From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #87 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Monday, July 20 1998 Volume 01 : Number 087 Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: Re: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #86 [Angeljlb96@aol.com] ET: the party (edited even more than it was before) and Sam Sam Sam comments [moonsong@ix.netcom.com] ET: RE: Short Story : Hidden(Part 1 of 4) [Karen Miller > I haven't heard that in so long! I love that song! I was *side note* in Santa Monica last week and that damn song kept going through my head bc I kept thinking of Everclear! sorry... Jamie ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 19 Jul 1998 16:35:06 -0700 From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us) Subject: ET: the party (edited even more than it was before) and Sam Sam Sam comments warning...i might, like, cuss LoL :) =) =P ;-) Hey angels, Let me just tell you, if I ever regretted breaking up with my ex, I don't now. I have totally lost almost all my respect for him, and I have absolutely no desire anymore to go out with anyone at any point in the near future. I'm just like, totally disgusted with guys. (No offense to the guys on this list, I don't know you so I couldn't say that in reference to you.) My friend Lindz said today, "have you decided yet if you had a good time last night? And I said, "no," so she said, "well, I think this social event had some kind of meaning to my life, but I wouldn't say I had 'fun.'" Let's see. Let me start out with saying that my gushing friends weren't the only ones who liked the dress I wore. So, the following will describe the first 3 hours of the party: my friends and I walking around arm-in-arm, laughing; my ex & I basically ignoring each other though totally aware of each other. So our not-talking, my groupies (basically 12 girls who followed me the whole night :) ), people whispering and sending glances at each other, and sitting looking limp in the heat made the first half of the party incredibly awkward and slightly interesting. Little did my friends & I know that within the next several hours we would be so totally disgusted, practically crying in each other's arms, at other times so pissed that we muttered nearly every cussword in the english language, but the majority of the time observing, talking and, um, enjoying ourselves. We ate...barely.... My ex was so obviously trying to give the impression of having a wonderful, fantastic time that it was really quite sad. Eventually he quit this forced laughing and sat down in a corner looking miserable. Different things happened, that I don't think I need to tell you because a couple are quite sick in their own little freakish ways. Um, the guys did plenty of immature things that I don't feel like telling you either, they basically felt like embarrassing themselves and everyone else just to get attention (of course), and paying too much attention to me. Let me just add that there came an instant when "ex" and I finally started talking slightly. It was a good thing, I think. The guys--especially my ex and his friend, who we will call Marc--took to acting out physically ("let's swing the chairs around, dump water on everyone...") and being general dorks, like they suddenly just didn't care anymore. They had this red laser beam that has no actual beam of light, so a red dot just appears wherever they choose to shine it. The wanting-attention Marc was shining this on people, uh, you can just guess. My friend Kim goes, "Sam, do you KNOW where they were shining that?" I was like, ohmygod.... Basically, my friends and I attempted to sit around talking and laughing and sitting on each other's laps, drinking soda, chewing gum, and talking about everyone else. (Oh we are so sweet.) It was "a good time" but I wouldn't call it fun. It definately wasn't what any of us thought it would be. People left all at once and it felt completely unfinished, since, as usual, everyone warmed up late in the party. I spent the night there, and at the moment I am living on 4 hours of sleep. Well, umm, I hope that wasn't too dull. But, like, I think there are some advantages to having an "ex". For example, you've been with them so you can kind of rag on them. You know 'em so well and you have like the RESPONSIBILITY of telling them their faults and being entirely and totally honest with them about the fact that they're losers, and telling them their good qualities too if you can find them.... Hee. Sam the ? angel Now for my quotes: "He's just a sick little fuck, okay?" ~Lindsey M.~ "I am so fucking pissed and depressed and messed up" ~Crystal~ "Subtlety Stu, you should look it up." ~Scream~ moonsong@ix.netcom.com ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 19 Jul 1998 15:23:59 -0700 From: Karen Miller Subject: ET: RE: Short Story : Hidden(Part 1 of 4) oh wow i started a fade that is soooooo very cool. Yes sam the sam in my story was a guy so dont worry. later holly ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 17 Jul 1998 15:20:30 -0500 From: ib-3@juno.com (Johnny Dough) Subject: ET: bumpin and grindin "too close" by Next just came on...Personally, I don't particularly enjoy "booty rap" songs, but eh, I was feelin in the mood, and I just started "bumpin and grindin" as the phrase goes. It's really fun. :) Besides, it's good "practice" for friday night dance clubs... Thought I'd post some poetry...even though it's like a couple days old.. there's a flame in your touch and a frie in your eyes that i long to see and feel and i wonder what the landscape of my heart will look like when our seperation passes the way that i remember how much i wantneedlove you makes me desire to be with you even more. 15July1998 ŠJames Brogdon ______ I hope that today i will give this the attention that it really deserves cause so far, i've done a half ass job of taking care of some part time duties with you, and I'm sorry for not giving you my complete, undivided attention i've had some problems to deal with but i was going for a walk today that turned into a hike that ended in me running screaming down the streets in the rain some of me wants to succeed, part of me wants to be free, but most of me wants to love you to be you 15July1998 ŠJames Brogdon ______ If you've listened to "I will survive" play as softly on your stereo as your fire-lit house will allow and still chose to give up, If you feel like "love has no pride" and you're tired of living in a million lies and memories of the past, Then come with me, back to scented candles and softly sluicing music visit the night, mornings, and days of the present Forget about bad choices that began with bad options and come into the warmth of the fireplace, inferno of my love. 15July1998 ŠJames Brogdon ______ The Quality of Kodak in every kid's cactus club and other explosive prizes! Joe Tiller is probably fishing on a nearby federal court Tuesday to take the chivalry out of driving while attempting to perfect your golf swing. That's how much sense you're making right about now right about now when you tell your friends that you love me but don't want to talk about it with me. 15July1998 ŠJames Brogdon ______ You know you've got it made when your biggest problem is deciding whether to sit in the shade or lay in the sun whether to eat chocolate or vanialla ice cream Personally, I don't care about all that I know I've got it made cause I got you 15July1998 ŠJames Brogdon ______ (^)(^)(^) Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese (^)(^)(^) James ------------------------------ Date: Sat, 18 Jul 1998 18:02:32 -0500 (CDT) From: Uneaq1@webtv.net (Maggie) Subject: ET: disappointment, anger, relief, and sorrow in a matter of minutes 3) kids 8am-6pm and staying late 2 nites!! I also paid for snacks, going to the pool daily, etc. $20-$30!! Sender: owner-eda-thoughts@smoe.org Precedence: bulk anger- I figured on at least $150 for this road trip mom & I are planning. relief- I can sleep in!! sorrow- the kids are such sweethearts, and I was getting to like their older bro (my age) alot... What should I do?? What CAN I do? Geez!! Maggie, the rambling angel who's kinda confused and asking for advice ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 19 Jul 1998 21:32:33 -0500 (CDT) From: Uneaq1@webtv.net (Maggie) Subject: ET: My favorite quotes!! Here's my favorite quotes. Sender: owner-eda-thoughts@smoe.org Precedence: bulk the ones from Buffy: +Anyone have an asprin? Or 60? ~Owen +I've read alot about death, but I've never seen a dead body before. Uhhh...do the usually move?? ~Owen +Love makes you do the wacky. ~Willow +You killed my date!! ~Buffy +Ok, so I won't wear my button that says "I'm a Slayer. Ask me how!!" Love and orange Hi-C!! Maggie, the rambling angel who has to go clean her room now (boooo!!!) ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V1 #87 *********************************