From: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org (eda-thoughts-digest) To: eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Subject: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #38 Reply-To: eda-thoughts@smoe.org Sender: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Errors-To: owner-eda-thoughts-digest@smoe.org Precedence: bulk eda-thoughts-digest Wednesday, May 27 1998 Volume 01 : Number 038 Today's Subjects: ----------------- Re: ET: yes i am alive [Lara ] ET: ooooops! [Lara ] ET: Re: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #35 [Angeljlb96 ] ET: addition to the thread [Angeljlb96 ] ET: Eyes Wide Shut [Beck82 ] ET: my page, etc. [Angeljlb96 ] ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Mon, 25 May 1998 23:27:50 -0700 From: Lara Subject: Re: ET: yes i am alive Hey guys! Christie - I think, from what you said, that he did send you this email to hurt you. I think maybe it is his way to say he does want to maintain contact with you. I really liked your poem too :-) Astier (french angel) - I think you sound like a great guy and you seem to really have a great concern for Amelie. I think you are right in wanting to tell her these things you know. But at the same time I understand you do not want to risk losing this contact. I think the most important thing is that she understands that what he has told her about you is untrue. If he really is lying she will eventually realize how he is and you will be there and she will see what she missed. Best wishes to you! I put up my answers to a little survey/info/profile thingie Jamie sent me on my webpage if you guys wanna check it out ~~> http://members.tripod.com/~laruth/me3.html Okay well I am off to do some more work on my poetry page! Bye for now! Lara <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>     Lara - ljruth on AOL instant messenger    larajean@gmx.de, daisypetals@usa.net you know you wanna see my homepage...             members.tripod.com/~laruth <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 26 May 1998 00:12:55 -0700 From: Lara Subject: ET: ooooops! At 11:27 PM 5/25/98 -0700, you wrote: >Hey guys! > >Christie - I think, from what you said, that he did send you this email to >hurt you. I think maybe it is his way to say he does want to maintain >contact with you. I really liked your poem too :-) ooooops! this was supposed to say "did not" and that makes a BIG difference! I am also back to using my gmx address because it is working well now and my mail comes much faster this way! :-) G'night guys! Lara <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>     Lara - ljruth on AOL instant messenger    larajean@gmx.de, daisypetals@usa.net you know you wanna see my homepage...             members.tripod.com/~laruth <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 26 May 1998 13:00:19 EDT From: Angeljlb96 Subject: ET: Re: eda-thoughts-digest V1 #35 Hi there... I'm on the eda thoughts list, and though I definately shouldn't be the one anyone comes to for advice in this department, I thought I might add my thoughts on the matter. You're very right...this is a very "if-fy" situation. Overall, I believe you should tell Amelia (what a pretty name!) the things you know about Adrien. She should know before she falls in too deep. If she doesn't listen...all you can say is that you tried, but if you don't do anything, you WILL regret it in the near future, so yea...my guess is that you should tell him. Take care, and be sure to let us all know how it turned out =) Love, Jamie *the everyotherday angel* ~She's an angel at your table...forced to feel but not to see...blinded by her absence, and haunted by her memory~ JK << This is my first post, I’m in the list since tree months I think but I never dare write there because, as you will see my English is real bad. Today I do because I need your help, I love Jewel and I liked to know what a real angel must do... I have a good friend, a beautiful blue eyed girl, I like her because she have the same way of think I have. This girl, named Amelie have an other good friend named Adrien. I think she really needs him because she’s in love with a guy how don’t love her any more and with Adrien she’s not alone. The matter is that Adrien always lied , I know he said her false things about me, my other friends thinks he wants Amelie to never see me again because he’s in love with her. More of that I know he robed the work of a student of my university. I don’t know what to do, I can’t tell her what I know because I’m not sure she will believe me and if she did she will lose a good friend , I don’t want that. But I don’t want having party, movies and things like that with Adrien, I can’t bear him anymore ! But if I don’t I will never see Amelie again... Tell me please what do you think about it, what I should do. Hoping you will be my angels standing by, >> ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 26 May 1998 13:21:16 EDT From: Angeljlb96 Subject: ET: addition to the thread OOh....I rather like this one, Kevin 5) What's your favorite poem of all time (Jewel or not)? "Tonight I Can Write..." by Pablo Neruda and I will type it out for you guys...cuz it's just so...uhhh...I dunno...melting?? Tonight I Can Write by Pablo Neruda Tonight I can write the saddest lines. Write, for example, `The night is shattered and the blue stars shiver in the distance.' The night wind revolves in the sky and sings. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. Through nights like this one I held her in my arms. I kissed her again and again under the endless sky. She loved me, sometimes I loved her too. How could one not have loved her great still eyes. Tonight I can write the saddest lines. To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her. To hear the immense night, still more immense without her. And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture. What does it matter that my love could not keep her. The night is shattered and she is not with me. This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance. My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her. My sight searches for her as though to go to her. My heart looks for her, and she is not with me. The same night, whitening the same trees. We, of that time, are no longer the same. I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her. My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing. Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before her. Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes. I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her. Love is so short; forgetting is so long. Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her. Though this be the last pain she makes me suffer and these the last verses that I write for he Bye! Love, Jamie *the everyotherday angel* ~I liked you much better when I didn't like you at all...you were eager to show me your best. You were so sweet and I fell in love with what I fell in love with~ Jewel Kilcher-""Now That You Have Me" ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 26 May 1998 16:17:15 EDT From: Beck82 Subject: ET: Eyes Wide Shut Eyes Wide Shut By Rebecca I look in the mirror to see who I am A slim young girl stares back She smiles a perfect smile and her eyes seem to glisten like stars A crown sits upon her head, a symbol of her achievements She hides her fears with her smile I look into the mirror as they lecture me on my own self They direct my actions and my future They say it will make me stronger, happier They face me to the mirror to show my flaws I was looking to see who I was I see my reflection and each word seems to bring out my flaws That extra pound there, those bags under my eyes, that inch I need to grow My smile deteriorates into a expression of sorrow and frustration I had not grown to be the girl they had said I would be Not been the scholar nor musician nor athlete nor actress Holding back tears, the crown on the girl’s head tips to the side ------------------------------ Date: Tue, 26 May 1998 17:29:14 EDT From: Angeljlb96 Subject: ET: my page, etc. Hi Angels! I wanted to let you all know that my Jewel poetry page is back up (without the poems from the book because of copyright problems) with several Jewel poems not in the book. I also have the whole poem "As a Child I Walked..." if anybody would like to see that. There's also a few other pages on there if you'd like to visit them...one more on Jewel. Plus links to the best pages =) Grey Matter http://members.aol.com/angeljlb96/grey-matter.html On another issue...there's a half a page devoted to Jewel in this months Teen with Matt Damon in the corner and that Clarissa chick =) on the front. She is also in this months YM...can't remember who's on the cover though. But there's a cute pic of her in the Grammy dress, and one of her by the horoscopes. Also...wanted to share my exciting news...I got my ANWA from Waldenbooks, and I asked the salesperson if I could have the rack that it was on because it had this awesome still from the Foolish Games video on top and she said yea...I went back the next day, and they had one of those hard screen-like posters up, and she said I could have that when they took it down, too. So...I'm happy =) That's all for now! Love, Jamie *the everyotherday angel (that is really starting to believe that she's really gonna trip at graduation this Saturday)* P.S. In case I forget to do it later this week...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!!! ~You were so sweet, and I fell in love with what I fell in love with~ JK ------------------------------ End of eda-thoughts-digest V1 #38 *********************************