question light is to believe to accept what you're told you cannot question, you must accept now, your choice is at hand your last choice. light or dark Love, Maggie! Remember children...don't run with scissors or allow lepers to screw your brains out! ======================================= "Live life according to what you think is the right way to do it." ~the infamous Dexter Holland, of the Offspring - --------------------------------------- "People that judge other people suck, I think." ~Noodles, of The Offspring - --------------------------------------- as soon as you're born you start dying, so you might as well have a good time ~Cake, "Sheep Go To Heaven" ======================================= Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com ------------------------------ Date: 23 Mar 99 22:25:51 CST From: Naomi Vaughn Subject: ET: poem here's just my odd little try at a rhyming poem. love y'all.. ever, naomi - -- packed my sorry state headed for a star the other side of the galaxy surely wasn't very far, so i hitchhiked to the milkyway, crashed in elvis' car danced with the angels, sang with the saints till a kindly cherub advised me, it was getting very late, i kissed the glowing cheek and headed on my way to continue in my searching, like all the stories say till someday i find my heart in the arns of my other half i'll faithfully keep a'wandering down this lonely, but often traveled, path 23mar99 ____________________________________________________________________ Get your own FREE, personal Netscape WebMail account today at http://webmail.netscape.com. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #83 *********************************