From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #40 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Thursday, February 11 1999 Volume 02 : Number 040 * If you ever wish to unsubscribe, send an email to * eda-thoughts-digest-request@smoe.org with ONLY * the word unsubscribe in the body of the email * . * PLEASE :) when you reply to this digest to send a post TO the list, * change the subject to reflect what your post is about. A subject * of Re: eda-thoughts-digest V2 #xxx or the like gives readers no clue * as to what your message is about. Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Sad(sorta) poem ["Seth D. Fulmer" ] ET: "oh buttercup..." [vonfam@rapfire.net] ET: untitled poem [Lara Ruth ] ET: Re: 2 surveys [zerocool@sunlink.net (Niki)] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Wed, 10 Feb 1999 00:26:16 -0500 From: "Seth D. Fulmer" Subject: ET: Sad(sorta) poem This poem I wrote this(Tuesday) morning. I felt it so much this morning and right now I could really use a shoulder, so I'll probably go to bed soon to eliminate the pain. Just so you know...I wouldn't do something this rash..at least at the level I feel. I can put up with a little bit more pain yet. - ------------------- "Suicide note" by Seth D. Fulmer 2/9/99 I love you You say I'm sweet You'd offer me a pickup whenever I was beat You give me courage where none was before You tell me it's alright when life wasn't fair You are so very kind I don't really deserve all of the generosity that you have to give. Thank you for now, but now I must leave for a better place to take that long sleep I give you a hug and maybe a kiss on the cheek I hope you don't run now so I can die without tears - -Seth ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 10 Feb 1999 14:36:16 -0600 From: vonfam@rapfire.net Subject: ET: "oh buttercup..." hallo lovely angels ~ I hope you all are just *wonderful*... things have been good around here. busy busy...but good. I don't remember if I ever mentioned before that my mom was pregnant...but, she had the baby monday morning. surprise of surprises..it's a girl, Faith Marie. :) anyway...here's a handful of poems. they're all probably a little strange...and believe it or not, they almost all connect to eachother. go figure, eh? hehe..I know, I know...I'm nuts. hmmm...so, comments and otherwise are always appreciated. love y'all.. ever's and always, Naomi the unknown angel - --- watery dreams a vast ocean of rose petals and lavender sea rich and vibrant birds fill the waves pauses with their air-borne cry walking, on the water, the coolness silky on my heels I cross the great body of faith, and dreams caverns on the opposite shore hold crevices and clues to help you find your way to your sea of hope. 30jan99 - -- fishy one of those days where the acting's all bad and they changed my favorite guy the coffee's just too little but the pizza, yumm one of those days where you lay on the kitchen table staring at the ceiling, while singing a radio car insurance jingle you lucky ducky. where you laugh and smile, for no apparent reason and wink at yourself in the mirror night night, night bright, just one of those days. 2:24am/6feb99 - -- salmon kisses patchy white clouds invade my 2am sky lightning flashes right before i'm shaken by the heart-stopping *boom* 6 bright stars maintain their light whether they're stars or sattelites is unimportant...the wishes all go to the same fantastical place i have a star i call my own it's strong and constant every night without fail when i come upstairs and look out it's right there, waiting to kiss me goodnight emmense clouds now fill the sky and my star struggles to remain in sight I blow a kiss heavenward my star twinkles in reply. the air grows lips, and places a cool kiss on my forehead as the sky whispers, "goodnight." 2:14am/7feb99 - -- fish kissh dove into a bucket of watery dreams only to discover i'd come undone at the seams my insides on the out bare skin, raw soul, exposed then with a swift kick the bucket tips over it's contents, me, spilling out onto the dirt and as i seeped into the earth i thought, "i forgot to feed the cat." 7:45am/8feb99 - -- later gator says good-bye later gator makes all the girls cry later gator why, oh why? 9feb99 - -- dove into a pool of lavender and razor blades so sure i would get cut, but oh it smelled so sweet. 10feb99 - -- fairy dust and chocolate sprinkles a raspberry blueberry that melts at the touch candy for my senses warmth for my soul ch-ch-cherry cola the sweetest of the sweet. 10feb99 - -- woke up/ in a paper cup/ drowning/ in sugared up sorrow/ wasting away/ beneath others regret/ growing my addiction/ for pain. ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 10 Feb 1999 12:49:07 -0600 From: Lara Ruth Subject: ET: untitled poem his fingers softly rub her peach skin so gently she fights shivers he pulls her close and holds her by his side reaching up she finds his hair she brushes his neck he rubs her face rises and then turns to walk off pulling the velvet blanket towards her legs she stares into the dark at the nothingness. Lara - - ljr4@ra.msstate edu // ophelia79@bigfoot.com you know you're dying to see www2.msstate.edu/~ljr4 Love is so short; forgetting is so long - Pablo Neruda ------------------------------ Date: Wed, 10 Feb 1999 19:18:44 -0500 From: zerocool@sunlink.net (Niki) Subject: ET: Re: 2 surveys 1. Name: Niki 2. Birth date: 9-15-83 3. What time is it: 644 4. Your wearing: My Jncos and my fav. green/gray sweater 5. Favorite CD? Adore-SP 6. What was the last thing you said? I hate cleaning. 7. What color is your desk? It's wood 8. What's your phone number? 2759610 9. What was the last thing you ate? Blueberry cheesecake 10. What's your favorite radio station? 97.9 & 88.9 12. What's the weirdest first name that you ever heard of? Tasheena 13. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Pale blue 14. Last movie you saw in a theater? Patch Adams 15. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? Maybe Europe somewhere...or Australia 16. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? My soul mate 18. Do you have a pager? No 19. Do you have a lava lamp? No 20. How many buds are on your buddy list? 100 21. How's the weather right now? Cold 22. Brandy or Monica? NEITHER 23. What is your favorite TV show? South Park/Dawson's/Felicity 24. Last person you talked to on the phone? Weazle 25. Who are you talking to online right now? No one 26. What's your name backwards? Ikin 27. What's on your computer screen? This survey, icq, and AOL 28. What's the sexiest thing(s) about the opposite sex? Eyes and personality 30. What are you doing tomorrow? Going to school and coming home at 12...then i dunno 33. Who do you most admire? I admire a lot of ppl for a lot of diff. reasons 34. Favorite Spice Girl/Backstreet Boy? Posh and Nick 35. Does this survey suck? Itz okay 36. Do you like the person who sent you this? Yea Marky's okay :) 37. Pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue 40. Whole or skim milk? 1% 41. Single or taken? Single 42. Flowers or angels? Angels WITH flowers 43. Grey or gray? Grey-it looks kewl like that 45. Color or black and white photos? Umm...Depends...black and white if it isn't people... 46. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset 47. Rap or rock? Rock 48. Stay up late or wake up late? both 49. X or O in tic-tac-toe? X 51. Eat an apple or an orange? Oranges are the BEST 52. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? A pregnant chicken. 53. Light or dark nail polish? Neither 54. Tall or short? In between 55. Sun or moon? Moon 56. Emerald or ruby? Emerald 57. Pants or long skirt? Long Skirt 58. Left or right? Right 60. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? Neither 61. Green beans or carrots? Green beans 62. Low fat or fat-free? fat-free 63. Pony tail or leave it down? Leave it down 64. Gold or Silver Jewelry? Silver 65. Kids or no kids? Kids later 67. Half-empty or half-full? The muniscus is in the middle 69. Hardcover books or softcover books? Either or 70. Newspaper or magazine? Newspapers in the morning...mags after school 71. Sandals or sneakers? Sandals 72. Wonder or amazement? Amazement 73. Red car or white car? RED 74. Happy and poor, or sad and wealthy? aww shit...okay I'm selfish...sad and wealthy 75. Singing or dance? Both 76. Hug or Kiss? Both 77. Corduroy or plaid? Corduroy 78. Good at heart or bad ass at heart? BOTH hahahaha 79. Live or die? Well um DUH-LIVE 80. Write or receive mail? Both 81. Shout or scream? Whatever's neccesary 82. School or prison? What's the difference? 83. Wal Mart or Target? Wal-Mart-b/c of the stickers :) 84. Drink or smoke? Drink 85. Weed or dope? CANNABIS 86. Radio or CD's? Both 88. Tired or bored? Bored 89. Buddy or friend? Friend 90. Old or aging? Aging 91. Pencil or pen? Pen 92. Phone or AOL? Phone 93. Who do u love? NOYB 94. Are you glad this survey is over? No cuz there's still another one 95. Favorite Saying? Live for Today Learn from Yesterday Dream for Tomorrow I WANNA KNOW YOUR FAVORITE: 1. COLOR: pale blue 2. SPORT: tennis 3. T.V. SHOW: South Park 4. MOVIE: Freak, Booty Call, Patch Adams, Empire, Apollo 13, etc etc 5. SONG: Shimmer, Pure Morning, Graduate, etc etc 6. BAND/GROUP: 3eb, SP, Fuel, Placebo, Floyd, Led Zep, The Doors 7. POP/SODA: Don't drink that shit 8. ACTOR: Ethan Randall, Brad Renfro 9. ACTRESS: Claire Danes 10. SPORTS FIGURE: Anna Kornikova 11. HOLIDAY: Christmas and New Years 12. SONG LYRICS: And if I don't make it know that I've loved you all along.... 14. RESTAURANT: Red Lobster 15. STORE: JC, Gap, Deb, etc 16. MAGAZINE: Spin Rolling Stone Seventeen 17. KIND OF CAR: Mustang, TransAm, Miata 18. NUMBER: 21 19. BRAND OF CLOTHING: doesn't matter 20. SEASON: the end of spring NOW...WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER: 1. COKE/PEPSI: Neither 2. SUMER/WINTER: summer 3. SPRING/FALL: spring 4. WATCHING/PLAYING: playing 5. SALT/PEPPER: neither 6. VANILLA/CHOCOLATE: neither 7. T.V./RADIO: tv if it has mtv and stuff 8. C.D./TAPE: cd 9. NFL/NBA: NBA 10. SKA/PUNK: ska 11. AOL/ICQ: icq 12. NEWSPAPER/MAGAZINE: newspaper 13. PENCIL/PEN: pen 14. WALKING/RUNNING: walking 15. SINGING/DANCING: both 16. LAUGHING/CRYING: laughing duh 17. SIMPLE/COMPLICATED: in between 18. BEEF/CHICKEN: Chicken patties are sooo much better than sex...right Liz? 19. MONICA/BRANDY: neither 20. BSB/N'SYNC: neither WHAT WAS THE LAST TIME YOU: 1. WATCHED T.V.: yesterday 2. BRUSHED YOUR TEETH: bout 2 hours ago 3. LISTENED TO MUSIC: am doing it right now 4. TOOK A SHOWER this morning 5. KISSED SOMEONE OR GOT A KISS: noyb 6. WENT OUT TO EAT: just got home 7. WENT OVER SOMEONE'S HOUSE: last weekend 8. GOT A REAL LETTER: UMM NEVER 9. WATCHED ANY OF THE "HOME ALONE" MOVIES: lol...bout a month ago 10. WATCHED A SPORT: yesterday INFORMATION: 1. FIRST NAME: Niki 2. LAST NAME: Brady 3. PLACE OF BIRTH: Damnedville 4. RESIDENCY: Damnedville 5. AGE: 15 6. GENDER: f 7: BF/GF: no 8. EYE COLOR: amber/brown 9. BIRTHDATE: 9-15-83 10. HAIR COLOR: brownish blondish 11. HOBBIES: Writing Drawing Talking Tennis 12. E-MAIL ADDRESS: zerocool@sunlink.net 13. BEST GIRL FRIEND: Weazle 14. BEST GUY FRIEND: Putting past problems aside, Eric D. ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V2 #40 *********************************