From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #64 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Sunday, June 28 1998 Volume 01 : Number 064 Today's Subjects: ----------------- ET: just some poems ["Naomi Vaughn" ] ET: an unfortunate inspiration [moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us)] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 26 Jun 1998 21:07:02 -0700 From: "Naomi Vaughn" Subject: ET: just some poems hey angels~ just a few poems tonight. so, I hope you all are well... comments are great. :) truly~ Naomi the unknown angel ICQ# 10320304 - --- understand I wander aimlessly through loves lost through friendships broken always keeping a safe distance. after you've been hurt so many times you learn to be cautious to save your soul you seem hurt that I don't give myself freely to you don't you understand?? you make promises you'll soon forget you say things you cannot back god, can't you understand?? sure, for now your intentions are well enough but once you come in, I do fear you'll have no will to leave please, I need your love but I need my life I can't be your everything I can't be your all oh love.. do you realize the struggle I face when I wake each day? do you understand the involuntary pain i feel listening to your words? god, do you see the room spinning, growing dark, when their eyes fix on me? I need you to understand my hesitance, my fear, the fear is so great. I need for you to understand.. 6.6.98 - ---- china doll careful steps delicate touch she's your china doll you never touch her anymore you just watch her in her flawless beauty she's pale and hard but so beautiful her perfect curves and well placed lines make her a heavenly sight till one day you see a crack rushing to her you try to erase the flaw but she crubmles beneath your steel embrace 6.12.98 - ----- exposure petal by petal you peel thru my surface you strip away the falsities and lies you're getting closer to my core the bittersweet truth you're at the last layer are you sure you're ready? are you willing, to accept me? don't expose me if you can't face the brutal truth 6.6.98 - --- "I'm not completely insane...i'm maybe just a little bit crazy..." ~Alana Davis Angelfire for your free web-based e-mail. http://www.angelfire.com ------------------------------ Date: Sat, 27 Jun 1998 00:09:20 -0700 From: moonsong@ix.netcom.com (Us) Subject: ET: an unfortunate inspiration Angelic poets, In short, basically, the following. My boyfriend broke up with me. I have never felt so much pain. I'm drowning. And there's no one here who can really help me. I just want to scream, I'm so alone. So, for the following poems. Apologies if they're bad. Your broken angel, Sam the ? angel Remnants of a Broken Night SM 6-26-98 It doesn't seem like night the spotlight traces the sky already lit by streetlamps to an eery glowing of almost day The stars are out but the depth is gone the darkness of mystery faded leaving only the comets and the moon to weep for its departure and leaving me A trace of tears runs along the rip of my unlocked heart that still shakes with sobs to the beat of the searching spotlight tracing the sky for remnants or pieces to sooth its restless sigh With my heart on my sleeve I blossomed and you were the sun that brightened the moon I danced in the light knowing it would dim believing you'd shine on by night But like the darkness from the sky you have faded and my heart streams the path of the spotlight Speaking You SM 6-26-98 (You are a different person speaking or so it seems) You're a great girl and I won't forget, you've taught me so much (just another lesson to phase through?) I love you, though not like I used to (how does he speak so casually, he broke the chain that held my soul) There will be others, I feel bad, this is your first (Pity I don't need, see me now as real) This is life, you see You taught me to write I hated it and now I do with ease (and my pen never cried so much ink as my heart now breaks tears) You're a very pretty girl Your heart is good, you're sweet (How does your love change so quickly then) Don't think I used you (Oh, never, just shortlived) I just need some space (and let me live in torture you cannot stay for only me) Maybe someday again Don't cry for me, you make it hard (Yes, oh good, I'm hurting) I'm sorry (I'm falling to pieces, heaving misery) You're still my friend, not my girl (Oh let me break, my heart dreads the silence, I wish not for the pain. No one is here while I scream, to catch my fall Oh god) It's not you, Sam (True love doesn't walk away) Goodbye moonsong@ix.netcom.com ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V1 #64 *********************************